Divorce Anxiety
Chapter 36

“I just want to have a proper husband, Samuel. If you can't give me that, then stop trying to getyourself involved with me,” Kathleen pleaded in great distress. “Every time you kiss me, it makes mehesitate. I begin to wonder if you might like me just a little bit, but the things you do afterwardshatter me completely. Please stop torturing me. I'm begging you."Tears were streaming down hercheeks uncontrollably.The sorrow and pain she was experiencing were unbearable. Kathleen was wellaware of how much she loved Samuel.It wasn't just a matter of time. Rather, he had become apermanent part of her life.Only she knew how agonizing it was to have to rip him out of her life justlike that.Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.It took time for woundsto heal, after all. What she needed was time.What she didn't need was Samuel coming back toreopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experienceheart-wrenching torment once again.At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel'sarms.There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.Samuel took off his suit andcovered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don't cry.”"Stop being so nice tome. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed."Who else am I nice toother than you?" He felt like he was at his wit's end.”Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you're willing to be one, we can livehappily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separateways in the future.”He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice ashe asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?"That left Kathleen startled.”Just give me some time tostraighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face. Truthfully speaking, he was quitereluctant to let her go."How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can't keep dragging things outwith you, Samuel. There's no way I can wait as long as a year, either.””One month,” Samuelproposed in a deep voice.After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much,but I have my own demands.”"What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face."Giveme a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung upon each other after a month, I'll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have abackup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.He chuckled in response. “Sometimes,I feel like you're as innocent as a baby. Other times, I replace you rather cunning.” Are you going togive it to me or not?” she complained.Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “Iwill.”“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.“Sure.” He nodded his

head Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I giveyou, Samuel. I hope you're not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I'm soft-hearted, but Iwould never let anyone take advantage of me.I won't trick you,” he promised while staring ather.”Also..." Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You're not allowed to get intimate withNicolette ever again."Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.Get intimate with her? I've never evendone that before. Is she talking about physical contact?"Got it,” he agreed.Only then did she feelbetter.Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn't tell what Samuel's trueintentions were. What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?“Let's go back,” Samuelsuggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.”Shouldn't we tell Dad?” Kathleenprotested softly.Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn't completely regained hercomposure.On top of that, she hadn't forgotten her manners either.”Don’t worry about it.” Hesimply brushed the matter off."Where are we going, then?” she inquired.”"Well, where do you wantto go?” asked Samuel in response.“Let’'s go back to the condominium,” said Kathleen after apause.”Okay. Come on.” He proceeded to walk out of the hotel with her hand in hand.Once theyreturned to the condominium, Kathleen put on a pair of indoor slippers with bunny ears.On theother hand, Samuel had used the same pair of simple black slippers since the start.In the past,Kathleen had gotten them matching ones, but he had only complained about it with disdain.In fact,Samuel viewed most couple-themed products with contempt.The way he saw it, they were nothingbut childish things that only young girls would be into.What he had forgotten, however, was the factthat Kathleen was a young girl herself, not to mention a soft and gentle one After changing intotheir slippers, Samuel pressed her against the wall and kissed her.It was even more intense than thekiss they had shared back in the hotel.Kathleen was overcome with terror. Her dainty fist poundedon his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You're not allowed to get intimate with me until the month isover.”"Why?" He