His Beloved Ex-Wife (Gwendolyn Reeves ) Online Novel
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Lysander took a deep breath and bowed her head slightly. “Studying medicine takes five years for an undergraduate degree and four years for a master’s. It’s two years longer than other majors. And after graduation, there’s still the residency, the rotations through different departments, and perhaps even further studies for a doctorate. My family didn’t really support it, especially my mom. She believed that as a girl, I should study something like accounting or education so I could have a stable job as a white–collar worker or a teacher. Only my dad supported my decision to study medicine. He said, ‘If it takes two more years, then so be it. I’ll pay the tuition; just focus on your studies”

At this point, there was a certain sadness in Lysander’s expression.

Josiah noticed her grief and wanted to say something to comfort her.

However, when it came to matters of life and death, words of comfort were essentially useless.

Lysander was an intelligent woman. Usual words of comfort were, to her, nothing more than empty talk. The truths that needed to be understood, she had already grasped long ago. There was simply no need for others to elaborate further.

“Actually, before I left, besides saying goodbye to Lynn, I also visited my father’s chief doctor. He told me that my father’s illness was progressing rapidly, but among late–stage cancer patients, he was considered lucky. At least he didn’t have to endure the pain of chemotherapy. In a way, it was a relief.”

Josiah’s heart sank. “Then you…”

“I worked at Central Hospital for quite some time and had seen countless critically ill patients. Some of them, toward the end, were practically begging for death, I can’t bear to imagine my father enduring such pain, so I believe this must have been the best arrangement heaven could have made.”

Death wasn’t frightening. What was truly terrifying was the knowledge that there was no chance of recovery yet being forced to wait for death in agony.

Lysander had kept these words buried deep in her heart for far too long, and finally, she had managed to

voice them out

“My father’s chief doctor, considering our shared profession, had already spoken as gently as he could. But he was absolutely right about one thing. Sometimes, the sudden departure of a cancer patient isn’t just a relief for the patient, but also for the family. This kind of thing can’t be kept a secret forever, and in time, the family will always replace out. When that time comes, it will actually be a prolonged torment for both my mother and Michelle. But the final outcome remains the same, it’s inevitable.”

Josiah listened quietly as she continued to speak.

“Rather than living in constant fear and torment with my family, it’s better to make a clean break like this. After fulfilling my father’s last wish, it’s time to say goodbye. After all, life for those who remain must go

on.”

This time, as her voice lowered, what fell was not tears anymore, but rather a sigh of near relief.

Josiah looked at Lysander, her face especially serene under the sunlight, and gently asked her in a tender voice, “You’ve taken into account everyone’s feelings around you, but you’ve never mentioned your own. Lysander, have you ever thought about considering yourself more?”

Ivander didn’t know if the only understood the literal meaning or if she didn’t want to delve deener into

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the implications. She nonchalantly said, “I’m doing well now; there’s nothing else I need to consider. I don’t need to force myself to run a company out of gratitude to the Thorne family, and I can live freely. doing what I want to do.”

“Is staying here what you really want?” Josiah earnestly awaited her response..

Lysander nodded without hesitation. “Here, I can vividly see the joyous smiles of every patient who has recovered. I watch them return to their normal lives after being freed from their illnesses. Life here is simple – we work at sunrise and rest at sunset. Everyone I meet greets me warmly, calling me ‘Dr. Thorne“. This kind of life is simple yet beautiful. In truth, I’ve wanted to come here for a long time, but I just hadn’t found the opportunity.”

After many years, she had finally realized her dream, albeit in a different form.

Josiah gave a sincere and light nod, his gaze fixed intently on Lysander as he said, “As long as it makes you happy, no matter where you want to go or what you want to do, I’ll be there with you.”

Lysander didn’t mean that at all. She paused for a moment before gently declining, “I don’t need your company.”

Josiah remained resolute. “Then, I’ll come to provide support too.”

“What can you aid with?” Lysander pointed to the IV drip hanging above his head. “Not only did you fail to provide any help, but you’re even sick yourself and adding to the workload. It’s a double loss.”

