Divorce Anxiety
Chapter 349

Chapter 349 You Seemed To Hate Me “I...” Kathleen paused, then she sighed and said, “I don't knoweither.” Charles frowned slightly. Seeing that, Kathleen explained, “Actually, all I know is that hissurname is Hoover. He never told me anything about himself.” “Hoover?” Charles frowned harder.“Do you remember someone once said Granny was quite close to someone with the samesurname?” “I've lost my memory,” Kathleen said flatly. “The only answer I can give you is that I don'tremember it.” Charles’ face flushed with embarrassment. He had forgotten about that. “Where'syour room?”

Samuel's indifferent gaze was instantly filled with gentleness and affection when he looked atKathleen. “The first floor. There's a room in there,” said Kathleen. “Okay.” Samuel pushed her intothe house and headed for the room. The room had a massive floor-to-ceiling window—the kind ofwindows Kathleen loved. She liked the feeling of having sunlight pouring into the house. “This isfine. Thank you,” Kathleen said softly. “Do you need me to carry you to the bed?” Samuel asked in adeep and gentle voice. “It's okay.” Kathleen shook her head gently. Samuel noticed her slightresistance toward him.

“So... Let's talk again after you get some rest?” He knew Kathleen was avoiding him. In fact, he knewthe exact thing she was afraid of as well. Even if she had lost her memory, her understanding andfear of him never disappeared. “Okay.” Kathleen nodded. “Eil will be here in a while. I've sentsomeone to bring over the children’s necessities, too.” Samuel squatted to look at her at eye level.“Do you mind if I take a look around the house? I'm worried there might be some spots that theworkers missed during renovation. I don't want you and the children to get hurt.” Kathleen nodded.“Go ahead. Eil and Desi are your children, too. It's totally normal for you to be meticulous withthings related to them.” Samuel smiled and hummed in agreement. Finally, he stood up and exitedthe room. Only then did Kathleen breathe a sigh of relief. She could not help but feel stressed whenshe was in Samuel's presence.

For some unknown reason, Samuel's gaze made her anxious. The feeling of being totally exposed,trapped, and helpless made her uneasy. Samuel's too terrifying. He's always watching me sointently. I'd always know he's there, even if he does nothing. He's like a deep pit I'd fall into once Imake a wrong move. Ugh... He's too scary! “Mommy!” A boy's childish voice traveled into the room.Kathleen turned sideways and spotted a little boy who looked like a spitting image of Samuel. Herred lips curled into a smile. “You seemed to hate me when we last met.” Eil already knew Kathleenwas Gizem. His ears flushed red, and he said embarrassedly, “I didn't know that was you.” “Ofcourse, it's not your fault.” Kathleen extended her hand. “Come here.” Eil walked over and slippedhis soft and tiny hand into hers. Mommy's hands are so warm. And they're so slender and soft.“Mommy, Desi says we can stay here with you. Is that true?”

Eil asked expectantly. Kathleen nodded. "Of course, it's true.” Being the more observant child, Eilasked, “Mommy, are you not planning to remarry Daddy?” Kathleen fell silent for a while. Finally, shegathered her courage and admitted, “Eil, I don’t want to lie to you. I've lost my memory. For now, Imight replace it awkward to live with a stranger.” “What about the last time?” Eil was a curious child.“That's because of work. He was my employer, while I was his employee,” Kathleen explained,though she was not sure if Eil actually understood her words. True enough, Eil did not get her wordscompletely. Just then, Desi came to the room. “Hey, Eil. You're here, too!” She seemed quite excited.“I've checked out the rooms. Do you want to see them?” “Nah.” Eil shook his head. Desi pouted.“You're going to let Mommy's efforts go to waste. She got someone to decorate the room nicely foryou.” “Really?” Eil looked at Kathleen in surprise. “Not really,” Kathleen said honestly. “I just askedthe staff to redecorate the room with some of the things you like.” “I like it as long as it's made byyou,” Eil stated without hesitation. When Eil was with Samuel, he acted maturely. However, when hewas in Kathleen's presence, he completely transformed into a child. It was not Samuel's strictmethods that pressured Eil to act that way. Rather, it was Eil who matured faster compared to otherchildren. He knew the responsibilities he had, which made him work hard to become moredependable. Now that he had a mother, he felt as if there was someone he could depend on.

Thus, he allowed himself to behave more like a child. “Mommy, I'll go take a look,” Eil said excitedly.Kathleen nodded. “Sure. Go on.” “I'll take you there, Eil!" Desi grabbed Eil's hand and pulled him outof the room. A warm smile appeared on Kathleen's delicate face as she watched the children leave.Standing by the doorway, Charles remarked, “You three seem to get along well.” “They're mychildren, after all,” Kathleen responded plainly. “What's up?” Charles paused for a while. He thenstepped into the room and said in a grim tone, “Granny wants to see you.” Kathleen was slightlytaken aback. “Please give me a few more days. I still need time to digest some things here.” “Okay.”Charles did not expect Kathleen to show reluctance. Though they had found Kathleen, the one theywere currently seeing was drastically different from the Kathleen they were used to. The oldKathleen was too soft-hearted. This new Kathleen, however, seemed tougher and more composed.Kathleen asked in an unhurried manner, “Is there anything else?” “No. That's all. Get some rest.”Charles quickly left the room, feeling awkward. When he arrived in the living room, he bumped intoSamuel. “Kate has changed a lot,” Charles commented with a frown, feeling worried.

“No matter how much she changes, she’s still Kathleen.” Samuel's voice was deep and calm. Charleslet out a slight snort. “I never said she isn't. It's a good thing that she shuns you along with me.” “It'sonly right for her to dislike me,” said Samuel monotonously. “After all, I did many things that hurther in the past.” Charles scoffed, “Glad you know that.” Samuel shot him a glare and went into thekitchen. Charles was feeling rather bored, but he did not want to go home. So, he followed Samuelinto the kitchen. Seeing Samuel taking out ingredients from the refrigerator, Charles asked, “Whatare you doing?” “It's already four o’clock. I'm going to make them dinner before leaving,” Samuelanswered. Charles was dumbstruck by his response. Once Eil and Desi were done viewing therooms, they returned to Kathleen's room. All three of them lay on the bed, and Kathleen told themstories until night arrived. Desi's stomach growled. “Mommy, I'm hungry.” “I'll go check out thekitchen.” Kathleen sat up right away. Just then, the door opened, and Samuel appeared with asolemn gaze. “Are you all hungry? Dinner's ready.” Kathleen was puzzled. “You're still here?” “I'mgoing to leave soon.” Samuel entered the room. “Anyway, I made some dinner.” “Daddy, aren't youeating with us?” asked Desi sadly. Samuel patted her head. “I'm not. You two shall eat withMommy." Desi quickly fixed her big eyes on Kathleen. “Mommy?” Kathleen flushed awkwardly. Sheturned to Samuel and asked, “Why don't you stay for dinner?”