Lie To Me Alpha
Epilogue

When it's time to leave, the kids gave him a kiss on the cheek beforerunning towards the car.

They didn't want to go but Matteo has to persuade them that he'scoming over to pick them up. I turn to walk away when his voice stopsme in mid way.

"Why can't we start over?" he said but I was just standing there notreplying or turn back to him.

"Can we start over please?" he repeated himself and I was just toodumb to move my legs.

"Why couldn't we do that Addasah?" I felt him behind me his breathwarming my neck then his hands snaking around my waist.

He took a deep breath as if he was sniffling my scent. It has been solong since I could feel his warmth and comforting hands on my skin.This is something I knew I miss throughout the years, the feeling of himnear me.

I might be so happy right now but I have to admit that my heart is notfully free from him.

Our nights and beautiful moments together are memories that I alwayscherish forever in my heart.

Him touching me right now ignite the fire and spur up those feelings Ihave never felt fir anyone. I may have try but in the end it is not what Ialways want.

I felt his head lay on my shoulder as he shudder then I felt somethingwetting my bare skin. His tears were slowly dropping on my exposedshoulder

"I want to be in their lives, to start over with them," he said squeezeingmy waist lightly.

I gasp with moans escaping my lips but I zip my lips together quickly. Iwas to respond that nothing is holding him back from seeing his sonsbut his next words twist the key to my heart.

"But I can't start over with them if you're not in it. Please amore. I wantall of my family together completely,” he whisper with his hold tightenaround my waist.

He is not hurting me but it is an embrace of someone who is desperatefor another chance. It really do sound like someone who needs saving.I think he definitely need it as seeing him in such dishevelled state tellsit all but 1 am not sure if I'm the one who he needs.

My eyes started to water, and I tried to not be weak in front of him butI guess 5 years wasn't enough for me.

As my heart still aches for all of him too.

The key that has been locking my heart has slowly twist and turns untilit's completely unlocked

“Am I being too selfish I always ask that to Alera and myself for allthose years.

"I can't Matteo, you know we can't anymore" I took away his handsfrom my waist and turn to face him which is probably a mistake that Idon't think I will regret.

"Addasah, please I let you slip out of my hands five years. Five yearswe've been apart. Why can't we be together then please. Let's startover, not just us together but with our kids too," he begs with his eyesfilled with tears that were about to fall.2

I reach up and caress his face with my hand in which he leans towardsmy touch. Maybe I am too stupid to do this but I think our kids is nowour priority.

We cannot be selfish anymore "I am happy Matteo, I really am,” heslowly opens his eyes.

I was taking my time in deciding what I want to do next and I knowwhat I'm going to say to him now determines not just my happinessbut also my kids happiness.

"but we're not all happy without you. Then I say we will start over," histears flow from his eyes and I wipe them off.1

They said a big person with a bigger heart will not only forgive butforget and move forward and that's exactly what I want.

I may be truly happy right now but there were times I replace myself lonelywithout him cause he gave me happiness when I have no memories ofour past.

I took a step backwards "but not now Matteo. I just don't need time butI need us to take it slow. Slow is a pace you need to take if I am to startover with you. So can you live through that.?"2

He held my hands together with tears in his eyes "yes I would lovethat."

His gloomy face and dark shades that were under his eyes has nowlong gone and replaced with glow and happiness.

I knew I did the right thing and I guess I always do. I close our distanceagain and gave him a hug patting him on the shoulder as he finally letout another cry.

After a while we pull away and he wipe off his tears smiling at me."You can come tomorrow to take the kids and not forgetting we needto talk. Not for the past but what happens within the five years we missout on each other."

He smile nodding yes and I walk back to the car bidding him farewellfor now.

4 months later

I sat on the grass with my hands running on Matteo's hair whilewatching our pups played on familiar fields with my grandma andWesley.

I smiled at the memories of how we get here today as a one happyfamily.

After that day, him and I had a really long talk which I was sad todiscover the misfortune of Quinn and the death of Jona.

He share to me all of his nightmares and how his life was since I left. Iwas sad when I realised on that day that my story was more merrier andjolly than his.

Despite that I never interrupted him as I want to hear all of it. It wouldbe a lie if I say I didn't cry because truth is we were both in a mess onthat day.

We didn't care of any barriers or anything else but we just leteverything out in the open.

So when he was done and it was my turn I then told him all about mylife within those five years.

How I convinced and made everyone dare not to tell him of our sonsand how I become the substitute luna of the Owslebury Pack.

And that is how we start over, then he went to mebd things with mygrandma and few other people.

Slowly we began our journey of starting over and here we are nowhappily in each others arms.

Matteo sat up and I lean my head on his shoulder. I saw Gia waving atme with Ed on her side and their son running over to my kids on thefield.

Behind them stood Jay who frown at his Mate talking to another packmember and Evan's mate.

I avert my gaze to the left and saw Lorentz sitting on the grass whilethe crippled Quinn play with his hair, smiling at what he is saying.They both look happy and it's been a month since he returned back. Itwas actually Matteo and I who went to him and brought him back.

I couldn't stand the sight of her being unhappy even though she hasdone wrong in the past but she deserves happiness too. She hasalready apologized and paid for it.3

So we're on good terms. Now they look as happy as ever like our otherpack members around us.

Matthew and Mason runs in our way tackling the both of us down. Wetickle them making them both giggle before escaping from our holdsonce again and went back to my grandma and Wes.

I look back again and I came to face with his green eyes.

I smile while intertwining our fingers together, knowing that I am notgazing into the eyes of a lying Alpha but in the eyes of my home andhappiness.