The Alpha’s Feisty Mate
Chapter 31: Change

Isabella POV

I woke up early and got ready to head back to the Crescent Moon Pack with Alpha Drake. Once I was showered and dressed I made my way to the front doors.

I actually got there before Alpha Drake did and when he showed up, I could see the relief in his face when he saw that I was there and ready to go. It felt good to please him, maybe I should try it more often, I thought to myself.

I said good bye to my brother and gave him a hug, when I went to hug Jet and Jason, I heard Alpha Drake growl. Seriously what is his problem? He’s so protective, I don’t understand him, I thought to myself, while I glared at him.

Once I was done saying good bye, I hoped into the backseat of one of the SUV’s and Alpha Drake got in beside me. My heart was thumping hard in my chest, I enjoyed having him close to me. I wish I was sitting closer, like on his lap, where I could feel all of him.

Bri was taunting me in my head, trying to get me to move closer to him. I had to ignore her, how weird would that be if I just moved from my seat to sit in the middle seat right next to him.

The ride was quiet, I had a lot on my mind and I’m sure he did too, so the quiet time wasn’t uncomfortable, the opposite I just enjoyed having him close to me.

After a few hours Alpha Drake asked me how I was doing. I smiled internally feeling how sincere he was, I told him I was ok, and he started to joke around offering himself up as my punching bag if I needed to let out some steam. I thought it was cute and I loved how he was trying to make me feel better.

The rest of the ride we spent teasing each other and laughing. It was so crazy how comfortable I felt with him and I loved every minute of it. Who is this new Alpha? It’s like he’s done a 180 and I’m loving it.

We pulled up to the front of the pack house and As I got out of the SUV I was tackled to ground in a bear hug. It didn’t take me long to recognize Clair’s voice squealing with excitement.

“Oh my god Isabella, don’t do that again! I was worried sick.” She squealed at me with a high pitched voice.

“I’m sorry Clair, I didn’t want to worry you but it was something I had to do.” I replied while trying breath in her grip.

She finally let me go and was looking me over like she was making sure I was still in one piece.

“Did you replace Derek?” She asked with concern.

“Yes and he’s dead.” I told her with a short tone not really wanting to talk about what happened.

“Well I’m just happen your back and safe but what the hell is Alpha Drake going to do to you for taking off like that?” She whispered the question into my ear.

“I’m not sure, but he said I won’t be locked in my room anymore.” I told her with a smile.

“Good, I’ve missed having you by my side.” She said before grabbing my arm and guided me towards the front doors.

Erik and Jared were standing there talking with Alpha Drake and some of the warriors that had returned with us.

“Isabella glad to have you back.” Erik said with his classic playful smile while nudging me with his elbow.

“Thanks, I’m not sure if, happy to be back, are the right words to use.” I replied playfully knowing they all knew I had been kept locked up in my room before I left.

“Your one fierce she-wolf Isabella. I’d hate to be on your hit list.” Jared said with a light chuckled while shaking his head.

“You better remember that if you ever hurt my Clair bear.” I told him with a pointed look and his eyes widened.

“Thank the goddess I have no intentions of doing that.” He said with a nervous chuckle as he threw his hands up in surrender. I laughed at his reaction.

I glanced over at Alpha Drake and saw that he was just staring at me with his intense look. I really wish I knew what thoughts were swirling in his gorgeous head. He was so confusing, one minute I get the impression he can’t stand me and the next I get the feeling that he wants me.

Well it’s been a long day, I’m going to have a long bubble bath and rest up I think. I told the group before walking away towards my room.

Once in my room I let out a long breath while I looked around. I had mixed feelings being back in this room, I mean, before I left I was a prisoner here and now I’ve been promised my freedom and I feel almost happy to be here. Let’s see if that feeling lasts.

I plan on talking with Alpha Drake tomorrow and replaceing a job that I can do on his territory to keep busy and feel useful. Back at the B***d Moon Pack, I did border patrol, helped with training and even helped my father with his endless piles of paper work. I always kept busy so if I’m going to be staying here for a while I need to do something as well.