Josiah gave a slight smile. “Well, without you, I would lose myself too.”

“Our professions don’t align. You’re meant to be strategizing in skyscrapers, while I’m more suited for this simple life.”

“No one is born destined for a particular place or environment. I can be in a skyscraper, just as I can be here.”

“Your business strategies won’t do any good here.”

“But I could supply all kinds of necessary medical resources here.”

This statement was indeed true.

The medicines that Josiah had sent this time were all commonly used and extremely practical.

It seemed he had truly put in the effort.

Lysander shook her head, urging, “I no longer bear any burdens, but it’s different for you. You have severa! elders at home who need your care, and so many employees of Thorne Constructions and Energies depend on the company for their livelihood. You should spend less time here.”

Josiah chuckled, confidently retorting. “Do you really see me as someone who acts recklessly without thinking?”

Lysander didn’t respond.

“Before I left, I had already taken care of everything that needed to be arranged. If there are any unexpected situations, Carol will call me. I came here because I wanted to experience the life you love. If I want us to have a long and lasting future together, I need to understand you, to know all of you.”

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Lysander reminded him, “But you failed to adapt to a lifestyle of drinking well water and eating wild vegetables. It’s only been a day and you’re already sick.”

In just one day, he had developed gastritis and caught a cold. If he were to stay any longer, who knows what could happen?

With a complex expression, Lysander looked at Josiah and said, “Stop telling me that you’ll definitely persevere. I’m a doctor, and I abide by objective principles above all else. Do you know that it’s true not all people are able to adapt to a new environment?”

Josiah nodded. “I understand, but strictly speaking, this condition doesn’t really require treatment. Once I get used to it, I will naturally recover.”

He had made up his mind to stay.

Lysander had already exhausted all her sweet talk and was too weary to persuade further. While working. she would occasionally glance at the IV drip he was on, just to ensure he didn’t forget about it himself.

Around noon, when the village chief found out that Josiah had caught a cold and was receiving an IV drip, he made a special trip over, bringing along a blanket and a thermos flask from his home.

“Mr. Guerra, isn’t the clinic too cold? I suggest you stay at my place. If you’re really worried about Dr. Thome, you can come back during the day. Otherwise, her concern for you might distract her from her work.”

This comment hit home for Josiah. He responded with a slight smile, “She’s very focused when she works and won’t get distracted because of someone. Plus, I already feel much better, so I won’t need any extra attention from her.”

The village chief thought his words implied that he was content and fulfilled by their love, gaining a new understanding of their affectionate bond. He no longer urged Josiah to replace a different place to rest; instead, he handed him a drink.

Josiah accepted the drink. Looking at the grey–brown murky liquid inside, he slightly furrowed his brows. “Mr. Alvarez, what is this?”

“This is our local remedy, specifically for digestive discomfort. I had my wife specially prepare it for you.”

Josiah took a sharp intake of breath.

The color of the brew was strikingly peculiar, and it gave off a bitter scent that could almost remind one of wild vegetables.

As Josiah was receiving an IV drip while holding the cup of herbal remedy, he suddenly felt that the combined discomfort of these two was nothing compared to his current predicament. With a hint of hesitation, he tactfully said, “It’s too hot right now, so I’ll drink it later.”

Blaine looked at him, sensing his aversion to bitterness. He pulled out a small bag of sugar cubes and suggested, “Good medicine tastes bitter. Why don’t you try it with this?”

Upon hearing this, Lysander couldn’t help but chuckle. “Mr. Alvarez, he’s not a child anymore. Does he still need you to coax him into taking his medicine?”

Blaine chortled. “No, no…

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Josiah looked toward Lysander, his gaze seeking her intent.

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Lysander said, “These remedies are usually for reducing fever and detoxifying the body. Just swallow it all

in one go.

Upon hearing these words, Josiah felt reassured about the drink. Without hesitation, he tilted his head back and drained the cup completely.

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