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Chapter 164: When I Find Something I Want, I Don't Let Go Chapter 164: When I Find Something I Want, I Don't Let Go Angelia

We exited through the back door, and I was again thankful to avoid Adanna. Seeing her was the last thing I needed right now. Kingston's muscle car was parked beside Riccardo's, he opened the door for me and it still amazed me how they opened upwards instead of sideways like the cars I was used to.

As I settled in my seat, Kingston walked around to the driver's side. The car felt cramped as he sat down, his presence took up most of the space, overwhelming my senses. There was something to be said about being in an enclosed area with him and I didn't dislike it one bit. Throughout these weeks, I had spent with him, I had noticed the looks he had gotten from other people. Many of them had been scared and skittish being close to him and most had taken either a step back or simply froze. I had never experienced that with him, sure, he ould seem frightening with his build, tattoos and dark expression but I had only ever felt safe with here. Like he could protect me. Imo

"Are you still staying at Andy's place?" His quiet but deep voice caressed my soul, almost making me sign in wonder and wistfulness. "No, I moved back to my apartment a few hours ago." I whispered back, matching his own volume.

When I talked to him, matching his whisper for whisper, it was always done unconsciously. People said the eyes were the windows to the soul but if they were the windows, then the voice was the music of the soul because the voice revealed everything if you only knew what to listen to and my soul was speaking to him. Like I had expected, when I caught a ride with him, we didn't talk. The silence with him was always lovely, a reprieve from the loud world. I was m***lly exhausted and couldn't think of anything more to say, so it w**ad butt we didnt t need to say anything at all. I was sure there were things I regret not telling them, but as soon as i got into that meeting room, my mind drew a blank. I leaned back in my seat, enjoying having Kingston beside me. I already missed the other two but for the moment, I had him and I would appreciate it for as long as Leould, which would be thirty blissful minutes. When we parked the car outside my apartment complex, I suppressed a disappointed sigh. I hadn't been ready for the ride to be over. My eyes wide and as I felt his hand on my knee, he saved it, bringing my attention to him. I swallowed when I saw his serious expression. "Do you remember when I said I would fight for us?" He asked.

"Y..yes?" I blinked at him, not sure where he was going with this

Break or no break, I will still keep fighting. When I replace something I want, I am not letting it go. You belong with us, my pumpkin." His dark whisper almost sounded like a warning but I took it as a promise Riccardo POV

Something about her wasn't right, the thought plagued me as I stared at the door Angelia had execute only a few minutes ago. Something about her felt off but ! couldn't pinpoint exactly what it was, maybe it was why she had shut us out, not letting us see what was going on behind her facade. How she seemed calm and collected when I know our girl was anything but, she had big emotions and she usually sucked at hiding them. She had been easy to read since we had met her but tonight, I could tell she was sad. Although even her sadness was reined in so tightly that I had to search to see it. It felt wrong that she had never hidden herself from us before. Still, maybe I was overanalyzing everything about tonight because I didn't want to face the fact that she wanted a break. Perhaps, I was reading into everything she had said and acted because I wished for it not to be true. F***ing hell, even as strange ad she was acting, it had been good seeing her. She had looked so beautiful where she sat, with her minimal makeup and a simple dress. It had taken everything in me not to act on my desire to touch her. "What What are once, e we going to do now? Marshall sighed, dragging his fingers through his hair and looking exceptionally bummed I didn't space.

For

The give he know what the correct answer was, with how my latest f****p blew up in our faces, I was less inclined to take the lead on this one.

"We will

I said, not sounding too happy about that.

The last thing I wanted was to give her spare, I had become addicted to her presence to the feeling of waking up with her next to me, to her sweet smile as we took care of het, to her conversation and her strange thoughts. I had come to love being with her and we all know I didn't do well with distance from those I cared about, thanks to my parents and the issue they caused me. Angello had taken over my mind and if I was being honest with myself, she had taken per my heart too. The thought of not seeing her again d**n near broke me but even as I knew that we brought this on ourselves. I had meant what I had said, I legretted that our actions hart her but I didn't regret bringing her into our lives. Chapter 164: When I Find Something I Want, I Don't Let Go

matter how she gue bere. I knew that if I had I go to the length I had done, we wouldn't have had these last weeks together. We wouldn't have gotten Her or made the memories we sow had. Honestly, I would rather be heartbroken than never have experienced what it was like to to know her. "You can be serious? He prve me a ditbeleving look.

"Are we really going to stay away from her? I mean, come on, even her best friend said we had to fight for her.*

I shook my head helplessly. When I had gone to check in on her at her apartment, Andy had been there instead, packing a bag for her. After he had nearly broken my nose and helped me with a panic attack, he had told me we had to fight for her and if we didn't then we deserve her. He had said the same thing to Marshall after he had punched his nose as well. Too bad Kingston didn't swing by, I would have loved to know how that would have turned out. What

do you want me to say, Marshall? Do you think I want to step back from the girl I am falling for?" I spit out, frustrated by this entire situation. His eyes widened at my admission but I ignored it as I kept speaking

"I don't, I can't stand the f****ing thought of not seeing her or holding her, or even talking to her but what can we do? I won't risk losing her for good, the last time I acted on my own wishes, it backfired and that can't happen again. So if you got any ideas on what we should do, I am all I am all ears." Shit, man. You

You are usually the one with the answers, maybe we should wait to talk to Kingston about this? And see where he stands on this?" "Yes, let's do that." I agreed.

I

I didn't know How long we sat in silence after that, both lost in thoughts. I couldn't get over how strange she was acting tonight, my mind going over every move she had made during the meeting, every word and even bottom as she talked.

..." began, getting his attention.

"Hey...

"Did Angelia seem off to you?" His brows scrunched up.

"What do you mean?"

"Could you get a read on her?" I asked

"Now that you mention it, no. I didn't, but that could just be because aller was overwhelmed or something. It hasn't been the best week for her, that is for sure." [

sighed.

"Yes, you are probably right. Did Kingston say anything about coming back tonight?

"No,

he didn't mention it but if I had to guess, he is probably on his way to The Eltabox after dropping her off" "That sounds about right."

I knew Kingston would have stuff to work out tonight, he wasn't very good at handling emotions of any kind except anger. Instead, he signed up for one of the underground fights, working through his feelings with his fists, pain and blood. The fight took place in either The Elitebox of Hall Of Flame. Sometimes, if he was only slightly frustrated, I would join him in the ring at one of our gyms but that was more a training session than an actual fight. I wasn't a match for the big guy. "We will just meet tomorrow to figure out what to do next." He nodded.