Chasing My Rejected Luna
Chapter 61

EZRA'S

P.O.V

I suddenly woke up from my dream by the cries of my son. As much as I would love to live curiously through my dreams, my son needed me more. If only the dream was real and not some wild needy fantasy. I left my room to go to his nursery, the only sounds in the halls were his soft cries echoing down the empty corridor.

I glanced over at her door before entering his room. I gently picked his body up, careful of the tubing he was connected to. Just like Erin had shown us. He was hungry and was ready to be changed.

Erin had his pump set to the setting required for the night, all we had to do was get the milk, warm it up, then connect the tubing from the pump so that it can slowly feed him through his NG tube. Thankful that Erin prepared everything because all these buttons and options were confusing. She made it simple by just having to put the milk in, attach the same-colored tube to his NG tube, and press start. That was easy enough to follow. But just in case, she left step-by-step instructions, which were taped to the feeding pump.

I was beyond grateful for our pack doctor, she had gone above and beyond to accommodate what we requested and needed. She would prefer if he remained in the infirmary with her and her nurses, but I knew better than to separate him from Tegan. Tegan had been through so much in such a short amount of time. If I gave in to Erin and let Elias stay at the hospital, Tegan would never leave his bedside, nor would she sleep. I don't blame her though. I was like a hawk, and it wasn't even me who experienced it all, it was her. 'We did too, just not in the same way. King said, defending us.

I got Elias changed and was messing with his pump. Once it was all going, I started to rock him. I began to sing a lullaby that my mother used to sing to me when I was a little boy. I was far from a good singer, but he somehow still enjoyed the sounds. I slowly trailed off signing but continued to rock him when the side entry door opened.

Tegan came in wearing a silky black kimono that was opened, leaving everything on display. Her body was covered with clothes, but I could still see her hardened nipples under her shirt, her shorts also left little to the imagination. Not that I was complaining, the sight made the beast within the wild with desire.

A flash of the dream I had a moment prior ran across my mind. I quickly shut it down, however. She was nowhere near ready for that kind of relationship with me, but she will be soon. I had every plan on making her mine again. And I was not one to fail at accomplishing what I wanted.

"I've got it if you want to get some sleep?" I stated more like a question rather than a statement.

She only smiled as she made her way across the room while wrapping the kimono tightly around her body. Covering everything back up.

"I won't be getting much sleep tonight. I had a dream which isn't going to allow me to sleep." She stated as she sat down in the rocking chair.

I could only imagine the things she has been dreaming of. After all, she had endured, I don't think I would be sleeping much either.

While she was probably having nightmares, I was across the hall having sex dreams of her. All my mind is consumed with are thoughts of her. With her so close my hormones are now going wild. But I have to contain myself. I knew she wasn't mentally or physically ready for me or my beast yet.

"Yeah, same. Did you have a nightmare?" I asked.

"Something of the sort. A wild nightmare is a good way of describing it." She spoke.

"Want to talk about it?" I asked.

Hoping to try and get her to open up to me so we can become close once more. However, her face turned a shade of pink as she let out a deep breath.

"Uh, no thanks. But you can talk about your dream and why you won't be able to go back to sleep if you'd like?"

"That's okay. Some dreams are better left unspoken." I replied.

Although I would love to go into details about how I picked her body up, pinning her against a wall before tasting her sweet nectar again, I shouldn't tell her. It would only push her away. Which was the last thing I wanted to do.

"Would you like me to take him?" She then asked changing the subject.

"Sure," I said as I walked to her, gently handing him over.

As I passed him along the electrical sparks coursed through my body from our skin touching. Her eyes started to shine a bright green with a hint of black as her wolf, who I'd yet to meet came forth. I could feel Kingston was also on edge, he wanted his mate just as badly as I did. But I knew better than to act now. The tension was steadily building, and I knew it. I felt it, it wasn't just coming from me.

"Ahem..." Her voice echoed, making a sound to gather my attention. As if telling me my hand remained on her for too long.

"Sorry..." I said, before quickly removing my hand.

Her eyes immediately returned to her normal shade of green. A color that had easily become my favorite, the shade that mirrored my sons. I could easily get lost in her eyes if I allowed myself to.

"So, I was wondering if I could start back training. This time with my gifts too." She then asked, killing the tension with one sentence.

"Are you ready for that?"

"I have to be. Something big is coming and I have no room to be under-prepared. Not again." She stated matter-of-factly.

"How do you know something big is coming?" I asked.

"I can feel it inside. Plus, something in my head is telling me that something is coming."

"Well, then we should all prepare."

"That would be wise." She said before her eyes went down to look at our son. "We have to protect him. He is special you know."

"Like you?" I asked curiously. Not sure how she knew already, but it was better to not question her abilities.

"He is more special than even I. Something is coming, coming for him and we need to be ready." She said as her eyes moved from Elias to look back at mine. Her eyes were now a shade of deep red, which was the most terrifying shit I had ever seen. "Tegan?" I said, concerned. She shook her head and smiled.

"Sorry, I zoned out, what were we talking about?"

Her words scared me even more. What the f**k was that?