Lie To Me Alpha
Choice

Matteo's Pov

I have been doing a lot of thinking, that cause me restless nights onwhether should I do it or not.

In the end I made a choice and I just hope it's right because to me itseems right.

Tonight I want to move on and start my life with my family, I know it'snot with Addasah but I have to take ownership of what happened.2Four years I have been in pain but just now I want to be redeem. I maynot love Quinn anymore but she's carrying my heir.14

People may call it a mistake, I do too deep within me but I'll neveradmit that to anyone because I don't want my child thinking she or heis a mistake.

After all it wasn't his/her fault that he was to be born in this world.

It happens two months ago when I was still drunk over beingheartbroken and almost on the brink of committing suicide when mydad came home and force me to mate Quinn.2

I was at the lowest point of my life and I hated that in my mostvulnerable state he caught his prey.

I'll never forget the look he gave me and made Mr feel that night. Hemade me feel worthless and weak, I was beyond disgust.

In his Alpha position he command me to mate her in front of Lyndonand Mia.2

Lyndon could have easily kills him but my dad has all the cards and theupper hand. That's the night I discovered another secret that Addasah'sfather is a pure hybrid, the ones who are wanted and most hunted byour kinds.5

All Alphas are to extinct his kinds but my father knew that to have ahybrid he would be able to fight against all odds or any danger nearthe pack and very reason he made him a top warrior.

The night they escape with my mother that's the night they discoveredhis identity.

My father in his victory grin has told me all about it and so he hasbrought them over when I refuse to comply with his commands.

I could have reach anyone for help or Luna Shina but my dad knowshow to played his cards well. He knew when to warn, threat and whento strike without anyone noticing.

So that horrible night of my life if I didn't do what he says he wouldhave killed Addasah's parents right there in front of me, which optionswas better me being with Addasah or her parents death in my handsSo I did it I agree to Mate her and as we did, all I think of was her, theone meant for me and when I have my released that night her namewas the one I scream.5

After that horrible night I never wanted to see anyone again even myown friends. Lyndon tries to reach out for me but I was ashamed, tooashamed to face him and Mia or even with Addasah if she's to comeback.

They told me Addasah would understand if I tell the truth when shereturns but none of it made me feel better. As my mind already set thatI was worthless and she deserved a better mate.6

I disappeared from my pack afterwards, I know my father has beenlying about me on training but truth was I was gone rogue for a while. Ilive that life and able to make fewer friends and learn almost everysingle things about them.

Ever since Alpha Hernandez defeated the rogues Alpha months agoevery rogues were now free and has live their lives peaceful

Yet there are still some of them who tries to invade other packterritories.

The biggest threat on our territory over the years and is still around ismy mom's lover and best friend James. He has been seeking revengeon my father and Lyndon, so constantly our borders have beenattacked by him but he never succeed.

Six days ago I came back strong and challenge my father in front of thePack. I made him feel everything I felt back then when he made me feelworthless.

I really want to kill him after I won yet I didn't want his blood to be onmy hands so I lock him in a cell. He tries to announce that Lyndon was aHybrid but I made it clear to everyone it was a lie.1

Hybrids are hard to be accepted in any pack and they are being huntedto be killed Lyndon being a pure blood brought danger to his family.

I am relieved that Addasah isn't one as she's a normal werewolf but thebaby her mother is carrying is probably a hybrid.

So about my father's old beta, gamma and delta I have replaced themimmediately.

Those three has been helping my dad create a hell in my life byfollowing his commands. I stripped them off from their titles withwarning not to try anything funny or they'll be rogues.

Evan became the Delta replacing his father, yes he has nothing to dowith his father's choices. Shalom became the gamma replacing hisuncle who is none other than Quinn's father.

Jay is my substitute beta for the meantime. He did not want to take fullresponsibility as a beta in my pack.

I look myself over the mirror and thought of my decision. It may havenot been easy even though someone I love will hurt the most but Ineeded this for my unborn child.

I'm not like those men who neglected her/him just because I dont loveher mother. It's my responsibility to be the best father in her life. I hopewhat I'm doing is right.2

Mia and Lyndon has already been granted freedom and tonight maybebe their last night here in my Pack.

They have agree to take Addasah away from here, once we sit downand I tell her my decision and apologize to her for breaking mypromises.2

I even ask them to give me another month but I guess I didn't honormy words again as I will be introducing someone else as my lunawithout them knowing.2

I was going to tell them but Jay has informed me that our top warrior isin the hospital so there I didn't want to bother them.

Indeed I heard Addasah is still on training and I'm sure she won't behere tonight.1

"Alpha"

I turn to see Jay leaning against the door "it's time now everyone ishere."

I nod my head taking one last look at myself before heading downstairsto make an entrance.