Clubrooms Diary
Chapter 28: No means no

MALAYINA

May 11th 2018

I do as I'm told and I sit back down in my chair looking right past him. Refusing to pay him any notice no matter how much my body yearns for his attention. "Mikros."

I sit back and continue to ignore him.

"MALAYINA!" He raises his voice and I jump.

I look at him with tears brimming my eyes and my bottom lip wobbling.

He sighs, running his hand over his face and lets out a frustrated growl.

"You will be the death of me woman." He says through clenched teeth. "Is that a promise?" I ask him before I could verbally stop myself.

He shakes his head and scowls at me.

"Do you love sucking dick that much?" He leans back and takes a sip from his cup.

As he swallows the glossy espresso, he scrunches up his nose and peers into the cup.

"That is disgusting." He says as he places it back down on the table.

He's not a fan girl,

How long has he been paying close attention to you for?......

My inner goddess whispers.

"I don't like being reminded that I'm to remain under your thumb until I've paid you back in full." I sniffle.

"So it has nothing to do with me forbidding you to suck dick?" He asks me for reassurance.

"No Amar!"

Even that sounded bratty to me.

"Kalós." He stands and picks up the folder I gave to him earlier.

"You're leaving?" I felt a pang of disappointment with his sudden need to leave.

"Naí, I'm due in court in an hour and I have to return to my office to pick up my laptop." He looks down at me with an unreadable expression on his beautiful face.

"Oh," I stand and slide my chair into the table.

"What is it, mikros?" He glances at his gold watch.

"It's about Maddie." I look up at him nervously.

"No."

"But.."

"I said no mikros." He says deeply as he cuts me off.

"Okay,"

I bow my head and look at my overworn sneakers hating the fact he dismissed before he got the chance to hear what I wanted to ask him.

His expensive Corthay dress shoes come into my line of vision. His warm finger slides under my chin as he raises my face, forcing me to make eye contact with him. I stare into his eyes admiring their beauty. "What is it mikros?" He asks gently.

"I know what Maddie said to you yesterday was out of line. I mean... Everybody knows Maddie is a thunderous bitch with the ability to drive people completely insane." I lick my lips.

"But..." I bite my bottom lip trying to get the message across to him.

"Spit it out, mikros." His words were laced with annoyance as he continued to stare deep into my eyes.

"Can she come back?" I furrow my brows waiting for him to scold me.

"No." He says sternly removing his finger from my face.

'The Hulk' walks over to us and passes Amar his gloves and coat. After he puts them on, they exit the bar without another word. Soon after Chad walks into the bar and his eyes are blazing with fury as he looks straight at me. I know he's going to want answers that I dont have for the long list of questions he's about to fire off. I'm just as surprised as everyone else with his new point of command at the club. Makes me wonder what kind of shit Amars dangling over his head for him to sit back and let Amar fire Maddie or forcing him to keep me out of the rooms.

"Thought you said you didn't know who Amar Diamandis was Yina?" He sneers as he takes a seat at the table.

"Sit." He points to the chair beside me.

I do as he says like a good little puppy doing tricks for treats.

"I don't know him personally."

"But, you do know him?" He asks pissed off.

"I met him when I was fourteen years old."

"And?" He impatiently says wanting me to spill the beans.

"I owe him a hundred thousand dollars," I say as I close my eyes wishing I would wake up from this nightmare.

'How does a fourteen-year-old rack up that much debt?" He curiously asks.

"I smashed two of his cars and over the past years I have accumulated interest on top."

He smacks his hand against his leg laughing at me.

Fucking wanker! My inner goddess spits out.

"Holy fuck balls!" He continues to laugh.

"My dad liked to use me as his personal whipping board. I couldn't take it anymore so I jumped into a parked car that still had the keys in the ignition." I use the tip of my fingers to draw circles on the surface of the table absentmindedly.

"You're not the brightest cookie are you Yina?" He shakes his head in disbelief.

"You stole kid."

"I was desperate. My fathers probably still out there looking for me." Fear slowly starts to creep up my spine.

I don't know what I'd do if he was to show up here.

Dragging me back home kicking and screaming so he can get himself off by punishing me for running away.

"Amar won't let anything happen to you until you've paid your dues. So you're the reason why he's here and taking over my house without my permission." He no longer sounds amused.

Instead, he leans forward and snarls at me.

"You're more trouble than you're worth kid. A real pain in my ass!" He glares at me.

"Tell me something I don't know." I sigh loudly.

"You're no fucking good to me now that you're smartarse mouth is off bounds." He shakes his head at me.

"Why are you letting Amar control you?"

That's what I'm really curious to know as I asked him.

He stands from the table looking down at me.

"None of your bloody business kid. Like I said before, you're more trouble than what you're worth." He turns and walks out of the bar muttering under his breath.

I sit back in my chair and wait till someone decides to tell me what the fuck I'm meant to do.

Now that I'm no longer allowed to suck dick.