Honey You Are My Lucky Star (Callen and Chelsea) -
Chapter 104
Yes, it was meaningless and meaningless.
I don't have any abilities or status. Even if I knew, what could I do? Am I going to rush up and give Abbie a beating, or am I going to sue her in court?
At this moment, I felt pitiful and sad, but I also felt that I deserved it.
"Why did I ask for it? If I hadn't met Harrison, I wouldn't have encountered such a thing. But what reason do I have to blame Harrison? If Harrison really didn't exist, I wouldn't have known where I was hiding and lived like an ant."
I was bullied, harassed by Callen, and even my mother-in-law began to pester me, just because I could give birth to a baby for his son.
No one paid attention to my feelings from beginning to end. Even the current Harrison had never considered my feelings. I admit that he did it for my own good, but this was not the way I wanted, nor was it what I needed.
I put down my chopsticks and said softly, "I won't eat anymore."
After that, I turned around and was ready to get up. But as soon as I turned around, Harrison said, "Are you angry at me?"
"Do I have the right to lose my temper with you?" I asked.
"Keep doing this, because I can't see Harrison's face, and I don't have to worry about whether he is angry or not. I can only tell him what I'm thinking if I annoy him."
Hearing Harrison put down his chopsticks, I paused for a moment and said in a deep voice, "I always thought that you were very sensible and didn't need me to worry about you."
"So what did I ask you to worry about?"
"Why do you have to meet Abbie? Do you think there will be any changes even if we meet? In fact, there won't be any changes. These words may hurt you, but it's true.
I felt very tired and my heart was very tired. "No one wants to meet Abbie. If what I told you is true, I went out because I wanted to meet Abbie. Do you think I would return empty-handed like this? Can't I go up and hit her angrily? I am an ordinary woman. She is a rich lady. How can I not beat her?"
As I spoke, I looked at Harrison. At first, he was expressionless, but now he was frowning.
The long speech wasn't meant to convince him. It was just to prove one thing. I wasn't an incompetent fool, why would they always place me in a relatively low position? Was it because in their hearts, I should be at a relatively low level, and Abbie was just a princess?
A natural- born princess can do whatever she wants? But this trick doesn't work on me at all. When I'm not happy, it doesn't matter who says it's useless, so I can tell him seriously now.
"Harrison, in your eyes, my life is worthless? If that's the case, why do you have to take care of me in the hospital and let me die on my own?" I asked him with a smile.
"Do you like this result?" he asked me.
I didn't answer because it was not what I liked.
He put his hands on the table, and then the stool stepped back. Then he got up and walked slowly to me, looking down at me.
This gave me a great sense of oppression, so I didn't want to look up at him. I kept my head down and didn't speak. Finally, he raised my chin with his hand, forcing me to look into his eyes. I didn't move my eyes away from him.
I smiled at him. "It doesn't matter whether I like it or not. You can do whatever you want. Why should you care about my thoughts?"
"Are you blaming me?"
Shaking my head gently, I replied indifferently, "You just did what you should do. It's not strange."
"Even if we really called the police, the result was just to let Abbie come out with ease, because no one is willing to testify for you. Do you understand what I mean?"
"What about you?" I looked straight at him and asked word by word, "Are you someone else? Will you speak up for me?"
He didn't answer. He just looked at me.
"I don't think there is any need to answer such a look. The result is obvious. He won't stand up for me, nor will he offend anyone for me."
Who am I? I'm just an ordinary person. What right do I have to be paid by others?
Thinking about it, I smiled. "I'm not surprised. In the end, it's just that I'm not strong enough."
"You know that you're not strong enough, but you never thought about changing. Even if you're bullied, you don't know how to resist. Where have I taught you before gone?" He questioned me angrily. "Didn't you just say that you didn't want me to provoke Abbie, and now you say that I don't know how to resist? What exactly do you want me to do?"
I'm even more upset when he's angry, okay? Who's the victim now?
I don't understand. It's all my fault in the end. Is there nothing wrong with others? Because of their different identities, these mistakes are all on me. Is it fair?
"Have you considered for me? If you really considered for me, you shouldn't have let me get into a car accident and be kept in the dark. The first thing Abbie said to me today was to ask me why I didn't die and why I didn't fall like a fool!" I cried and laughed.
"Do you think you can still sit here without my intervention?" he said.
I was slightly stunned. I didn't quite understand what he meant.
However, he ignored me and retracted his hand from my chin. He stood in front of me with his back to me.
"If you want to be strong, I have done everything I can for you. If you are always like this, no one can keep out of the wind and rain for you."
This was the last thing Harrison said to me. Because after he finished speaking, Harrison went upstairs and probably returned to the study. Looking at the cold dishes on the table, my heart gradually cooled down.
In the evening, Harrison didn't come back until I fell asleep. When I woke up the next morning, there was still no one around me. I subconsciously reached out to touch his position. It was cold. It seemed that Harrison didn't come back to sleep last night.
I got up and went out. The villa was so quiet that it made people scared. I walked to the door of the study. I held the door handle and didn't dare to open it. I hesitated to open the first sentence. Should I say that you had breakfast? Or should I ask you why you didn't go back to sleep last night?
In the end, I didn't do anything and put down the hand that was holding the door. Just as I was about to leave, the door suddenly opened. I was stunned, wondering if Harrison knew that I was outside. "Can I come in?" I waited for the answer and continued, "If you don't answer, then I will come in?"
Without any refusal or agreement, I gritted my teeth and pushed the door open.
"Cough, cough!"
The choking smell of cigarettes in the room made me cough non-stop. I quickly opened the glass of the study. When the air was a little comfortable, I turned my head and scolded softly, "If I don't come in, are you going to choke yourself to death?"
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