His Blue Moon Princess
His Sunshine Baby Chapter 76

At first, he doesn't notice me, greeting his brother, Nora and the other people present. Boyan and Tonia walk in right after him, both saluting me. That's when his blue eyes fall on me, making my heart go crazy. Oh, Moon Goddess. He frowns a bit, surprised to see me there. Oh, right, he doesn't know about my relationship with Nora... He turns his head to his brother, looking worried for a second. But Damian Black is focused on Nora, as usual, only nodding to his brother's arrival. Nate finally walks up to me, looking uncertain.

"Elena, what are you...?"

"Nora called me here."

"Nora?"

"She's my friend!" says Nora, with a big smile.

That's the most simple-minded explanation one could think of, and I see Nate give a glance in Boyan's direction too, trying to make sense out of it; but the huge wolf is just laying at Nora's feet like a furry carpet. Nate seems to give up with a sigh, and while I'm totally unprepared for it, takes me in for a hug.

Damn, it feels good... I missed his smell like crazy. So good, actually, I'm almost crying. I answer his hug, unable to hold myself back. My wolf is breathing again, too, soothed. How does it feel we're closer now? Is it because I'm carrying his baby? Or because we missed each other too much? His whole body against mine is calming me down. Behind Nate, Nora is giving me a faint smile, and the other people in the room are either observing us with a hint of curiosity or total disinterest. "All right... shall we get started, miss Nora?" Asks Neal.

Nathaniel and I part, though he holds my hand a bit longer. Nora walks up to me, looking a bit worried, biting her lip. "Elena... I'm not sure how strong my inner voice will be... Can you help me out? A bit?"

I nod.

"Yeah, sure. Don't worry, Nora, you're already way better than I am. Just take a deep breath, relax and you'll do great."

"Okay."

Nora takes several deep breaths, exchanging looks with me, channeling her inner wolf. Is it me or are her eyes shining stronger than usual? I sit up on the couch and wait for it. Nate hesitates before slowly walking to stand behind me.

I hear her message, bright and clear, in my head. To me, it's like a clear voice. But as I observe in the room, only the Black brothers are fine. Neal, Tonia, and Boyan are making faces, probably a bit overwhelmed by her aura.

As discussed, Nora lays out her plan. She explains who she is, and I actually learn for the first time she was born in the Gold Moon Clan. Nora's in a unique position, though. Born in the Gold Moon Clan, raised by the Jade Moon, mated to the Blood Moon Alpha and yet, her true roots belong to the Sapphire Moon Clan.... And there's me, her cousin, from the White Moon pack.

The biggest surprise his her heritage as a Royal, though. She only says a few words about this, but I know she doesn't want to make a big deal out of it. It would only have people freak out... Yet, her dominant voice in our heads leaves no doubt. Hence, they have no choice but to listen to her warning. Her warning about the Dark Witch that will target Silver City, and finally, how the packs need to work altogether.

It's a crazy idea.

I know Nora's a believer, but when she gives out the time and place for a meeting in three days, I'm really wondering who will dare to show up. It's not just about her being a royal, or the attack coming. Most Clans, though they won't admit it, are crazy scared about the Blood Moon. To Nora and I, the Black brothers are just lovers, but to everyone else, they are cold-blooded killers, crazy-strong alphas werewolves. At least, having a Luna of her background next toe Damian Black might draw a few curious people in... Nora exhales, and open her eyes. Good job, girl.

"You did great, Nora," says her Mate with that gentle expression he only has for her.

"I have to admit, I didn't think you could really reach all of us, but I guess this headache is my retribution for doubting you," growls Boyan's older brother.

Nora chuckles with a bit of an apologetic expression. Damn, she is so cute. No wonder everyone loves her. I wonder how we got to be so different when our parents were twins... Though, she frowns soon enough and looks down, holding her head. I can almost feel it. Everyone who heard her voice is responding, using the mindlink back, submerging her. "Nora, are you ok?" Asks the King.

"Sorry... It's my head..."

