Lie To Me Alpha
Insecurity

"Ahemm”

He coughs and I pretend not to know turning towards the door andreplaces him with his hand in his jean pocket.

He walk towards me and Alera suddenly growl a little at his presence.The more he came closer the more Alera hiss through our link at himnot until our hands brush together and he caress my brother's cheekwith admiration.

Alera relax a little bit due to the contact we had and I was lost at howshe's acting like this to him wondering again if anything bad happenswith us before losing my memory.4

"Why are you here?" I ask him.

"Your dad send me over to see if you guys have eaten” I look at himdumbfounded

"what?"

"are you sure you're the Alpha and not my dad's errands boy"1

"ouch" he fake hurt.

I laugh a little "seriously, it sounded like that way to me" he let out hisarms.

"Come on, he's my father in law" I giggle in hearing that "don't be toosure of yourself Alpha" I slap him on the arm playful.

I don't know where all this confidence came from because what Iremember no wolf boy or any mundane was this close to me besidesit's like I haven't been avoiding him.

He took Wesley from my arms "I'll watch over him you go change”"where are we going?"

"out to eat"

I groan thinking that I definitely need to get out of this house I meantwo weeks seems forever to be here.

I walk away from him pulling my clothes from the closet to change intothe bathroom after showering.

Once I'm done with shower and drying up myself I put on the essentialcloth that ladies must not forget to wear.

Then I changed into a skinny jean and a crop top before putting on mydenim jacket over it. I chose a pair of white converse to go with myoutfit then pulls up my black hair in a messy bun.

I take a look in the room and went back outside replaceing Matteo alreadygone from my room.

I skip down the living room and replace it empty, even in the kitchen. Mybrother's milk bottle that I left in the refrigerator was also gone."Peep" his car horn pulls me out of there and the house.

Once in the car I saw my baby brother at the back in his baby boosterseat already being changed and in fresh clothes.

"I didn't know you were this well prepared" he saw my eyes fixed on mybrother in his seat.5

"What can I say, an Alpha's gotta prepare for his football team" hewinks at me and I roll my eyes at him.

We made it to a restaurant and order our food with baby Wesley besideme.

We were talking on random topics when someone tap her heel besideme. I turn to replace a female with her arms crossed on her chest. Sheseems familiar but I couldn't remember when I have seen her.

Matteo look at her unpleasantly got me wondering if I'm missingsomething here.

"I'm sorry do I know you?"

she scowl "I'm Quinn"

"ummm should I be happy to see you" I said with uninterest earning ascowl from her.

Matteo's fist clench on the table he doesn't know that I can see hisdislike to this girl.

"Quinn leave us alone" he said with stern and hoarse.

She pout like a child before stomping her way out "are you okay?" I askafter she's gone and he just nod in return.

We became silent and I turn my attention back to my brother whilewaiting for our food.

I'm surprised to see my brother playing with his pacifier and that waslike his 50th one I bought for him. Yeah my brother kind of love playingwith it in a different way. He would bit it with his sharp teeths and threwit around.

I was glad he didn't swallow it but just bit it into pieces. I know he's nota human maybe that's why he doesn't like the pacifier thing.

When our food arrives Matteo and I were back to talking not with ourrelationship but some part of his life.

I was interested to know that the luna and his younger siblings havemove to his cousins pack while his father is gone to nowhere.

I wanted to ask more but he seems sad and angry whenever we talk ofhim.

After the restaurant then we went over to the park until it was gettingdark and it was time to take back Wesley.

We both put him in his crib when we arrived home and my dad stillhasn't show up maybe he's somewhere trying to get rid of his pain

I walk him back down to the door and right when we were outsideMatteo turn back to me. I stood before him biting on my lower lip.

I didn't know what to say except for goodbye and see you when I seeyou.

Gosh I am so mean to my mate.

He close our distance making my heart beats faster and Alera blushingin her own way through our link.

Matteo dip his head down, his lips slowly ascending onto mine just aninch and then we kiss.

Closing my eyes I thought this was it I'm going to feel how it's like tobeing kiss especially by my mate.

I felt his minty breath along with his intoxic scent invading my nostrils.I could feel him near my lips, so near to kiss me.

In fact, I got chicken out "no" I pull right back pushing him not too hardaway from me.

I try to calm my heart seeing his hurt expression. I took in a deepbreath and nervously held on to his hand.

"Matteo, I'm sorry but I don't want to do it now. I don't want to take itslow or jump right into anything. You know I lost my memories... so Ineed time" I ended up in a whisper hoping he won't get mad at me.2He surprisingly pulls me in his arms then kisses my forehead "I knowbut please always remember I am always here for you" he pulls awaysmiling at me before he jog over to his car.2

I close the door after waving him goodbye and went up to my room.

If only he knew how insecure I am with my feelings and emotions rightnow.

"Cock blocker" Alera shouted to me out of the blue

"what the hell is that suppose to mean?" I ask

"look for it on dictionary or even Google it" she pokes her tongue at methen shut off our links.

I pick up my brother from his crib laying him next to me.

Tomorrow is my mom's funeral, her final days on this earth. +

Am I ready to face it.