Lycanthropy
Chapter Fifty-One

I released all the tension in my body, and just laid there, captured in his hold. I steadied my breathing and smiled lightly, he frowned his brows for a second, as he couldn’t understand what I was doing now.

Maybe he thinks that I’m playing again, that I’m only relaxing to take over control when he releases me. But I’m not. I have stopped fighting him.

I’m realising that I’m about to let him in. Not physically, but emotionally.

It feels like I’m risking it all, but it doesn’t matter anymore. This is where I’m supposed to be.

“I’m not being the brave bitch right now, I’m giving myself to you.” I said and he let go of my wrists.

“Don’t get me wrong. I’m not letting you get close to me, to make you hurt me one day. Because if you do, you won’t be safe anywhere on this damn planet.” I said and he wanted to interrupt me, but I shook my head.

“I’m putting all my cards on the table, and let you know what I am. I have made a decision, and every single decision I make, I make for real. Ask anyone and they will tell you, that the threats that I make, are promises that I keep.”

“So, I will ask you this one time, and one time only.” I had put my arms around his neck.

I almost backed down, for the word that I’m about to use. Goddess forgive me for ever spitting it out.

“I will become your Lu- ahem- Luna, if you will treat me as your equal. You have command, but you will always discuss things with me, and listen to what I have to say. I have not become the strongest female Alpha, to give up my way of thinking. I will not be a cute little housewife, and I will not fetch you your slippers when you come home after a long day’s work. I am, and will always be the strong Lycan, that you have seen me be. Will you accept that?”

He pushed himself up and shifted himself, to sit on his knees. He gently put his hands on my thighs and rubbed them. He was thinking about all that I had said, and was trying to form words, to answer me correctly. His eyes even turned black for a moment, letting me know that he was consulting with Úlfur about this.

I know that what I’m doing, will change my life forever. And it is not like I’m saying ‘I love you’, as that is something that I’m still not capable off. But this will make me his, if he chooses to accept me as who I am.

While listening to her words:

She had completely ruined her wall. I’m astound to hear her say these words. She was saying the things that I wanted from her and more.

In this moment of complete trust in each other, she told me what I already knew. I knew she would never give up her eminence, her strong will and power. Nor do I want her to give it all up. She will be my anchor, my reason to fight on, even in desperate moments.

And I don’t need a woman, to fetch me things upon only looking at her. I need someone to be strong, to question my motives and to keep me sharp. And she is the woman that can do all that.

She will never be an easy Luna, as she so said while almost choking. No, she is the Princess of our lands, and upon becoming my marked mate, she will be our Queen. Just as she is now, on her continent, of her pack and lands, she is the Queen Alpha, as she will be here too, eventually.

“If you ever, let your guard down, with someone else but me; If you ever fail to show your power towards any oncoming male that approaches you, or let yourself be intimidated by anyone else on this whole damn planet, than you wouldn’t be worthy of me.” I started and she wanted to interrupt me now, just as I had wanted at her speech. But now I shook my head and continued to talk.

“But, even though you said these words, I already knew that you are no mere little woman, that will let her be overruled by any person. You are the strongest woman alive, and you are my match, my diamond in the rough, and my mate. I not only accept your statement, I expect you to never lower yourself to become my subordinate Luna. You are no little Luna, you are my Queen!”

She smiled at my words and spoke the next words:

“Then you are the only thing I want and need. Now, get here and have your way with me!” She said and I didn’t have to hear that twice.

Upon hearing her say those last words, my cock thickened immediately and within a second I was ready to go. Mushy talking pushed aside, I entered her still wet crevice with all my might. I rolled my hips as I laid on top of her again and felt how my cock rubbed against her inner walls.

My chest touched hers and I could feel her nipples brush up against my skin, upon moving my body against hers.

She screamed in torture, not of pain but of total pleasure. She needed more and I was gratefully wanting to supply it to her.

While I caressed the skin on her upper thighs, I lifted her legs, to put them both against my left shoulder, grabbed her hips and slammed as hard as I could inside of her.

