Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 74

"Oh you are not going to like it this time Andrea... now get the f**k over here and on your f*****g knees!" He was making that dark voice that made me shiver when I got up and just walked over, his eyes trained on me when I fell down on my knees and looked up at his tall body and handsome face, f**k I hated that I loved him right now, just look at him, he was f*****g amazing, and he was turning me on like nobody else could.

"What the f**k are you waiting for, an invitation?! You know what to do, I know you still remember how to suck my c**k." He was smirking making the tingles on my backside go crazy and I was trembling still looking up at his face when my fingers were undoing his belt and button, sliding down the zipper on the hard bulge that was his d**k just waiting to come out and play, I was already wet making me even more eager when he didn't move before doing a pleased sound when his d**k was out and in my mouth. I was just rolling my tongue over his hard d**k that was pulsating when I made a small chuckle form feeling his hand on my head, grabbing my hair hard cursing that it wasn't long enough, oh I knew that he wanted long hair girls for some reason. I made a small sound of pain when he was having his long finger on my scalp and tugged me back like I was doing something wrong when I looked up offended, panting over him pushing me back from his d**k that was still hard and glistening from my saliva. "Don't you f*****g laugh at me when you are sucking my f*****g c**k, you got that Andrea?!" He was looking serious when I just nodded before he made a sigh like he was sick of me just nodding at him all the time when the grip around my hair became harder, making me do a small yelp of pain from the searing pain on my scalp.

"Don't make me fucking repeat what you already know that I want you do to when I'm asking you something!" His eyes were dark and his body tense when I made a small breath and stared defining back at his hard scowl, f**k him!

"I fucking got it!" my teeth were gritted, and he released me the slightest when I made a small sound of pain again, he was going f*****g hardcore on me it seemed and I wanted him to do it, I needed this, needed some fucking pain to get grounded after everything that had happened, and I still loved him.

"Fucking good girl, if you do what the fuck I tell you then maybe I won't punish you just as bad like I was planning... "He was smirking when I held my hands on his abs just looking mad back, was he going to babble all day or was he going to f**k me?! "I'm not a good girl and you fucking know that already Jonah." I caught his surprise in the blue green eyes before I grabbed his dick and started to work on him, not ready for me just starting blow him made a surprised sound of shock before cursing when he was tightening the grip again making my scalp sear, but I didn't give a shit, this was what I wanted, his dick and nothing else right now.

"oh fuck yes! just like that babe, fuck you are good at this!" He was pushing me harder against him making me start to choke but I didn't care, I was not stopping when he held my head back, stopping me from sliding back again, trapping me at his base and just feeling the tears that was pushing up in my eyes from choking when he hadn't let me go yet.

"You fucking feel that babe, that is what you asked me to do to you! now take my fucking dick until I fucking tell you to breathe again!" He was still holding my head hard when I was starting to feel the small panic of not being able to breathe fully when he was taking his other hand and holding my nose making me start to panic for real and just stared up at his sadistic face, like he had given into his dark side completely and I had said that I was okay with it, f**k me!

"Look at you, so fucking cocky when you talk to me, like you can't remember that I am the one that is in control here. I been to fucking nice too you and I know it, how does it feel when you feel what I really want to do to you babe?" his deep dark voice was sounding way to calm when I was clawing my nails into his firm thighs, he was going to f*****g kill me if he didn't let me go soon!

He finally let me go making me cough holding my hand on my chest looking up at him, having his arms crossed and just smirking at me, not any kindness anywhere when I was still trying to catch my breath, he was a f*****g monster when he wanted to be one! "Undress. "He was saying it like a command when I just started to take off my sweater and sweats making his dick go even harder when he saw me, oh I knew that he loved me naked, just as much as I loved seeing him.

"Now me." He was smirking when I made a confused face, getting up naked and started to undo his button on the shirt, almost afraid to look up at his handsome face when my fingers were trembling, and I was still sore in my throat from his dick just being slammed into me.

