Once My Mate, Always My Mate
Before Everything...

Imagine a world where everything is handed to you, laid out for you. Aworld where you don't have to figure out what to do when you growup or who to be. You knew from a young age exactly who you weremeant to be and what you are meant to do.

You are then raised to become that which you were born to be.

A path taken one too many times until perfection. Many dream of sucha life, a life of ease and direction... given strict instructions to follow soyou can replace success. Raised to believe there is nothing else and thatthey have equipped you with everything you will ever need to take onthis role, for any crisis and for smooth sailing.

But nothing is ever smooth..

With the ever changing times, can one ever be truly prepared for thefuture? I don't think so but sometimes I wish I was raised to becomethe moon goddess. I wish I was told from a childish age what my futureentails so they can at the very least equip me with the necessaryknowledge and power to do the most basic or normal things that occurin the day to day of being a moon goddess. I was just thrown in to it,told one day what I am, why I am the way I am and what was expectedof me..then a day later, I was literally thrown in to a new world andimmediately required to perform certain duties.

If that is not enough, I also have the worst luck in love. From heartbreakto the one that got away, I just can't seem to settle down.

I have finally found my way back to my chosen mate, Xander. Afterlosing him, things have never really been the same. I have a true mate,one chosen for me by fate or the ancestors I choose to call the fates.They make the decisions we simply can't, before we can evencomprehend simple needs.

Xander is the calm within the storm.

From a hot headed father, to a manipulative mother... a not so presenttwin brother, a younger sister who has her own struggles and ayounger brother who has a crown to protect, I really don't have thatmany people to rely on for comfort. My whole life is a rollercoaster,from a ride of emotions to relationships.

From leaving the father of my child, to replaceing love again and losing itall too quickly, my life has been quite the reality show and this, is mystory...