A Love Reawakened: The Alpha's Regret (Angela)
CHAPTER 90

Chapter 90

Angela's POV

You have to leave"

I refused to leave. I refused to walk out of his life like he wanted. I knew the past few days I'd done some terrible things to hurt his feelings. I'd brought him down by my words and I foolishly thought he would get over it or maybe he wasn't affected at all. If I walked out of the Tm not going anywhere. Darius,"

"Don't make me do something that I'll regret. I don't want to force you out of the room and hurt you in the process,"

"You or your wolf don't have the capacity to hurt me. You told me that yourself. You promised me with your life that you'll be by my side all my life and now you want me to just walk out like that,"

I did and I still stand by my promise, Angela but what am I supposed to do when you don't want the same? Am I supposed to keep lingering around the corner waiting for you to realize if I'm worthy of spending the rest of your life with you,"

"Who said I didn't want the same? I'm not leaving. I'm not going to get up one day and walk out on

you,

"I'm actually expecting that and it's better to detach ourselves from each other before it gets worse"

My shoulders slumped.

"I know what I said was hurtful. I'm not selfish to not know that my words or my actions hurt other people. Six years ago, I did that to my family and I regret it,"

"I'm anticipating you doing that to me too. I wouldn't hate you if you walked out on me. I would even think I deserve it. I'm not expecting every wrong I did to become right in just a few months but I asked for a chance and you said no," "Because I can't be the Luna,"

I repeated myself. His face was still a picture of shock, his eyes wide and he wasn't blinking, his mouth slightly opened as if he was struggling to replace words, and his brows furrowed in disbelief. "Because I don't deserve you,"

I nodded. "Because both you and the pack don't deserve someone as pathetic as me,"

He frowned. "What do you mean?"

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"It doesn't matter. Just know that if you choose me as your Luna, you'll regret it," I warned him.

He moved closer to me and cupped my chin with a frown on his face.

"Help me understand you, My Angel. What is going on? Did you lie to me?" He asked softly and I could feel my heartstrings pull.

"What's been going on with you too, Darius? You've been struggling with something you're not willing to share. If you don't trust me enough to share your problems, maybe you'll never trust me,"

"Mason is missing,"

"Missing? How? When? Where?"

I asked all at once and still added. "What do you mean missing?"

"His pack got attacked and the last I heard from him was a fucking email. Azalea went searching for him but so far nothing,"

I grabbed hold of his hand. "What are we still doing here, Darius? Let's go look for him,"

Tknew just how much Mason meant to Darius and how much Darius cherished his little brother. I'd never seen Darius has a close relationship with anyone all through the years I knew him and seeing him with Mason changed my perspective of his ability to have a friend and a brother. The way he spoke of him each time was heartwarming. I knew he must be having a hard time not knowing where his brother was. No wonder he looked as though he had a heavy burden on his shoulder.

"I can't just up and leave. This pack needs me. If I was asked to choose between this pack and Mason. I swear that I'll close my eyes and listen to this pack perish just to save my brother,"

I swallowed hard. "But now, with you and Reina here and some other good people that I've gotten to know, it's hard to leave everything behind and just walk away,"

I became silent. I wasn't even capable of leading the people. If I could, I would've asked him to leave them to me and go search for Mason for as long as he wanted.

Sometimes, one doesn't need the capability, one only needs courage.

"How..."

"Tell me, why do you think I'll regret making you the Luna of this pack?"

I tried opening my mouth to talk but at the same time, I panicked. I panicked so badly I could feel my toes curling.

He kissed me. He stared into my eyes so softly I tiptoed just to kiss him back. He placed his palm on the back of my head and kissed me deeply, erasing every unnecessary thought I could be having. "Should I trust you, My Angel?" He asked.

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"I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Darius but I just can't be the Luna for the sake of you and the people,"

"Could it be you're scared?"

I snickered. "I am scared shitless and I don't know if I have the courage to take it up,"

"Why?"

"Something's wrong with my wolf,"

I waited for him to be surprised but it never came.

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"I knew something was wrong. After I marked you, I tried establishing the mind-link with you but it didn't work and t soon occured to me that I'd never seen your wolf. I'd never seen you shift,"

I nodded desperately. I was dying from embarrassment and foolishness.

I was trying to hide from someone who could read me like an open book. Someone who knew me so well I could believe he knew me better than anyone else.

"Since when?" He asked before I could apologize for hurting him.

"I was a late bloomer,"

I announced.

"I know. Your friends used to tease you about it back then,"

I frowned. "You didn't even know who I was before we began found out we were mates,"

He squinted his eyes. "I doubt that. I knew everything about you even before you realized we were

mates,"

"You were stalking me,"

"Don't make it sound creepy,"

A fleeting smile appeared on my face. "No, I won't dare to do that,"

Then, we became silent for a long while. He was holding me still in his arms as we stood in the middle of his study room.

"You don't need to have a wolf to become the Luna. There are humans who are Lunas as well. As long as you're my mate, you're fine. It's all that matters," "Okay,"

"But I already made other plans that I think will give you enough time to adjust yourself while we

you think?"

replace a way to help your wolf. What do ?

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"I want just that,"

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Suddenly, he lifted me into his body. He grabbed my butt and squeezed before winking at me.

"What would you say if I take you to my room right now and fuck you till your legs give out?"

"I've missed you and I'll kill you if I'm able to walk by morning."

"I'm a man of my word, My Angel, I'll stand by it,"

He brought his soft, intoxicating lips to mine and kissed me till I was breathless.

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I tangled my body to his and kissed him just as hard. I needed him just like I needed air. My world revolved around him and I didn't see myself surviving without him. The following morning, I received the most shocking news of my life.

Daisy was to be the next Luna of the Pack.