Lily's

pov

I spent the entire dinner trying and failing to hide how perfect I thought the night was.

It felt like Ren had actually walked out of all of one of those romance novels that Bia made me read all the time and it helped that Ren was so sweet and attentive while at the same time making us dinner which turned out to be so sweet and intimate. There were candles and we ate in the garden area, on a two man dining table that had already been set. I sighed dreamily and quickly made videos so that Bia would not bite me for not capturing this beautiful moment because it was one that I knew that I wanted to remember for a long time to come.

I mean it couldn't get any better than this, could it? We ate home cooked oxtail and mash and I had the most delicious wine and dessert I have ever tasted, while a violinist played the most soothing music to my ears and we wined and dined under the stars. My heart was going to explode.

After dinner, Ren led me upstairs to his bedroom and my jaw dropped in awe as I took in his room for the first time.

It looked like it was designed for a prince which Ren was but with a modern touch that suggested that he was in touch with the times. White and beige seemed to be his theme. For an artiste, I expected his room to be a mess of paint and colours but to my shock, everything was spotless and pristine with the pure white walls, sparkling chandelier and cream coloured rugs.

There was a plush king sized bed with an array of pillows that got my attention briefly but what actually held me spell hound was the large mahogany office desk close to the balcony. The table and the walls around it... my heart started pounding harder in my chest... his desk and working area was littered with so many sketches of... me.

I immediately walked over to it and started sifting through the sketches. Some of them were in his sketch book, some were on pieces of papers on the large desk and others were on the wall.

His eyes widened in surprise and I could tell that he had not remembered this while inviting me upstairs, because he moved immediately, trying to clear up his table but I plucked one sketch and critically looked at it.

It was almost surreal how accurately depicted my features were, from the beauty spots on my face to the little carve on my left brow down to my lips which were parted in a smile and I realized that the other sketches also had me smiling in them. It felt surreal, yet strangely endearing, knowing that someone had been thinking about me so intensely.

"When did you start drawing all of this?"

He rubbed the back of his neck, embarrassed and for a second I thought he was not going to answer but when he did, my entire body felt like I was floating in the clouds.

"From the first day I met you, really. I tried to believe that I liked you platonically from the very start because that was the only way to explain my immediate attraction to you without feeling bad for having a mate but I liked you so much it was almost impossible to get you out of my head."

"Ren... I had no idea you felt this way," I whispered, trying to gather my thoughts. "I mean, we've been friends since day one, and I never thought... I never imagined..."

"I know," he interrupted, his voice tinged with vulnerability. "I should've said something sooner, but I was afraid of ruining what we had. I didn't want to lose you. Didn't want to risk it."

"You wouldn't have lost me," I assured him, my hands trembling slightly. There I had been thinking he would never want someone like me, he was way out of my league and hearing this made my heart swell.

"I had believed for a while that I just loved you as a friend until I realized that I was obsessed and would do anything for you in a heart beat. You own me, Lily, before I even realized you held the key to my heart. Nothing makes me happier than seeing a genuine smile on your face and I wanted to be the one making you smile big and wide like how you do in my dreams. My sketches were a way of getting you out of my head and showing how happy I imagined you could be. It still feels unreal that you are mine now. That you are here."

Giving him a smile that was filled with so much love, I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, my body humming with need when he held my waist and leaned down to rub his nose against mine.

His scent of oud and bergamot was intoxicating.

"I'm here and I'm yours. What are you going to do about it?" I whispered and his grin made my n*****s harden, brushing against my dress as he took my lips in a passionate kiss that made my toes curl.

Lifting me up in one smooth move, with my legs wrapped around his waist, he dropped me gently on his bed and kissed me all over, his hands squeezing my thigh gently as he parted my legs and wrapped them around his hips, assaulting my lips with soul scathing, butterfly inducing kisses and it was exactly how I had pictured Ren to be. Kind and sweet and attentive and lethal.

He tugged on my lip and I moaned in protest when he lifted himself up to take my shoes off, one after the other. He closed his eyes and pressed a loving kiss on the insole of my left feet and then he paused, eyes filled with heat as he looked down at me. "Are you sure? We don't have to if you're not ready. If you've changed your mind."

If I wasn't already in love with him, I would have fallen.

"I'm sure." I answered.

"I may not be able to stop myself when-"

"I'm sure," I repeated, taking his face in my hands. "It's you I want. I want it to be you. I want everything that comes with this."