I was just taking off his last sleeve when I made a yelp of pain when he grabbed my arm and pushed me towards the bed making me stumble over and just look at him hatefully, he was the f*****g worst right now, acting like a fucking dick at me. "Bastard!" I sneered at him when he just smirked back, why was he acting like this?! He was way rougher than he ever had been against me, like he wanted to make sure that I felt every f*****g move he was making.

"Yes, I am a fucking bastard, and you love it, don't you baby?" he sounded mocking again making me scoff, no! I liked him being dominant but not acting like a fucking asshole against me, that was insane!

"No, I don't love that!" I said it back when he just chuckled at me for being defiant and I made a small, shocked scream when he pushed me down the bed. just pushed me down, making my body being caught by the soft bed when he was already hoovering over me, making me gulp from his cunning eyes meeting mine nervous and that amused smile.

"Oh but you fucking do, just look at you, already bucking your hips against me, trying to have my dick without even asking for it, I bet you are already wet from blowing me aren't you?" he made a sly smile when my breath got hitched from his hand being on my p***y, feeling that I was in fact, so f*****g wet for him already.

He was right. The weight of his body over me, being heavy and making my p***y ache even more for his d**k that just was there, outside, poking me with all its hardness and not giving me what I wanted was driving me insane!

"Jonah, please!" I looked up at him, meeting his eyes again, our breaths mixing when he nibbled at my bottom lip making me moan even more, fuck I wanted him so bad, and he was not giving it to me that selfish bastard.

"Yes, that's fucking it, beg me! fucking beg me to fuck you Andrea!" He was getting his breath more jagged when he whispered into my ear before he attacked it, making me do a cry of pain feeling his teeth that was harder than usual when I was just having my eyes closed, my nails digging into his back hard and merciless just wanting him to f**k me.

"Fuck me! please, please Jonah, I'm fucking begging you, fuck me!" I was having a hard time talking feeling his tongue that was working over my neck, and the searing pain of him making another bruise before coming back up again. His lips swollen from being on my neck and I stared at them longingly, I wanted him to kiss me, I f*****g loved when he kissed me!

He looked at my lips like he knew what I wanted him to do and just pulled back leaving me even more frustrated when he was up and didn't give me a chance to understand what was happening when he flipped me over completely and I made a cry of fear over the way he was just throwing me around, like I was some damn ragdoll!

"What the fuck are you doing?!" I was squeezing out the words still out of breath of being turned on and the fear that was coursing around my body when I made a surprised scream again feeling his heavy hand slap my ass hard before pulling me up on all four against his d**k that was pushing against my a*s.

"Shut the fuck up Andrea! you told me to fuck you and that's what I'm going to do, now if you fucking complain more about this, I'm not getting the fucking lube and fucking you raw, you f*****g got that?!" He was getting up when I made a whimper of hearing that word, lube. That meant that he was going to f**k my a*s, f**k.

My body was shaking when he got back and I just closed my eyes hard, just waiting for the pain to kick in when he was just standing there and I felt his hand caressing me over my a*s, making me do a small moan that I couldn't stop before it was out biting my lip. "Alright, I'm not going to f*****g lie, you are not going to like this at first." He was still moving his hand over my ass when I felt my body starting to shake more and I was sniffling from the fear when I was making small, short breaths of trying to cope with what the fuck was happening behind me.

"Stop crying Andrea, do you fucking trust me or not?!" He sounded mad when I was still shaking and couldn't answer, I trusted him, I always had long before I knew the truth, but he was scaring me half to death acting like this, like he didn't give one single fuck about me all the sudden.

"I trust you Jonah...." I was making the words sound so pathetic when my nose was stuffed and he could hear from a mile that I was crying, this was just awful, everything he did right now just felt so fucking bad.

"No, you don't!" he slapped me again when I did a cry of pain, he was so fucking hard on me when I started to cry harder, not even caring to cover it up, let him f*****g hear what he did to me that cold bastard!

"I do! I do fucking trust you! I hate that you are a fucking drug dealer but I still fucking love you! I will always love you Jonah!" My voice was cracking up when I fell down on the bed and just gave up, let him do whatever he wanted to me, I was already broken.