grimaced.”It's... It's a test,” she muttered. “If you manage to pass the test after themonth is up, I'll give you a surprise.”In the event that he actually chose to be with her from then on,she would come clean about the baby.She would simply look forward to how exactly he was goingto deal with Nicolette.”So, after one month, you'll give in to me?” he questioned while scrutinizingher."That's right,” she affirmed with a nod."You should know what the consequences of making mehold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed againsther delicate chin, and he stared into her eyes with a devilish gaze.”l know.” Kathleen was beingperfectly obedient.Either way, she figured that once she told him that she was pregnant andcouldn't share a room with him, he wouldn't be able to do anything, either.Hehe!"I'm going to takea shower,” he told her.Kathleen nodded. “Okay."Samuel proceeded to turn around and go into thehouse while she let out a sigh of relief and clenched her fists.If Samuel truly intended to stay withher, then she could just act like she knew nothing about him and Nicolette.Kathleen decided to giveWynnie a call. “Samuel and I won't be going back tonight, Mom.”"Wynnie arched a brow. “Has hegone to see Nicolette again? He's using you as his cover, isn’t he?"“No, that's not it,” Kathleenimmediately denied.”Could you get me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with his deepvoice."Coming,” she answered.The moment Wynnie heard that exchange, she could tell that it wasSamuel's voice."Okay. Got it,” she said with a grin. “You both should rest early."After that, she hungup.Kathleen placed her phone down and went to pass Samuel a towel. When he opened the door totake it from her, he was completely naked.The man's figure was unbelievably well-built, and hecould even beat that of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still lookedslender; when undressed, though, his muscles were perfectly defined.He had something uniqueabout him that most people didn't.As a rather conservative woman, Kathleen wasn't really the typeto open up to others.The only experience that she had was with Samuel himself.Because of that,seeing him so exposed made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that shelooked like a tomato. She was so naive that it was out of this world.That purity and innocence ofhers were exactly what he liked about her.She had yet to be tainted by the world.Kathleen instantlyturned around. Even the tips of her ears felt hot.Samuel wrapped the towel around himself andapproached her from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her ear with his icy, thin lips. “It'sbeen three years. Why are you still so shy?”A shiver ran through her body. “You promised me,Samuel.” Despite the fresh wound that he had left behind, she still loved him.It took time for woundsto heal, after all. What she needed was time.What she didn't need was Samuel coming back toreopen that wound of hers right as she was trying to close it slowly. He was making her experienceheart-wrenching torment once again.At that point, she was bawling her eyes out in Samuel'sarms.There was no way she would be able to head back in that state.Samuel took off his suit andcovered her with it before pulling her into his embrace. “Come on. Don't cry.”"Stop being so nice tome. Just stay indifferent. Quit trying to manipulate me,” Kathleen sobbed."Who else am I nice toother than you?" He felt like he was at his wit's end.”Nicolette,” she mumbled. Her eyes were red-rimmed. “I told you I wanted a proper husband, Samuel. If you're willing to be one, we can livehappily from now on. If not, we should make things clear right now. Then, we can go our separateways in the future.”He stared at how pitiful she looked. There was slight hoarseness to his voice ashe asked, “Can you give me a bit of time?"That left Kathleen startled.”Just give me some time tostraighten everything out,” he said while caressing her face. Truthfully speaking, he was quitereluctant to let her go."How long?” Her lips were pursed together. “I can't keep dragging things outwith you, Samuel. There's no way I can wait as long as a year, either.””One month,” Samuelproposed in a deep voice.After a moment of contemplation, she replied, “I can give you that much,but I have my own demands.”"What are they?” he questioned. There was a smile on his face."Giveme a copy of the divorce agreement with your signature on it. If you and Nicolette are still hung upon each other after a month, I'll sign the papers and leave,” insisted Kathleen. She wanted to have abackup plan for herself instead of waiting around like an idiot.He chuckled in response. “Sometimes,I feel like you're as innocent as a baby. Other times, I replace you rather cunning.” Are you going togive it to me or not?” she complained.Samuel slapped his hand against her outstretched one. “Iwill.”“Good. I want it by tomorrow,” she ordered, then bit her lip.“Sure.” He nodded his

