Lie To Me Alpha
Only A Time

My friends stares at me in desbelief "No way" Gia tries to slap herselfagain.

"You, Matteo wow! that ass hole" Cora stood up with her hands on bothhips.

"If he was here I would skrill him alive before feeding dogs with his ba-"she stops in mid sentence seeing us both stare at her.

"What?" she roll her eyes and I crack up laughing.

"Wow, never thought I would live the day to hear you talk like that...Wooo wow" Gia and I applaud to her with enthusiastic.

"You are both crazy but seriously I despise him" she sat down on theother side of bed.

"So you wanna tell us about” I lower my head in shame fiddling with myhands.

"It's okay you can take your time, maybe" I interrupted her, cutting outwhat she was trying to say.

"I knew he was my Mate on my eighteen birthday when I came to pickyou guys up."

I took a deep breath then there I began to tell them of how oureverything between him and I began.

From the first moments up to the one I gradually began to fall in lovewith him. Our first kiss, the way he makes me feel when he's aroundand me stupidly believe everything he says.

How we sneak around everyone's back to go on dates, then I finallyadmitted that I love him and how he avoid me afterwards. I also toldthem how I replace out about the truth and I confronted him.

I was in tears after telling them about it "I love him you know that. I justfell for all his lies, fuck it felt like I wanted to die when he admitted thetruth” I beat on my heart sobbing out hard.

"Gosh" I try to wipe my tears again

"I'm sorry for not telling you guys. I'm sorry" I sobs.

"Did you ever thought of telling us” Gia asks

"I did try but you went in heat and Cora left for her pack... I'm sorryguys and it is okay if you hate me I deserve it."

They both surprisingly hug me tightly "Awww our poor baby, we couldnever hate you" their hands smoothing my back with comfort.

"You know I think things are making sense now" Gia says while pullingaway.

She held my hand "I overheard my dad and the Gamma's conversationthe day after Matteo attack you. I didn't understand then but now I canpiece the puzzle” she took a deep breath.

"I heard the Alpha practically gather Bilford College football teamincluding the ones that were there at the event and has order everyonenever to speak of what happened that night.

He made them submit and swore to never utter anything about hisMate. Well now I know you're his Mate," she sigh.

"I don't know why the Alpha then does not want you and Matteo to beMate. I mean you are a daughter of a top warrior" Cora says withcuriosity.

Gia shrugged her shoulders "yeah now I'm curious too," he fingerpointing the end of her mouth as if thinking before giving up.

"I wish I knew more or maybe I'll try and snoop around my dad's office.Anyways I also heard the pack warriors are looking for”

Gia looks as if she didn't want to say it but Cora was hard out gesturingat her to spill the beans.

"Matteo, he ran away after he bit you that night" she blurted.

"Pussy" Cora scoff at that and we just sat there in surprise, 1

"and girl you are one spy who listens in to her father's conversation badgirl" she nod her head at Gia.

Gia bluff folding her arms "can you blame me for being there. I nevertold them this: hey dad I'm here so start your conversation and I'll listenin a corner” she roll her eyes and flips her hair dramatically.1

"Besides it wasn't so bad to listen in, now we get most info and whatabout you?" Cora just heave her shoulders with a mock expression."Ahh right, the only thing you listen in is when there's pussy, balls and"her words were muffle by the pillow making me laugh.

Gia narrows her eyes at Cora "Oh you won't get away bitch” and shethrew her with another pillow

"major bitch" Cora retort throwing another one.

We all ended up in a pillow fight as if I wasn't in a bad shape when Iwoke up. We play around chasing each other like kids until we'reexhausted and hungry.

We made lunch then watch random movies on TV. Then play daregames without alcohol. We were so childish and for a moment I forgotall about what happened.3

Gia was the first one to head home, she was pick up by Ed then Coragot pick up by Jem, they have a date today.

I sat there in the living room by myself staring at the TV even though Iwasn't interested, until it was dark

I went and prepared the dinner trying to get myself busy afterwards Isat there at the kitchen table taking a break.

I was so consumed with my own thoughts on time I was happy, everymoment of it before I fell in love.

Suddenly I thought of Matteo and the days we spent together that'swhen I broke down again.

It wasn't easy to forget what he did to me especially when my heartstupidly loves him.

It felt like it happens yesterday so I cried there in the kitchen with noone to comfort me this time.

A lot of bad thoughts consumes my mind like not wanting to liveanymore.

I was too hurt that I could not know what to do.

No matter what happiness I felt earlier with my friends I knew it wasonly for a moment.

Because once when I'm alone this is me.

The foolish,

stupid

broken

Addasah.

Who does nothing about her broken heart but to cry in pain again andagain.