Denying The Alpha
Chapter 112

"How did your doctor's visit go?" Felicity asked as she sat down at the table.

"It could not have gone better," I say happily.

"I'll say," Kyle said as he winked at me. I blushed a deep red.

"I asked about the doctor's visit, not what happened after it." Felicity scolded Kyle playfully. I guess she noticed Kyles not so subtle wink.

I blushed even deeper.

"Oh, what happened after was even better." Kyle laughed. It was good to see his playful side coming back out but I also wanted to slap him, it was embarrassing.

"Kyle," I said feeling absolutely mortified.

"So Faith, how does it feel to be home?" David stepped in and saved me.

"It's great. I feel mostly normal kind of off. I'm trying to do things to keep me busy. Dinner with you guys, tomorrow I'll get stuck back into Amy's holiday. Honestly, I can't believe she skipped that for me. You guys should have heard her on the phone when she would talk about it. She loved it, she would even joke about not coming back she was having so much fun." I sigh. I was trying to let it go, but I was struggling to. I know her heart was in the right place and that's all that should matter to me.Updated by Ebookex.com "We all just wanted to do whatever we could to bring you home. I'm sorry about Ingrid. I wish I had seen through her, and not let some stupid mate bond trick me into thinking she was a good person. I just believed in it so strongly you know. If I didn't already know Felicity if I hadn't grown up with her and seen the type of person she was. I'm not sure I would have been as strong as you were when you met Kyle. I don't think I would have given her the chance. Not after Ingrid. That's not something I would have taken a risk on. So thank you for being brave enough to give Kyle a chance. You will be the best Luna this pack has ever seen because you're so strong." I wasn't prepared for David to get so sentimental on me. He better be careful otherwise I might become so emotional that I accidentally ruin dinner by crying.

"Thank you, David. That means a lot to me to hear you say that. And don't feel stupid. For a while there she had us all fooled. She took advantage of our fear." I indicated to me and Kyle. Because that's exactly what Ingrid had done, she saw how afraid Kyle and I were to lose our baby and she used it to gain our trust.

"And she took advantage of you, your love, your trust in the mate bond. So I'm going to put the blame on her, and Declan where it belongs and not on us." I said with finality. I was honestly so sick of hearing the people I loved blame themselves for what happened to

me.

"Dinners ready," Kyle announced and he walked over the plates of food with David's help that they had been preparing and sat it all down in front of Felicity and me.

"All I can say is that I'm glad Ingrid is dead. And that Declan is gone. I just wish Connor had paid for it himself. Have you thought about asking Alpha Gabriel and Alpha Alexander to do something?" Felicity asked scornfully. I understood how she felt because at first I felt that way too but what Kyle said really sat with me.

"No, I haven't. When I first woke up I did. I wanted him to pay just as much as the others... but I have had time to think about it. Connor was ten when he was kidnapped and from everything I have heard about him, he was a good kid, and he tried saving my life, even when it meant he could lose his own. That's big for a ten year old, most adults wouldn't even make that choice. Whatever Ingrid did to him over the years to turn him from who he was into what he is now must have been extremely brutal. Besides he had every opportunity to hurt me and he didn't. Not once. In fact, He was the only one who ever bothered to feed me. He didn't do it enough obviously but it was better than nothing. I haven't completely forgiven him, because he could have used those opportunities to let me go, and I will never trust him as long as I live, or even speak to him. But as long as he keeps his head down, stays away from us and doesn't hurt anyone then I'm happy just leaving it be for now. I don't feel like I need justice. I just want to move on, and make some new memories." I explained I could see that no one except Kyle understood.

"I still think he shouldn't get off scot-free," Felicity argued.

"Do you know I have almost no important memory since I have been here that hasn't been tarnished by them in some way?

The first time I met Kyle, I couldn't appreciate the bond, I was messed up from all the running I had to do to get away from Declan. My first date with Kyle was then ruined by Declan showing up. The first event Kyle and I attended together officially as Luna and Alpha I was kidnapped. I never got to tell Kyle I was pregnant because I was locked in a cell far away from him and worst of all the first time I saw a sonograph of my baby, I already knew they were dead. Declan and Ingrid took every good thing happening to me and destroyed it. They are gone now and my only interest is in reclaiming my life back and making some good memories that they can't touch or tarnish." I didn't mean to say all that, I felt terrible about it. Kyle looked devastated and Felicity had tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry I ruined dinner." I sighed feeling truly terrible.

"You didn't ruin dinner. I asked, and I'm glad you took the time to explain your point of view and I get it. Let's forget all of them." Felicity squeezed my hand. I appreciated her support.

"Faith," Kyle coughed to clear his throat. I could tell how hurt he was and he was trying so hard to cover it up.

"Faith. Would you go on a date with me?" He asked and my heart skipped a beat. I realised what he was doing immediately of course.

"I would love to." It could be like our first date all over again and this time no one could ruin it.

"Ooooooohhh that's so cute." Felicity gushed.

"Felicity, I have just realised, that we ourselves have yet to go on a date. Would you like to go on a date with me?" David blushed, I don't know why he was embarrassed to ask in front of us. I thought it was sweet. "Yes of course." She grinned like a small child. It was as Felicity said, so cute.

The rest of the dinner went well after that. We stopped talking about the three we shall not name again, and instead just took the time to relax and enjoy each other's company. I tried talking Felicity into some sort of party or event to announce her position as beta female but she refused, I didn't have one as Luna and so she didn't want one as Beta. I was disappointed because I would have had one had we not had so much going on, and now it made Felicity feel like she couldn't have one but I decided not to push it. It was her right to decide those things for herself after all.

After dinner Kyle and I decided to let Duke and Sapphire out for a run together. Usually, I would share my mind with Sapphire on our runs because I enjoy them so much but Kyle and I agreed that our wolves should have this time together and so we handed ourselves over fully and Receded as far back as possible in our minds.

I know they must have had a really good night together because my body was incredibly stiff and sore the next day and Sapphire kept thinking some truly shocking raunchy thoughts all day.