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Chapter 51: I Am Confident And S****y Chapter 51: I Am Confident And S****у Angelia

"Hello?" I said as I picked up the call.

"Hello, beautiful." Marshall said and the sound of his voice washed over me like a soft caress.

He had this calming quality in his voice, like Xanax and it made me instantly relaxed.

"Hi, I heard you talked to my landlord about the broken lock?" I said. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't picture him threatening anyone but still maybe that was because he was always so sweet to me. Well, always was a bit of a stretch, the way he had been with me last night, it was so sweet, hot and demanding. It was like he became a different person when he dominated me but I liked his side just as I liked the carefree one. I craved both versions

of him.

"Did Riccardo fill you in?" He neither denied nor admitted it, he is a smart guy.

"He did, I am not going to give you a hard time about it though, I just wanted to say thank you. Ever since I moved in, I have been trying to get him to fix it, it seems like I just needed some help from a more persuasive person."

"You are welcome, I didn't like it knowing you have been living that unsafe and I had to do something. Anyways, did Riccardo inform you that you will stay at my place on Tuesday?" He asked and I could hear his smile from his voice.

"Yes, do you have any plans for us?"

Truth to be told, I was dying to replace out what would happen.

"I will be picking you up after work and then we will have some dinner. I have booked a table at a restaurant I love so much and we will swing by your place first so you can change."

I

"That sounds great, what about after? Do you have any plans for that?"

I was too impatient for my own good, whenever I looked forward to something, time couldn't pass fast enough.

"I do," he chuckled like he knew precisely how eager I was.

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"I think we should start your training afterwards." He said.

We had some small talks before we said goodbye and hung up the call and I slumped onto my

bed.

Ded.

How I managed to fall asleep after replaceing out I would start my training was something I couldn't comprehend. I must have tried as hell or else I would have ended up thinking about how I for once looked forward to learning. This would be like a s****y school for bdsm and how to submit and Marshall would be my teacher and a hot one at that.

The fact that when my alarm clock rang early in the morning on Tuesday, I went from sleepy to awake in a split second just thinking about what would happen today proved how much I wanted this. Hopefully, Andy could distract me at work so I didn't have to get crazy obsessing over

Oning breakfast so I could snag one of the baked goods from yesterday at the cafe instead, I dressed in the god-awful dress I had to wear to work. I looked absolutely hideous and it was embarrassing to think that Marshall would see me in it when he picked me up.

I should get him to pick me up at my apartment after I had changed into some more pleasantries instead.

It was sunny outside and although I loved the sun and I didn't love it when I wore this work clothing. It was too hot and uncomfortable to appreciate the nice weather.

Andy hadn't arrived when I got to the cafe and I had to unlock the door myself and grab the

water and picked up a few extra things I would need. I opened my favorite Spotify playlist and danced to it while I swept with a mop.

cleaning bucket from the supply closet. I mixed in some cleaning products with the

"Get it, girl!" Andy cheered, scaring the living hell out of me.

"D***n it, Andy. Don't do that, you almost gave me a heart attack." I scolded him while my heart. raced like crazy.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. Did you get an extra bucket and mop any chance?" I laughed. and I waved him away.

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"Go get yours."

"I would have done it for you." He pouted.

"Keep on dancing, I will be right back and show you how it is really done."

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Shaking my head, I kept scrubbing the floor and one place in particular where it looked like someone had spilled soda.

"I talked to James by the way." He said as he returned back.

"He is excited to meet you.

"Oh, good. It will be fun, does he know I am shy? I don't want him to think I am rude if I don't

talk much." I muttered.

"Don't worry, he is the same." He said and my eyes met his.

"I thought you liked one of those confident guys that look the initiative?" I asked.

"Yes," he scratched the back of his neck.

"I thought I was but after it turns out cute, shy guys are more my type. I might have shown him a picture of you and he might have asked one of his single buddies to go out with us tomorrow." He looked sheepish like he knew I would disapprove and I did. "Seriously, Andy? You know I am them and this won't be a double date or anything, right?" I narrowed my eyes on him.

"I won't come if it is." I warned him.

it is not like that, I think." He mumbled the last part as if he didn't want me to hear it.

"No, it is no

"You think?"

it won't be. I will tell him that you are unavailable."

"Fine, it won

"How

would he think I was available in the first place?" I asked.

"I didn't know if you wanted anyone else to know about your dominants, so I stretched the truth."

He said and I almost laughed.

"You could have stretched the truth a little less and told him I am with someone." I snapped,

sometimes, I really didn't know how his thought process worked.

"Yes, you are right but don't I get a plus for not saying anything about bdsm?" He looked at me, hopefully.

"You get a gold star." I joked, a smile teasing my lips. I could never stay angry at him.

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"But I have to tell the guys about this not a date thing. I don't want them to think I am not

exclusive with them."

"I

I get that a

and I promise to tell James about you being unavailable. I just think he was excited about the fact that my best friend would date his best friend." He said and I narrowed my eyes at

à a second time and he corrected himself.

a

I

him "Okay, I was also excited about that. I am so sorry, I knew about you and them but I didn't know if you could date someone else or not. We haven't really talked since the meeting you had with them so I had to try. By the way, how was the meeting? Can I see the contract?" Laughing, I grabbed the filthy water and the mop. "The meeting went great, they were really supportive of my decision. As for you seeing the contract, it is absolutely no. It is one thing for me to let you know about me being a submissive and a whole other thing that you know about what I will be doing with them." "Sex lots and lots of sex." He sighed dramatically as he put a hand on his forehead like he would pass out from jealousy. "I wish," I mumbled and walked to the supply closet ro put the cleaning supplies back in place.

This has made me desperate for sex, for anything that really involved me giving them pleasure for once. It did little to my self-esteem that they hadn't initiated anything like that. Was 1 that easy to turn down? Wasn't I enough to make them as desperate as they made me? I had felt their hard ***ks but maybe it was just the natural way they reacted to a naked woman and they didn't actually want me.

I needed to stop overthinking things, it made me go crazy with uncertainty. I was good enough for them that they wanted me as their submissive and I should focus on that instead.

"I am confident and s***y', no matter how much I said that to myself, there was no quick fix to suddenly grow comfortable in my own body. I couldn't force myself to feel pretty and maybe the low self-esteem was something I had to live with.

There were many customers today and I was always on my feet, walking to and from the kitchen. It was hectic and just what I needed to turn off my overactive brain. By the time we changed the sign from open to closed, I was calmer than when I got to work.