He rubs her shoulder, while Nora is struggling to clear the voices out. It's funny, I can feel them as if I have a little window in her head. She finally lets a few in, exchanging with some Alphas unknown to me. I hope people are responding positively... Everyone in the room is holding their breaths, waiting for her.

After a while, she nods and turns to us.

"The Sapphire Moon and Sea Moon Clans are coming. The Jade Moon, too. I don't know yet about the others, it was a bit confusing..."

It's already a good start, though. With the Blood Moon Clan in as well, it means already two of the biggest packs are interested. It's huge...

"We expect this," says Neal Mura, "but this is how it always works between werewolves anyway, Miss Nora. No matter what happens, you did what you had to. We know how risky this is."

"Don't worry, baby girl. It's going to be ok. Even if only a few packs show up, it's plenty enough, ok? We just need to open up a dialogue," adds his sister.

Nora looks a bit uneasy, but I agree with the Betas. Nora's done great, especially since she was reaching out to mind-link so many people for the first time.

"Anyway, we need to get ready for what is coming. Three days is a very, very short time to get everything ready. Securing the Stadium, informing the human Police and preparing the lieutenants won't be an easy job."

Looks like the Blood Moon's Beta is already in work mode... He starts making calls, giving orders, and everyone in the room moves. The King is talking to Tonia, and Boyan goes to Nora, who's sitting facing me. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to be doing. I wait a bit and get up, but the King leaves the room with Tonia and Neal, Nora and goes to another room. I'm left alone with Boyan, still in his wolf form, and Nathaniel.

Nate walks up to me in a hurry.

"Elena! ...I've missed you. How are you?" He asks, looking worried.

His hand already on my neck, and the other grabbing mine, we're so close. I need to catch my breath for a second and nod a bit awkwardly.

"I'm... fine."

Damn, why is it so hard to talk now that he's here, he's facing me, so close, so real! What was I expecting? Nate's right in front of me, but those words are stuck in my throat, while I'm just trying to breathe normally. It's been so long already. I don't even know where to start! I can't just drop the bomb like that! Where is our relationship at, anyway?

"Talk to me!"

He's getting impatient, but I just keep avoiding his eyes and trying to come up with something.

"Elena, I can't go on like this!"

"I told you, I'm fine Nate!...Stop asking, please."

Can't you give me a second to think, to replace what I'll say to you?

"I don't believe you! You've been avoiding me for days, I can't take it! Do you think I haven't noticed? You're pale, you lost weight... Elena, are you sick?"

"What?"

Oh gosh, why does he have to be so observant about this kind of thing? I barely lost a couple of pounds! Guess what? Your daughter only likes freaking pizza and lemon tea...

"No, I'm not, I swear, Nate. I'm fine, ok? I really am."

"Then why...!"

"I'll tell you later, ok?" I just say, shaking my head.

"Later? What later! Elena... When?"

When your brother and half of your pack's leaders are not freaking next door, for a start! I'm not ready, for Moon Goddess' sake...

"A... After the Pack's meeting, once it's over, we can talk", I stutter. "I promise. But not now. It's not the right time, with everything that is going on. Nate, please."

He keeps staring, and Moon Goddess, he does look worried. Well, guess what, I'm freaking out too, and scared like I've never been scared before. I just... I'd rather fight a thousand vampires than tell Nate the truth right now. It's so f*****g scary. I'm doubting his response, how he'll react, what he'll say, what he'll do. I don't know it's like a f*****g void scaring the hell out of me.

"Ok, but... You have to stop avoiding me, please....I miss you."

I take a deep breath. Damn, there's so much in those three words...

"I missed you too..." I confess in a whisper.

I see Bobo leave the room in silence, giving us some space, but right when my eyes are back on Nate, he grabs me in for a passionate kiss.

Oh Moon Goddess, this feels so good... I don't even resist and respond right away, grabbing his shirt, his hair, any part of him I can claim. I want him. I've missed him, oh, so bad... We keep going, kissing each other, our lips and tongues going crazy, my skin burning under his touch, my blood rushing. I want more, it's like a d**g. It tastes sweet and addicting.