Her gorgeous body danced upon my movements and she grabbed the sheets upon we laid, as she tried to keep herself steady as I pounded into her. The sheets however, weren’t that resistant and ripped easily. But we both didn’t care. This is what we both wanted and needed.

She roared my name and moaned frantically. Her breathing became heavier and pieces of white fur were slowly covering her beautiful body. Soft furry patches replaced her skin, and I ran my fingers through the hairs, making her purr in delight. And then I shifted into my Lycan as well.

I pushed her legs back down and when I was in between them again, I slammed myself inside of her core once more. The claws of her Lycan, reached underneath my arms and punctured the skin on my back.

Underneath him:

He knew I would never change my attitude, and I’m happy that he agrees with me. No, not agreeing but commanding of me, to never change at all.

He is my true mate, and he is showing it.

We are in full Lycan now and he has full control.

I love his rugged face, showing me pleasure as his eyes bore into mine. He never leaves my gaze, looking upon me, and forcing me to stay within his grasp. His dominance is taking over my mind, and nothing I can possibly think of, would make me want to decide to stop what we are doing right now.

He is all I want, and this is all I need.

Yet, it still feels as if there is something missing.

“The link.” Dakota suggested.

“Yes, he is our destiny right? Are we ready for it, this time?” I asked her, while being ravaged pleasurable from beneath.

“Yes, he is, and yes we are.” She said sincerely, and she is right.

We are thoroughly being satisfied by his presence. Sure the orgasm that was bound to come, would be the most magnificent and satisfying one that I have ever had, but I meant his character, his role in our future, and the beast within him that is able to control me, is what makes us whole.

I am going to move to this continent permanently, I am feeling at home right here and I am trusting this man with all I got. I never have expected of myself to ever let my guard down this much, but he is changing the way I am thinking and feeling. His rugged way of talking, touching and appearance is all so much appealing to me, that I don’t think I can go any further living my life without him.

He is truly everything that I need. He is capable of stopping me, of containing my strength with his own, and dominating me with his Alpha command. He is the one that I can submit to.

“Mark me.” I said, while he looked me in the eyes.

His eyes blackened over to let me know that Úlfur was ready for this too, and Dakota did the same.

Aron roared massively and showed his canines. They were the most largest teeth I have ever seen, and even then he managed to elongate them further. Dakota wasn’t the slightest fazed by this show of power, in fact it made her howl in joy. I lifted my body a bit, so he could reach behind our back and pull me up, to be able to get close to my neck.

I rolled my hips on his groin, to keep feeling the friction between us. We got on a high, I have never been before. The feeling of him inside of me, made me feel addicted beyond normal reasoning. And then, when I was almost at my end, he came closer to me, licking and salivating the spot on our neck where he wanted to place his mark.

The tingling sensation of the thrill of knowing that there was going to be a pain, that was going to be excruciating, send me over an edge, of which we couldn’t turn back.

I tilted my head sideways to give him more access, and upon feeling him about to explode inside of me, his head came closer, he opened his mouth and bit my neck tight with those long canines. I screamed in torture, but he even bit harder and deeper, causing streams of blood to run down my white fur.

The orgasm that followed, as pain and pleasure became one, is something that can’t be described by normal words. Dakota and I had both roared in pleasure as the sensation of that never-ending-feeling of stars that had struck our souls, made our mind go crazy.

But in that same moment of total carnality, I still had my claws punctured in his back. And upon our release, I had torn the flesh on his ribs, dragging my claws towards me and marking him in our own way. And he had roared in torture as well.

Aron had released his canines from my neck. Dakota had disappeared to the back of my mind, and I let go of my hold onto his body.

I had shifted back into human form, but Aron stayed Lycan for a moment, to lick away all the blood, and to close the wound on my neck, with the saliva from his wolf.

He turned me on my belly and licked everything clean on the back as well. And I just gave in to the pleasure of his caressing and what had happened just now. I had revelled in his dominance and I enjoyed every bit of it.

Even though it was morning and I had slept a full night, I was exhausted again. And I had to heal and sleep, for just five more minutes…

A/n: I love snoozing...💛