Finally understanding me, he nodded, taking off his jacket and shirt, all the while maintaining eye contact with me.

I blushed as I took in his toned body and when he climbed the bed to kneel in front of me, I rose up on my elbows to run my hands down his abs. I enjoyed the way he shivered at my touch, so I did it again, gasping when he pulled me to him by holding the back of my neck. He moaned into my mouth as my fingers brushed his chest, ran down his abs, stopping at his lower abdomen going back up.

His face tensed up in pleasure when I ran my hands down his abs again and an idea came to me.

"Lie on your back," I whispered, loving how he didn't even hesitate, grinning up at him as I straddled him.

I removed the ribbon in my hair and pulled his wrists together, tying him up.

The fact that he didn't even question me made me lean down to kiss his lips, my hands, playing with the waistband of his pants and the way he panted, the helpless look in his golden brown eyes made me feel more powerful than ever.

I leaned down to kiss the shell of his ear, whispering to him. "All you do is give and give," I said as I unbuckled his belt and slid down until I was between his legs and looking up at him. "I bet you're a giver in bed too." The sound of his zipper getting undone was a seductive noise that cut through the quiet night.

My eyes were on him, his muscular chest rising up and falling down with every sharp breath as he kept his eyes on me. "Tonight I want to give you something too. I want to please you" I whispered, loving how bold I felt and before I could develop cold feet, I kissed his throat, sucked on his pulse and made my way down his body, kissing and sucking and nibbling on his skin, leaving tiny little marks all over him. Mine. You're mine.

His breathless pants and moans let me know that I was doing it right.

"f**k, Lily, please untie me"

"You don't like this?" I whispered as my kisses trained towards his d**k and he hissed, his eyes glowing.

"I like it. Too much," his voice was a beast like growl and I felt my panties get wet, surprised by how turned on I was at how helpless he was beneath me.

I unzipped his pants all the way down and took him out, gasping in shock as his d**k sprung up.

I expected it to be long and lean like the rest of his body but it was hard and big and strong and my mouth watered at the veiny beauty of him. The head was dark and full, a pearly drop dripping from the tip and he groaned wildly when I slid my thumb over the tip, smearing precum over the head.

"f**k, Lily -" he gasped breathless, his face was a mask of pain and pleasure and I smiled at him as I took him in my mouth, licking him from bottom to top.

He let out a guttural groan, unable to take it anymore and the next second I was flipped over, my back on the bed, staring at glowing eyes and fanged teeth, his wolf lurking just below his skin.

"You drive me crazy," he groaned and I gasped as his tongue slipped into my mouth, wrapping my legs around him as he kissed me passionately, his hands reaching beneath my dress to rip my panties into pieces.

"I'll get you new ones," he rasped against my lips and when I wanted to ask what he was talking about, he ripped the dress and I gasped as his mouth found my breasts, latching on to my n****e and hungrily sucking it into his mouth.

I arched my back in pleasure, body writhing beneath him as he slipped a finger between my legs, easily working my clit until I was breathless and panting and wetter than I've ever been. He gently slipped a finger inside me, simultaneously massaging my c**t with his thumb.

My toes traced the instep of his feet as I lost myself in the throes of pleasure until I was whispering his name like a chant, a prayer, hanging on to him for dear life as my world twisted sideways.

I was still lost in a haze of pleasure and time seemed to slow down when he removed his finger and locked eyes with me.

"Are you ready?" He whispered and I felt him at my entrance.

Nodding, I gasped into his mouth as he slid into me, inch after inch, maintaining eye contact with me until he was deeply seated in me and he let out a roar that made me feel like jelly.

"I love you so much, Lily. So so much" he whispered against my lips and I felt tears trickle down my cheeks at how good it felt as we moved in sync, slow and passionate, his hands clasped in mine as he continued to whisper the sweetest things to me while I combusted with pleasure.

"Do you like that? Does it hurt?"

"I could get used to this. You feel so f*****g good, Lily."

"You're all I want, sweetheart. You're everything to me."

"I love you so much."

"I love you. I love you too, Ren," I whispered as the climax engulfed me and Ren let out an animalistic growl and bit into my neck, marking me.

The pain pierced my pleasure haze but it quickly morphed into pleasure as he licked my neck while firmly pulling my hips to his so that we could remain even more connected and I kissed his throat, never wanting the night to end as he took me to the brink of pleasure again again again and again.

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