His hands glide on my skin, under my shirt, on my neck... I shiver a bit. I had almost forgotten how his hands feel. I feel my desire arose, like ash burning underneath the long-extinguished fire. A small, shy flame, as the kiss keeps going... It's Nate, my man. Mine. The only one I want to allow on me, the only one that can touch me. My wolf softly growls.

"Nate... Nate, wait..."

He keeps going. He doesn't want to stop. Frankly? Me neither. I just want more of his lips, more of his skin and smell on me. It's driving me crazy. My wolf growls again. We are in his brother's apartment, damn it... "Nate, stop."

This time, I put my hands on his chest, pushing him away, taking a deep breath in. "Elena?"

"Give me a second. I... I have something I really need to tell you."

He raises an eyebrow, a bit surprised.

"Well, that's a first... Everything okay?"

"No... I mean, yes, but... Moon Goddess..."

I take a step back, a deep breath, trying to think. How do you say it? How do you announce that kind of thing? What's the right word? Damn it... Breathe, Elena, low blood pressure. Nate is staring at me, confused, a bit worried. He puts his hands on his hips, waiting. f**k it...

"Nathaniel, I'm... pregnant."

There's a long silence.

His expression his undecipherable, and he chuckles nervously.

"You're what?"

"Pregnant. I am pregnant, Nate."

It takes him a few more minutes to take it in, and his eyes wander mindlessly in the room. I have no f*****g idea what to expect. Honestly, I'm terrified. He doesn't seem happy, nor mad. He swallows his saliva, and turns to me, looking a bit off. "Okay... I... How long?"

"I'm in my thirteen weeks now."

"I see..."

He's frowning, looking anywhere but my direction. Looking like he's confused. It's not what I was expecting. I don't know what to say, what to do, I stay there waiting like an i***t.

"For Moon Goddess' sake, Nate, says something. Please."

"...Who's the father?"

I stare at him, shocked. Is he f*****g kidding me?

"Are you kidding me? Of course, it's you, you big i***t!"

"Seriously, Elena."

What the hell, now? He doesn't believe me?

"Nate, you're the father! What now, you think I f**k with anyone? I'm thirteen weeks pregnant, we were together back in September!"

I'm almost crying, I'm so f*****g mad. I did think he would be surprised, not that he wouldn't believe me! He shakes his head.

"Elena, it can't be mine. Think again. I'm not accusing you, I just..."

"You think I don't know who I had s*x with? There's been no one but you since last June, Nathaniel! You can ask Daniel, I haven't been close to another man!"

"Is it Levi's?"

"f**k you!" I yell, exasperated beyond words "I didn't sleep with Levi, are you mad? What the hell is wrong with you!"

"Elena, I'm telling you, if you are really pregnant, this child cannot be mine!"

"I am pregnant! I am pregnant, you d**k, so pregnant I don't know what to do with myself!"

I grab the picture in my jacket and throws it at him, pissed.

"Look at that! This is your daughter and mine! There is no way she anyone else's but yours!"

But he doesn't even look at the picture, or me crying. He takes a deep breath in like he's trying to control himself, and I can feel his unsettled wolf too. What the hell...?

It's like a nightmare. He's there, but he's just distancing himself from me, building a wall between us. I don't get it. I feel anger replacing the disappointment, and my wolf growls.

"What's wrong with you? I've been avoiding you, now you don't want to believe I'm pregnant? Is that it? Too much for you? Or you don't trust me? Is it because of your status, you can't have this happen?"

"Elena, stop it! I know this child isn't mine, so just tell me whose it is! I don't even care at this point!"

"f**k you! I'm telling you, this child is yours! What the hell is wrong with you!"

"It can't be mine, Elena!"

He lets out a big sigh, before finally looking at me.

"...I'm sterile, Elena."

I stare at him, speechless for once. What the...

"I can't have children," he continues. "I swear if there was one in a billion chance this child could be mine, trust me, I would gladly believe you. I would be thrilled if you were pregnant with my baby, Elena, I swear on the Moon Goddess. I wish it could be true. But here's the thing, it cannot possibly be mine. I'm sterile."