Billionare's Secret Wife
Chapter 71: Part 59 (B)

Everything was destroyed in a second.. From happy to sad from love to blood and death..

Only a drop of tear rolled down from the corner of his eyes and he hissed shutting his eyes tightly.. It pained the ache in his heart has increased the tenfold now he wouldn't be getting a chance to sleep on her lap now they won't going to share their evening tea together..Now she wasn't here to smile for him and praise his cooking skills In a short sentence he was now an orphan after being the Billionare he couldn't save his mother..

He breathed out and started at her picture his expression was like a baby who was staring at his mother with longing in his eyes.. "I hope now you are in better place maa I am sorry I can't save you but I know you reunite with dad in heaven" He whispered and kissed the picture..

"I am already missing our evening tea and dinner together but it's okay I will adjust it will take time but I'll be okay your Neil is strong" He said and tried to smile but failed miserably..

"I know you are happy there but what about me and Piyush maa? There was no one for us we are left alone in this world" The another drop of tear fell on the picture..

"I am sorry maa I am very sorry I wanted to save you but I couldn't please forgive your Neil"

"You were The Angel Maa and that's why God called you.. You didn't make for this cruel world but I promise maa I will give all of them the painful death" His softened eyes stuck on the picture where his mother was smiling beautifully.. His head was heavy so as his heart he had so many things buried inside him today.. He wanted to take it out but couldn't he wanted to cry but couldn't..

He placed the photo frame aside and closed his eyes leaning his head back just then he heard her soft voice "Neil?" His eyes shot up she was standing few inches away from him..

"I am fine Sharanya go and sleep it's late" he said staring at her and she stepped closer to him her palms cupped his stubble jaw while he looked away "Look at me" she said and he did their eyes met..

"I am fine Sharanya" he said and she sighed "No you aren't!! And it's totally okay!!you can't expect yourself to be fine all the time you are also a human being and not some machine" She said her thumb gently rubbed his skin..

"It's okay to cry Neil you don't need to mask your emotions all the time let it out everything you'll feel light" She said her voice was soothing for him..It was calming his heart..

"Cry Neil Cry as much as you want don't buried those things inside you let it out otherwise it will haunt you later" She said and his eyes started to get tears..

"I am not we..ak" He whispered his tone stuttered a little "You are one of the strongest person I've ever met Neil and crying won't going to make you weak" and that's where the dam broke and his tears started rolling down from his cheeks uncontrollably..

He started crying like a baby palming his face.. "I have no one left with me now!! She isn't here she left me and Piyush we are orphan now" Her eyes went teary hearing him.. She didn't even know how to console him heck she never saw him broken like this..

"I failed to gi..ve her the happi.ness she dese...rves I wa.s to.xic for her that's why she died saving me" His voice broke as he cried more..

"She is in better place Neil" she said softly her hands rose up to cup her cheeks again.."But what about me? She left me here alone" he whispered..

"Main Maa ka acc.ha beta nahi baann paya isil..iye woh chali ga..yi (I failed to become a good son for her that's why she left me)" He said and she shook her head in no and wiped his tears "Don't say like this you are the bestest son Neil" next moment his arms wrapped around her waist as she was standing close to him his face hugged her belly as he cried loudly..She let him cry as her fingers gently stroked his hair..

Moving back he got up wiping his tears with the back of his palm and cleared his throat "I am fine"

"Neil please have something otherwise you'll fall III" She said again.. "I said I am not hungry why can't you understand dammit" she flinched at his change of behaviour..

"Neil ii--" her sentence was cut by his shout "It's me dammit I lost my mother you can't feel the pain I am going through and you are telling me to eat" he shouted staring at her with his eyes full of tears..

"I know I can't feel your pain but I car--" Her sentence stopped in mid and his eyes were on hers "Anyways I am sorry" saying she walked out of his room..

To be continued..000000000000000