I stripped my clothes off and ran myself a bubble bath. While I was waiting I couldn’t help but stare at myself in the mirror, I looked different, it’s hard to explain, but what I had just been through changed me. I was relieved that I killed Derek, but all those lives I took will forever haunt me. I keep reminding myself I had to, it was either me or them and I did what I had to do to survive. It still never feels good taking someone’s life, no matter how evil they are. I shook those thoughts away and turned my attention back to the bathtub.

I sunk into the warm bubble bath and let out a breath of relief, like I’m finally home. Why would I feel like this is home? This isn’t home, I’ve lived here for a week and I was locked up the entire time. What is going on in my head.

I stayed in the bath until the water turned cold, my thoughts were all over the place, but one face regularly popped into my head, Alpha Drake. I couldn’t stop thinking about him.

Once I was out of the bath, I dried myself off with a towel and wrapped it around my body. I opened the bathroom door and stepped into my room.

I jumped with surprise when I spotted Alpha Drake sitting on my bed. He was looking at me with so much intensity, it instantly made my stomach knot and my heart rate increase. I watched him as his eyes roamed slowly up and down my body.

He looked so good in his tight grey V-neck T-shirt and dark denim jeans that hung low on his h**s. I could see the outline of his muscular chest and his bulging biceps. Goddess he’s hot.

“What are you doing in here?” I asked crossing my arms over my chest trying to sound irritated, but I wasn’t, I was actually excited to see him.

“I just wanted to check in, see how you’re doing.” He said but his eyes never met mine, they were to busy looking at my bare thighs. I felt my core tighten when I saw the desire in his eyes.

“Well, I’m doing good, thanks for checking.” I said shortly, trying not to sound nervous while my heart was beating fast in my chest.

He stood from the bed and stalked towards me like a predator. I couldn’t help the excitement flooding through my body.

He cupped my face with his hand and without thinking I closed my eyes and melted into his touch.

“I meant it Isabella, your free to do as you please on my territory. I don’t want you to feel like a prisoner.” he said while watching my face.

“Thank you Alpha.” I replied my voice barely above a whisper.

I watched as he closed his eyes, like he was having an internal battle with himself before he opened them again. He was looking into my eyes with such intensity I couldn’t help the blush that spread across my cheeks.

“I really want you to be happy Isabella. Please tell me what you need to make that happen.” He said and I could see the desperation in his eyes, he really did want me to be happy.

“I know, thank you.” I said with a small smile.

His hand moved from my cheek to my shoulder before he started to rub my arm up and down slowly. Goosebumps formed all over my body at his touch.

My cored clenched with desire and I’m sure by now he could smell my arousal. I was frozen in place, I wanted to touch him, but my body wasn’t moving.

He stepped closer to me, his body was pressed against mine. “Is there anything I can do to make you more comfortable here?” He whispered into my ear while both his hands were rubbing my arms. A shiver ran down my spine when I felt his warm breath on my ear, his nose brushed my skin from my ear to the crook of my neck and I couldn’t stop the low m**n from escaping my lips.

‘Yes, I know what would make us more comfortable! His c**k slamming inside of us.’ Bri said in my head while practically drooling at her own words.

‘Go away, let me enjoy this.’ I spat back at her. She wasn’t happy about it, but she listened.

I wanted Alpha Drake and it caught me off guard, I’ve never been truly attracted to anyone before and my desire right now was intense, I wanted all of him, but i couldn’t replace the right words to tell him what I wanted, I was frozen and speechless. I internally face planted for being stupid.

“Well Isabella, It’s been a long day. I’ll let you get some sleep if you need anything, I’m right next door.” He said while watching my reaction. I was disappointed, I didn’t want him to leave but I didn’t know what to say to make him stay.

“Thank you.” I practically whispered to him.

“I hope you have a good sleep Isabella.” he whispered while kissing my cheek gently. That was it, every inch of my body was set on fire and I needed him, but I still couldn’t replace my words. I watched as he walked away from me and left my room, closing the door behind him. I walked over to my bed and let my body fall face first into the mattress.