I Shouldn't Love Him
I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 19

Gabriel’s POV

My room is only lit by the fine light of the moon. She is there, lying on my bed.

I only take off my t-shirt because it is better that I stay in jogging pants in front of her.

I approach her discreetly, and climb onto the bed, right next to her.

His body immediately tenses, and I can see that the movement of his breathing accelerates.

I lie down on my side, just like her, I have a crazy desire to bring her closer to me and take her in my arms but I don’t move.

I concentrate on the regular movement of his breathing, of his fruity scent which tempts my nostrils.

She finally turns around to face me, her big doe eyes meet mine which devour her entirely.

Her gaze lowers for a few seconds on my bare torso then deviates towards mine, she bites her lower l*p, I don’t know how to interpret this gesture but it puts me beside myself.

My index finger runs along her tempting neck, I feel her shiver at this simple contact, which delights me enormously.

I run my hand through her hair and with a quick movement I remove the elastic that is stifling her beautiful blonde mane.

Her long golden locks naturally frame her angelic face, the t-shirt too big for her reveals her neck and shoulder which are just waiting to be marked, her luscious lips are parted and her innocent eyes stare at me with a glow. ardent.

Her natural beauty upsets me, does she know how crazy she drives me?

I take a lock of her soft hair which I wrap around my index finger and then inhale deeply, just perfect!

Without further ado, I place my arm firmly around her waist and I pull her towards me so that her plump chest touches my feverish chest.

“Gabriel,” she whispers.

Yes my dear, I love it when you pronounce my name like that.

I frame her cheek with my hand and place a long k**s on her forehead, she gradually relaxes when my nose rubs tenderly against hers.

Her breath mixes wonderfully with mine, I am only a few centimeters from her lips, from her look I guess that she is waiting for me to devour them.

I only brush against them, several times, I want her to break down…

I tense up a little when her long fingers timidly run over my torso, she then caresses my abs which she devours with her eyes.

Her caresses stop at my navel, then she leans towards me and places her soft lips on my Adam’s apple, a growl leaves my throat and she giggles the little devil.

I let her do it, breathing heavily, her lips roam my neck unbearably slowly, she is looking for me!

I surround her thin waist and turn her around so that she is lying on her back and I place myself above her, leaning on my elbows so as not to crush her.

I lean towards her and eagerly capture her tempting lips.

She doesn’t react for the first few seconds, but she immediately lets herself go, her lips move perfectly with mine, they meet, seek each other, tease each other. I grip her h*p tightly and deepen our k**s.

She wraps her arms around my neck bringing me closer to her body, she m***s softly when I bite her lower l*p and my tongue comes into contact with hers which I taste and suck greedily.

We k**s again and again, my hands wander a lot more over her body with its perfect curves.

She runs her hand over my mane and pulls on it to push me away and take her breath and mine.

– Mess ! , I growled.

His breathing is heavy, I don’t take the time to catch my breath as I lean over and nestle in the crook of his neck.

She shivers completely when I place wet k****s on her burning skin, her smell is pleasant, her soft skin makes me lose my mind.

A m**n leaves his lips when I gently bite his shoulder and then my tongue runs over the bite as if to ease the pain. I feel terribly hot.

I sit up slightly, caress his cheek and k**s him tenderly.

I remove my lips from hers, and cover her with a look filled with tenderness.

My hand at her h*p, curiously intrudes under her t-shirt, caresses her stomach extremely slowly, without ever taking my eyes off her.

She doesn’t push me away, she wants to know how far I will go.

I pull up her t-shirt and savor with my eyes this part of her body, several moles cover her milky skin and this piercing, damn.

I lean over to place a k**s there, which makes her shiver. My mouth wanders all over the place, as for her, she clings to my shoulders.

She tenses up a little when my tongue plays with her navel… her piercing.

She m***s louder, that f*****g sound that turns me on to no end and a wild growl escapes my throat.

I then stop, approach his face to place a k**s on his temple and place my forehead against his.

— I want it badly…but I won’t go any further, I whispered.

I lie on my back and pull her by the arm so that she is against me.

His head is resting against my chest and I run a hand over his hair which I begin to caress.

“Thank you,” she whispers.

I will wait for Liya, I will wait for the right moment. When you’re ready! When you belong to me.

I stretch for a long time, yawning until my jaw drops.

I get up from the bed, a smile stretches my lips when I see on the coffee table, a tray on which is a glass of orange juice, pastries, toast, um. a true delight! I take the paper placed next to it and read it.

“Good morning Liya..I had to leave early because I have my internship this morning, enjoy your meal :)”

I bite my lower l*p to stop smiling. I enjoyed the night we spent, I’m very happy that he respected me! Now I no longer doubt it, I like Gabriel.

I left Gabriel’s house a good ten minutes ago, I now replace myself in front of my house.

I hope my mother isn’t there. I enter our house with a heavy heart. There is no noise. I quickly cross the long living room when I come across an imposing figure.. Xavier!

He is sitting comfortably on the sofa and is focused in front of his computer.

He doesn’t bother

to raise his head in my direction, he simply ignores me! Perfect then, I rush to my room.

I head to the balcony to get some air. I take out a cigarette which I smoke immediately. The street is still deserted at this time, and the wind is blowing lightly this morning.

I take a deep drag of my cigarette when a large hand grabs it quickly.

I replace myself face to face with my future father-in-law.

He hands me a cup of tea, I stare at him with raised eyebrows, stunned by his gesture, I hesitate to accept but finally take it, thanking him.

I take a sip of my tea and I’m surprised that he added the perfect amount of sugar for me.

I dare to glance in his direction and I am surprised to see that he is smoking my cigarette.

—How long have you been smoking?

His face is in profile, he looks far in front of him, his fleshy lips close around the cigarette and the way he exhales the smoke is so sensual.. – I don’t remember anymore, he replied in his deep

voice .

I simply nod, carefully avoiding looking at him. A long time passes, neither of us speaks and strangely this silence is not unpleasant.

– You’re better ? , he asks .

What if I get better?! I myself don’t know. In response, I simply shrug my shoulders.

He turns towards me, his gaze examining me from top to bottom. His jaw tenses, I don’t know why! Or rather I would say that it’s because of Gabriel’s clothes.

His gaze lingers on my chest, then he closes his eyes for a moment and calls out to me in a hoarse voice.

— Change, Liya.

I wrap my arms around my chest, I realize that I am without a bra… shit!

He doesn’t say a word, he walks around me and goes inside.

I stay there motionless.

He doesn’t glance at me and thus disappears from my field of vision….