head Kathleen hesitated for a while, then stated, “This is really going to be the last chance I giveyou, Samuel. I hope you're not doing this to lead me on or trick me. I know I'm soft-hearted, but Iwould never let anyone take advantage of me.I won't trick you,” he promised while staring ather.”Also..." Her gaze turned cold as she trailed off. “You're not allowed to get intimate withNicolette ever again."Upon hearing that, Samuel frowned.Get intimate with her? I've never evendone that before. Is she talking about physical contact?"Got it,” he agreed.Only then did she feelbetter.Nonetheless, she was still incredibly on edge because she couldn't tell what Samuel's trueintentions were. What am I going to do if he really is just trying to trick me?“Let's go back,” Samuelsuggested. He grabbed her hand before heading outside.”Shouldn't we tell Dad?” Kathleenprotested softly.Even though she had just cried herself silly, she still hadn't completely regained hercomposure.On top of that, she hadn't forgotten her manners either.”Don’t worry about it.” Hesimply brushed the matter off.“Where are we going, then?” she inquired.”Well, where do you wantto go?” asked Samuel in response.“Let’s go back to the condominium,” said Kathleen after apause.”Okay. Come on.” He proceeded to walk out of the hotel with her hand in hand.Once theyreturned to the condominium, Kathleen put on a pair of indoor slippers with bunny ears.On theother hand, Samuel had used the same pair of simple black slippers since the start.In the past,Kathleen had gotten them matching ones, but he had only complained about it with disdain.In fact,Samuel viewed most couple-themed products with contempt.The way he saw it, they were nothingbut childish things that only young girls would be into.What he had forgotten, however, was the factthat Kathleen was a young girl herself, not to mention a soft and gentle one After changing intotheir slippers, Samuel pressed her against the wall and kissed her.It was even more intense than thekiss they had shared back in the hotel.Kathleen was overcome with terror. Her dainty fist poundedon his chest as she fiercely uttered, “You're not allowed to get intimate with me until the month isover.”"Why?" He grimaced.”It's... It's a test,” she muttered. “If you manage to pass the test after themonth is up, I'll give you a surprise.”In the event that he actually chose to be with her from then on,she would come clean about the baby.She would simply look forward to how exactly he was goingto deal with Nicolette.”So, after one month, you'll give in to me?” he questioned while scrutinizingher."That's right,” she affirmed with a nod."You should know what the consequences of making mehold back for a whole month are,” warned Samuel. His calloused fingers tenderly brushed againsther delicate chin, and he stared into her eyes with a devilish gaze.”l know.” Kathleen was beingperfectly obedient.Either way, she figured that once she told him that she was pregnant andcouldn't share a room with him, he wouldn't be able to do anything, either.Hehe!"I'm going to takea shower,” he told her.Kathleen nodded. “Okay."Samuel proceeded to turn around and go into thehouse while she let out a sigh of relief and clenched her fists.If Samuel truly intended to stay withher, then she could just act like she knew nothing about him and Nicolette.Kathleen decided to giveWynnie a call. “Samuel and I won't be going back tonight, Mom.”"Wynnie arched a brow. “Has hegone to see Nicolette again? He's using you as his cover, isn't he?"“No, that's not it,” Kathleenimmediately denied.”"Could you get me a towel, Kathleen?” Samuel piped up with his deepvoice."Coming,” she answered.The moment Wynnie heard that exchange, she could tell that it wasSamuel's voice."Okay. Got it,” she said with a grin. “You both should rest early."After that, she hungup.Kathleen placed her phone down and went to pass Samuel a towel. When he opened the door totake it from her, he was completely naked.The man's figure was unbelievably well-built, and hecould even beat that of the models in fashion magazines. No matter what he wore, he still lookedslender; when undressed, though, his muscles were perfectly defined.He had something uniqueabout him that most people didn't.As a rather conservative woman, Kathleen wasn't really the typeto open up to others.The only experience that she had was with Samuel himself.Because of that,seeing him so exposed made her cheeks flush in embarrassment. Her face was so red that shelooked like a tomato. She was so naive that it was out of this world.That purity and innocence ofhers were exactly what he liked about her.She had yet to be tainted by the world.Kathleen instantlyturned around. Even the tips of her ears felt hot.Samuel wrapped the towel around himself andapproached her from behind. He lowered his head and nibbled on her ear with his icy, thin lips. “It'sbeen three years. Why are you still so shy?”A shiver ran through her body. “You promised me,Samuel.”