Hypnotizing Love
Chapter 903 Amber's Comfort

Chapter 903 Amber's Comfort

Jared's eyes widened at Amber's words, then snaped around.

His eyes were still red, but his pupils were trembling.

He was excited, in ecstasy.

Because of Amber's comments!

He thought she was lamenting why he didn't go back to being the gentle Jared he used to be, to be Connor Stockert's

substitute.

There was a surge of anger in him. He wanted to ask if she realty liked the old Jared so much?

If the character he used to be was simply cultivated by his mother, and was not anyone else's copy, even if she liked the old him, he would still be unhappy, but at least he would not be angry.

Because that was who he really was.

But he was raised to Connor Stockert's standard. How could he bear it if she missed him like that?

tt was as if she had never loved him, but only an imaginary character.

Fortunately, her last words completely calmed his anger.

It turned out that what she loved was not his illusory character, but the real him.

Why else would she say she was glad he wasn't the man he used to be?

Because she knew he wasn't Connor Stockert's stand-in, he was Jared, and he was supposed to be his own character, not

someone else's.

So, she congratulated him on being himself

Overwhelmed with joy and excitement, Jared took two quick steps and cradled Amber in his arms. He held her so hard as if

he wanted to absorb her into his body.

"Amber, Amber, Amber!" Jared leaned into Amber's ear and kept calling her name.

Each one was so heavy, and the emotion in it was as heavy as his voice.

Amber looked at the excited man and knew why he was excited.

Because of what she said.

She knew what she was saying to him.

Knowing that he was a surrogate his mother had deliberately cultivated, he subconsciously rejected his own existence, thinking that he probably shouldn't have been born.

He came to the world, but could not be himself. He could only be a person's substitute.

So, he felt a sense of disgust and repulsion towards himself.

And what she said was an endorsement of him. It was to tell him that he existed for a reason, that he was not a stand-in for

anyone.

He was who he was. He was Jared Farrell.

So, Jared naturally got excited and gave her a hug to show how happy he was.

"All right" Amber smiled and pated Jared on the back, "You let go of me. You're holding me so tight, and I can't breathe."

Jared let go of her a little bit, but didn't let go of her completely. He still held her.

He could not let go of her now, for only by holding her could he be sure that what he had heard was true.

Amber felt a sense of attachment from Jared, and she felt helpless and amused.

It was funny the contrast between a man who had always been independent and aloof, and now clinging to her like a child.

Well, if he wanted to hold her like that, she might as well let him.

Amber also stopped telling men to let go of her. She allowed the man to hold her firmly, and then continued to pat his back

and comforted him, "Don't worry. Anyway, you still have me, and Grandma and Shonna and Logan by your side, we all know that you are you and no one else can replace you"

Though she didn't want to talk about Shonna.

But now she had to endure her antipathy to the Shonna and mention her name in order to appease him.

Jared buried his head deep in Amber's neck and did not speak. He just nodded to show that he had heard her and had taken her message to heart.

So, Amber said no more. The two of them embraced in silence.

tt was until Amber's phone rang when Jared finally let her go.

She pulled out her phone to check it and smiled when she saw the caller ID, "I's Mrs. Lyon. She's probably calling to see

what you'd like for dinner tonight."

Jared took a look at the caller ID and his negative mood lifted, "Answer it. I'll go to the study."

He still needed to calm down.

Although she said so much and let his heart get some comfort.

But there were other things that he needed to figure out for himself.

After all, it was his mother, and he was the son who had to deal with what she had done to him.

Amber knew this too, so when she heard him say he wanted to go back to the study, instead of rejected, she nodded and

agreed.

She was sure, however, that by her own persuasion he would soon come out of it.

So, she was not worried that he was locked up alone.

"Okay. I'll call you at lunch." Amber looked at Jared and said.

Jared nodded and turned back toward his study.

Amber saw him go into the study and called Mrs. Lyon back.

Just as she watched him, Mrs. Lyon hung up the phone because she didn't pick up.

Now she would call her.

In the study, Jared closed the door and stood with his back against the door. He closed his eyes slightly, raised his hand

and pinched the bridge of his nose, looking tired.

Both physically and mentally.

He always believed that although he was a child born to his mother in exchange for freedom, his mother loved him and her feelings for him were pure without any other things in it.

But now he knew how wrong he was.

His mother loved him, but her love was not pure. At least he was nowhere near as important to his mother as Connor

Stockert.

His mother groomed him to look like Connor Stockert. In his mother's mind, it didn't matter whether the son had his own personatity as long as he could comfort her for not seeing her lover.

In order to make his mother happy, in order to let her not disappointed, he tried to become gentle, although he did not like

this.

Just because his mother liked it.

Because he knew that his mother was not happy at all in the Farrell family after she married his father, he wanted her to be

happy, even if he needed to become something he didn't like.

But in the end, it was all a lie, all a lie!

Jared had his head down and his hands were clasped together at his side. His arms trembled slightly from the exertion, the

veins in the back of his hands swelled, and his breath was horribly cold.

He didn't doubt What Amber said. He even believed it right away.

In the past, he had a feeling that his mother was looking at someone else through him. He just couldn't prove it, so he

thought he was wrong.

Now that Amber said he used to be the exact same character as Connor Stockert, he knew he didn't see or feel wrong.

She was watching people through him because he was a stand-in for Connor Stockert.

Substitute!

What an ironic word.

Jared Farrell, the head of the Farrell family, would one day be someone else's substitute.

And that man might even be the man who killed his father!

He could not forgive his mother's behavior.

He would still respect her, but he would never love her again!

No one could accept being a stand-in for another person.

He certainly couldn't!

His mother used him as a stand-in. She didn't fully accept him as her son, and she didn't love him with all her heart.

It didn't matter. He didn't want it anymore.

He was loved now, Little Leaf, and his grandmother, and they all loved him.

After Little Leaf knew that he was cultivated in accordance with others, she could immediately forget the past that left her a

deep memory of him and accept the new him now.

This feeling was enough to let him remember for a lifetime!

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