” if you even think about dying on me then I swear I will kill my self follow you wherever you will be and drag you back to life by the ear.!

You are mine and mine only I won’t allow you to just run away from me.

WAKE UP..!!” I yelled,

” please wake up..” I said sobbing.

I heard a continuous tone and with that, he was gone. My Zane was gone!! No!!

I sat back down crying.

The doctors brought those machines which I call the human irons to electrocute him so that he can come back to life.

I didn’t let go of his hand as they worked the machine.

” My princess you have to let go of his had or you will be electrocuted..” the doctor

Said.

” FOCUS ON SAVING HIM DOCTOR DON’T FOCUS ON ME.!” I growled at him.

he quickly lowered his head and began working as I closed my eyes praying that he awakens.

I knew he was gone I knew he was dead I could feel it but that can’t be the end of our story he can’t just leave me like this I kept on praying that he comes back to life!

” Clear.” I could hear the doctor say and would feel the electric current flow through me.

‘Please let him come back’ I silently begged, prayed to God to save him! to save my Zane!

After three tries the doctors stopped.

” Sorry my Queen he is gone..” he said bowing.

Zane’s mother broke down into loud crying and I became angry.

His parents were crying our friends were crying but I wasn’t.

” QUIET! YOU ARE MAKING TOO MUCH NOISE!!” I yelled at them.

” STOP YOUR CRYING ZANE IS NOT DEAD HE CAN’T LEAVE ME! IF ANY OF YOU THINK THAT HE IS DEAD THEN LEAVE!! I DON’T NEED YOUR NEGATIVITY! ZANE IS STILL HERE ALIVE WITH ME! HE ISN’T GOING TO DIE NOT WHEN I JUST HAD HIM. YOU HEAR!!”

Everyone flinched except his parents and they all stopped crying.

“Good..” I said and sat back down.

I closed my eyes feeling the emotions flow through me I could feel the anger, the pain, the jealousy, the hurt I could feel it all.

I held his hand tightly this time. I imagined myself in a field of flowers sitting on a bench holding his hand.

” Zane come back to me..” I said internally “you can’t LEAVE me..!!” A few tears escaped my eyes.

Nothing was happening he wasn’t coming back. Even in my imagination, he was looking the other way.

” Come back to me..” I said again.

In my imagination, He turned his head in my direction and-

” Beep beep beep” I heard the beeping sound!

I looked at the heart monitor and a small zigzag line was there.

It was small but there!

He was back!! my Zane was back!!

” He is coming back!” the nurse exclaimed and soon the doctors started moving around hooking him to machines and stuff while all the while my eyes never left his face.

The doctors finished what they were doing and I just sat there. Not moving away or saying a word.

“‘He is back.!” I heard his mother sigh in relief but I didn’t turn to look my focus was on him my Zane.!

Everyone left. The lines were now big and a lot.

The doctors tried to make me leave but I just growled at them like a feral Wolf.

*

It was now two days of me not wanting anything.

Two days of me not seeing the outside world.

Two freaking days of me sitting on the chair waiting for him to open his eyes.

” My princess please you have to eat something..” one doctor said but I shook my head.

” At least take a walk you might get infected..” I still shook my head.

It’s been two days now without showering or going back home and I probably stink.

The doctor didn’t want to tell me but I knew it!

” Zane if you don’t wake up this instant I am leaving you..” I threatened.

” You are still giving me the silent treatment.? Okay fine be stubborn I am GOING!” I got up and was about to leave when I felt him hold my hand!

” Don’t leave me!” he said and I smiled.

” He’s awake!!” the doctor exclaimed running to call the others.

” I missed you..” I said

” I missed you more..” he said back and I smiled…

” My princess please he is awake now you have to leave the room we will shift him to another. How about your shower and eat something while we do a check-up..” I nodded my head.

“Yeah, you are probably right doc I stink. I will be back okay Zane?” I said to him and let go.

I stood up slowly since I haven’t eaten in two days and was feeling weak but I wasn’t going to show it or Zane might get worried.!

One of the nurses led me to another hospital room.

” You can go shower in there..” she said pointing to a door and handing me some clothes.

I was still wearing the same shorts and black hoody from two days ago Ewww!

Freaking 48 hours without a shower is gross!!

I went into the shower and cleaned up. brushed my teeth.

After about 45 minutes of scrubbing two days of dirt out of my body, I finally came out.

Zane had already been shifted to the room and was now lying on his back!

As soon as he heard the bathroom door open he looked at me.

” Hey what are you doing don’t lay on your back you are still hurt!” I said a rush to him so that I could help him lay on his front.

” Don’t worry I am fine..” He chuckled at my concern.

” You are not in pain.??” I asked my brow raised.

He should be in pain, right? I mean a gunshot wound takes time to heal, hell any wound takes time to heal but him what the..!!

” Nope.” he said popping the ‘p’d

” now come lay with me..” he stretched his hand for me to take and I smiled.

” Don’t ever leave me like that again..” I said. he chuckled

” don’t worry my love I won’t..” I smiled sweetly at him showing my pearly white teeth

Well, probably not too white since I didn’t brush my teeth for two days oh well.

I took his hand and lay with him. I made sure not to be too close because I might hurt him.

He probably won’t be able to walk ever again since the bullet punctured his spine but whatever the case I will still love him.!

” Was everything you said true..?” he asked me.

” Huh..” I looked at him

” the thing of me being your first k**s and you loving me for seven years was it true..?”

I failed to say anything I thought he was dead!

Does this mean he heard everything???

As if reading my mind-

” Yes I heard everything..” he answered, ” I heard it all now tell me was it true..??”

I nodded my head he might be thinking that I am a psycho or he will break up with me before we even start dating.

I heard him sigh.

” Get some rest I know you haven’t had enough sleep..” I nodded my head closing my eyes.

He just sighed does he not love me? did I do the wrong thing by telling him that I love him.?

What if he only loves Jenna??

what if? grrr forget it I will deal with that later and if he claims to not love me then I will just kill him right.?!

Wait I can’t do that if I kill him then I will die too because I can’t leave without him

Grrr this is frustrating-‘

” What are you thinking about..?” Zane asked.

” Uh, do you love me..?” I blurted out dang it! dang, it! why did I have to ask that! What if he says no then what? I don’t want to be heartbroken any no!

” Wait don’t answer that I just blurted it out I know you are probably not read yet and I—” he cut me off by pecking my lips.

” get some rest love..” I nodded my head and soon was out like a light!

*

I felt him get up from the bed and I woke up.

” Zane what are you doing? you are still hurt don’t get up plus you won’t be able to walk the bullet punctured your spine..” I said yawning and rubbing the sleep out of my eyes but seeing him had me wide awake!

He was standing straight and wasn’t wearing the clothes he was when I fell asleep.

” Zane, you are standing but weren’t you supposed to be bedridden or something? and how the hell are you standing straight? you are supposed to be in pain.! Wait come here..” he came closer and I made him sit on the bed his back facing me.

I quickly removed his shirt and gasped at his back! his freaking back was smooth like a baby, not even a single scar to show that he was hit!

My uncle Arthur who lives in New York was once shot on the spine and he hasn’t been able to walk since but Zane he is…

” Your skin! it’s smooth no scar.!” I said bewildered

He sighed “can I go to the bathroom ?”

” oh right sure..” I said.

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