Alphas Deaf Mate
Chapter 114

Autumn

I didn't know what I should do This feeling of loss washed over me I knew that Reins was holding me but I was numb My body trembled as I felt Gem retreat in the back She whimpered as she did I knew she did what was needed, I didn't move i felt a blanket being wrapped around me, looking up it was my dad his face held worry as he looked down at me,

Reins pulled the blanket around me as he held it tightly in his hands,

"Autumn, can you stand up?"

I blinked a few times before I nodded my head and moved to stand Reins's arm went around me helping me up My legs were shaking they felt so weak my whole body felt drained. Holding my shoulders he kept me still.

"Are you hurt anywhere?" He asked as he looked over my neck and shoulders but kept the blanket securely around my body,

I shook my head I still felt off I closed my eyes for a moment as I felt my stomach start to turn,

"Autumn sweety you sure?" It was Dad's voice I heard turning to look at him he had his hand on my back.

I didn't say anything I looked between the two of them to see Ryker's dead body lying there everything came rushing back like a freak train,

"Kelly! " I didn't even finish as I was trying to pull away from Reins and my dad I needed to see them,

"Autumn no it's okay Keaton is with them,

"No, she wasnt breathing! And Oscar he, he told me to run!" I cried out as I was pushing Reins's hands away I wanted to go back upstairs, "I need to be there they need me!"

"Autumn listen please you need to go get checked out your self you could be hurt," Dad said as he blocked my view to the front door. "No! I MUST GO TO THEM! I screamed at him,

Just then Keaton walked out the door carrying Kelly's body.

I shoved my dad and Reins away running to him. "Kelly," I sobbed out as I touched her face she lay there her body motionless in his arms,

"Autumn." His voice was soft, I looked up to him, " Is she?" I choked out, He shook his head, "No her heart beat faintly please I need to get her to the clinic, I stepped aside letting him pass as he took off running. Please let her be alright,"

I turned moving into the house I wanted to see the others, "Autumn!" I heard both of them calling me but I needed to know if they were alive,

Reins suddenly wrapped his arms around me from the back I kicked trying to get loose from him,

"Autumn love calm down, " He whispered in my ear.

"They were hurt Reins I need to be there they were trying to protect me," I cried feeling as if it was my fault they ended up like that,

"I know love but let's go to the clinic Sophia and Anut Anna will have them brought there Keaton already took Kelly,"

My body decided to fail me as I collapsed to the ground Reins quickly pulled me close to him as he slowly lowered me to the ground Switching his position he scooped me, walked out of the house, and headed for the clinic I laid my head against his shoulder My head beginning to spin as we moved along my eyes became heavy as I fought to keep them open but in the end I gave in letting them close,

I woke to the sound of a low beep and slowly opened my eyes It took a few seconds to adjust and things became clear I moved my eyes around seeing I was in a room, knowing the room I was at the hospital.

Glancing to my right I found Reins asleep with his head lying on the bed next to where he held my hand in his, Reaching down with my other hand I ran my fingers through the top of his hair, He stirred a little lifting his head you could see the sleepiness all over his face, but when he noticed I was awake he spun up fully awake now,

"Autumn oh thank god you are awake, He leaned over kissing my forehead,

"How long have I been here?"

"A day, You passed out on the way here but the doctor said it was caused by over-exerting your body. how do you feel now?"

"I do not know yet my body doesn't hurt nor does my head," I started to explain then I remembered Kelly and them they were all hurt,

"Kelly?" I said looking at him, He sucked in a breath as he sat back down, No please dont tell me I thought to myself,

"Kelly is in critical shape, The doctors are looking after her the best they can, but the wound to her chest was bad it was deep and they feel it may have caused her heart to weaken She also lost a lot of blood,"

My stomach dropped at his words, When I fell to the floor holding her head I didn't look to see her wounds I was so crushed at the sight of her lying there,

"Oscar and Brad are fine they are just about healed back up They both should be released today sometime,"

I felt a small gush of relief run through me knowing them two were alright but I couldn't shake the horrible feeling I felt knowing Kelly was in such bad shape and all I'd done was lay here asleep What was wrong with me they were going to any lengths to protect me and I've let them down,

"Why dont I go tell the doc you awake," I just nodded my head not wanting to talk. Reins kissed my hand standing he walked out the door,

"It's not your fault and there is nothing wrong with you," Gem's voice popped up

"Gem" I called for her, She took a few seconds to answer me," I'm here," Her voice held hurt,

"Are you okay? And I'm to blame they were there because of me,"

I knew she was hurting by what she had to do she didn't want it to end that way,

"I will be in time, They were there because they love you You are a good person Autumn Many of them Would give their lives for you that is what a protector does," I felt the tears start to run down my face hearing her words. "But it is something I could never forgive myself for I dont want people to die because of me,"

"That's what makes you different from the others you think of them before yourself, Even now your heart is with them,"

Tears were flowing down my face when I remembered everything she did.

"Gem thank you for what you did If you hadn't I would not be here now,"

"You are my other half without you I would be here I would do anything to protect you to keep us both safe,"

"I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to help you I just froze I couldn't even run like Oscar told me to,"

At the mentioning of his name, I felt guilt wash over me once more I just couldn't shake that feeling,

"He will live, that's why I chose him for the leader he's strong he's a great warrior, He loyal no matter who needs to be protected,"

"But now he's laying in a hospital bed and Kelly may not make it,"

"Are you forgetting what we are?" Her voice was stern as if she was annoyed to have to say anything,

"Gem what are you," I didn't even finish the words when it dawned on me,

I flipped the blanket off me swung my legs out of the bed Getting to my feet I stumbled just a bit till I got my balance got my legs to work right,

I was about to stake a step when the door opened and Reins came walking in with the doctor following him, He rushed to my side wrapping an arm around my back to help steady me, "Autumn, what are you doing?"

"I need to get to Kelly," He shook his head.

"We can go as soon as the doctor checks you over and besides you are still weak yet you need more rest,"

He moved me backward so I could sit on the bed, The doctor came to stand next to him,

"Ms. Autumn you really shouldn't be out of bed, Your body was extremely exhausted I'm afraid if you push yourself too hard you will end up in a coma,"

He began to check my vitals but I couldn't care less I wanted to get to Kelly, I didn't worry about anything he was saying to me, I slapped his hand away from me as I looked at Reins, "I need to get to Kelly Now!" I growled at him,