Fated is overrated
Chapter 159

Lola POV

Didn't get marked - yet. And considering the fact that Zane and I were on good terms, it's not fair either. I grab his hand and squeeze it gently, before saying "I will mark you too, Zane.

I just want it to be more special, and I would prefer it if you were conscious. It's not like I can get away from you guys anymore", I add the last part playfully, but I can see the insecurity in Zane's eyes. Not to mention I can feel the insecurity coming from Zeke too. "But, the same goes for you too Zane.. Don't make me regret this. And for the love of the goddess, if either of you ever take another woman's side over mine again I swear I will..." "we won't!" Zeke interrupts before I could finish my death threat." Just.. Bare with us, ok? We are all new to this, we will make mistakes, just like any other couple" Zane adds.

Sighing, I reply I'll try. But I've had enough hardships for 5 lifetimes by now, it's time for happiness for me. And if there's 1 thing I'll even break our bond over, so get this through to your head, it would be other women. I need my mate or mates to be 10000% in this with me.

I have a 0% tolerance policy since our little date, and I will not allow you to choose another woman's words or company over mine if we do this. I should be all you need". I know the bond isn't able to be broken after you have marked someone, but I would rather die than be with someone who chooses another woman's words over mine. I'm resourceful, I would replace a way out if needed be.

"I swear to you I won't make that same mistake again, you're all I need" Zeke replies, before Zane speaks up. "Same for me. I will make mistakes and f*ck up, but never again will it be that you have to feel I didn't take your side against another woman. In fact, I will make it crystal clear to all women in our kingdom that my heart belongs to you, and that they better not disrespect our Queen".

'I think mates are sincere. Their Lycans also said they would scare off anyone who tried' Liberty comments, and I let out the breath I was holding. Somehow, it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I smile at them both, understanding their need for

reassurance.

'So since that is out of the way, should you maybe uhm, clarify with them how the logistics work with 2 mates? Like, do they take turns? Or are we getting ourselves a Zeke and Zane sandwich? This book has many missing chapters and scenes if you're not reading it on [J]obnib.c[o]m.Justice pipes up, and I almost choke on the air I'm breathing. I feel my cheeks burning, and I don't have to check the mirror to know I am as red as a tomato.

I mean... I can't deny and say it has never crossed my mind what it would be like. One of them would be enough to have women wetting their panties, let alone both of them.

I am not experienced at all, so the thought of being with my godlike mates at the same time is as exhilarating as it is scary. What if they're disappointed with my inexperienced *ss? Will they leave me for someone more experienced?

'Stop it Lola! You know they wouldn't. They went abstinent for over 2 years now. I'm sure whatever you do will have them exploding like teenagers' Liberty scolds me for my train of thoughts, and I can practically feel the eye roll she is giving me.

'I'm just.... Insecure I guess, Lib..' I only just manage to choke out. I hate feeling insecure, it feels vulnerable and I don't like that.

She sighs deeply, before replying 'I know Lola. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be harsh with you. I just want you to let go of any inhibitions you may have. We have suffered and restrained ourselves long enough.

It's time to enjoy ourselves, and ride them like a cowgirl. I feel my cheeks heat up again at the thought of doing just that. I am brought back from my reverie when I hear both of them sniffing the air profusely, before growling lowly.

Their darkened eyes leave no room for interpretation as to why they are reacting like this - they smell my arousal and it is hard for them to control themselves now. I am not one to blush very often or very quickly, but I blush even more profusely now, knowing they've caught me being aroused. I am horrified and yet even more turned on all at the same time.