Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 25

Maya

I put Axel in his crib and turned on the baby monitor before leaving his room and closing the door. I walked towards the kitchen stretching my arms, I was wearing sweaty socks and sweatpants, combined with a sweatshirt that left part of my belly uncovered.

I went into the kitchen and opened the fridge, looking for something to cook. I had a sore body.

That day I decided to start my shift early and I was in the middle of the chaos of the emergency room. I spent the whole day running from one side of the ER to the other, and now my muscles were aching.

I took some vegetables and placed it on the sink when the intercom of the apartment rang, I jumped for the surprise.

I immediately said to the device “Who is it?” I asked insecurely.

It was after eight o’clock and I didn’t wait for anyone so it was very strange for me.

“The man of your dreams” the low, guttural voice gave me a shiver all over my body.

“Nate?”

“Were you expecting someone else?” he asked in a hoarse voice.

“Certainly not you, how did you get my address?” I asked doubtfully.

“Don’t get touchy and open up, I’ve got food with me,” he said, snorting.

I rolled my eyes and opened the door to the building. I wasn’t dressed the best way but I was too tired to change.

From the corridor I heard the elevator doors open so I opened the door of my apartment and I placed myself with one side crossing my arms to the chest.

Nate came out of the elevator with a take-away bag in his hand. He smiled at me and approached me before kissing my lips, as if nothing had happened, before passing me and entering in my apartment.

I shook my head and closed the door behind me as Nate took off his coat and hung it in the proper place.

“Axel?” he asked.

“He sleeps,” I answered, going to the kitchen.

Nate hurried to follow me and put the envelope on the table while I took some glasses and water.

“To what do I owe the obligation of this visit?” I asked as I put the glasses on the table.

“You stood me up last night, May,” Nate said taking the silverware.

“I didn’t think I had to keep my evenings free in case your grace needed a hole to fill,” I answered with sarcasm.

Nate froze and looked at me in shock, “Savage Sheppar” said, “I’m not just looking for you to f**k Maya, I just wanted to spend time with you. That’s it”.

I raised an eyebrow while he sat with nocchalance.

“Ah yes?” I asked doubtfully.

“Do you think I come here just for your p***y?” he asked almost hurt.

“Isn’t that right?” I crossed my arms and watched him take the containers with our dinner.

“We don’t have to have s*x. I mean, if you want to rip my clothes off and ride my c**k like an a****n, be my guest, but if you don’t want to do anything, that’s fine. I didn’t want to be home alone. That’s all,” he said as he began to eat.

I sat down next to him and took a container of soy spaghetti, began to eat in silence.

“So what?” I asked.

“What?”

“Why all this need for company?” I told him I kept eating.

“A difficult case in the office. I got tired and the idea of going home and being alone wasn’t attractive” he replied, taking a sip of water.

Nate started talking nonstop about his case, and all the issues he was experiencing as I continued to eat and listened to him. Nate loved his work. You could tell by the way he talked about it, and for me, listening to him was just a pleasure. Her deep voice gave me peace of mind, in a way I never had with anyone, not even with Brad.

At some point we moved to the couch, Nate had a glass of wine while I drank my coke. I put my elbow on the back of the couch and my chin on my arm as I watched him talk and describe all the cases he was dealing with at that time. He told me about his college days, and I told him about nursing school, avoiding the Brad speech, and my desire to do pediatrics and open a pediatric office.

“Why didn’t you go on to medical school?” he asked me by placing the chalice on the coffee table in front of the sofa and taking my glass, placing it next to his.

“After a few months I started, I found out I was pregnant. I could have continued, but being alone, working in the hospital and then caring for a child would not have given me time to study”, I admitted looking at him.

Nate put himself in the same position as me and looked at me.

“Why don’t you start again?”

“Why don’t you start again?”

“Axel is still too small, the hospital work keeps me busy most of the day, I can’t leave work otherwise I couldn’t survive and I don’t think I have time to start studying again,” I said, shrugging.

“You can always ask your parents for help. I don’t think Mr and Mrs Sheppar would refuse to help you,” he said, reaching out for the chalice.

“Yes, I know, but I can’t weigh on them, not with Axel. It was my choice, not theirs, I have to take care of myself”.

Nate put the glass back on the table and put it back in the same position as me. He reached out his hand and laid it on my cheek, stroking the skin under my eye with his thumb. I leaned to his touch as my body was shaken with chills, from the skin that came into contact with his finger, to the feet. I closed my eyes and let his touch accompany me and relax.

I felt his breath on my lips and then touch it with his. Sweet and delicate. He brushed his lips with mine once again, just a slight touch, without any s****l background, before walking away from me. But I was faster, so I put my hand in his hair and drew him back to me, and I pressed my lips against his.

Nate was a little surprised by my assault, he opened his lips and I took the opportunity to stick my tongue in his mouth and send it to collide with his.

If Nate had been stuck before, as soon as our tongues touched, he rushed at me, sticking his fingers in my hair and pushing my mouth against his. I surrounded his neck with my arms and pushed my body against his. Nate grabbed my butt and straddled me while I pulled his head back and devoured his mouth with mine as I rotated my pelvis on his crotch, making a low, guttural sound.

I took off from his mouth and rushed down his neck, kissing and licking him as I continued to move my pelvis over him, feeling his hard e******n pressing against my center, sending my body on fire and making me m**n.

He grabbed me by the h**s and I accompanied my movements on him, my center rubbing against his hard c**k, making us both quiver.

I pulled away from his neck and put my lips on his forehead, closing my eyes as I began to m**n uncontrollably as Nate did. I felt the pleasure pervade me and I increased the movements on him while Nate held me tight by the h**s, grabbing the bare skin of my h**s and moaning.

My body began to be shaken by spasms, as I felt the climax of pleasure approaching. I grabbed at Nate’s hair, sticking my fingers in strands as a low g***n escaped my leprosy and my body trembled with pleasure and the o****m pervaded me like a wave, sending my body on fire.

Nate pushed my h**s against him again, and then I felt him tremble beneath me as a g***n escaped from his lips.

Our o*****s turned us upside down and left us breathless, I felt my p***y throbbing and the fabric of my pants getting wet and colliding with the fabric of Nate’s pants.

“f**k,” I said while my body was still shaking.

“God,” Nate replied, putting his hands under my shirt and stroking my back skin, “I never came in my pants,” he said with a sigh.

I pulled away from him and stuck my fingers in his black hair, pulled his head back and rushed on his lips, ravenous.

Nate replied to my k**s, with the same voracity that I expressed, before taking me by my h**s and throwing me with my back on the sofa, he spread my legs and slipped in between me while he put his hands under my shirt and grabbed my breasts, teasing them and making me m**n, I reached out my hands and started unbuttoning his pants while he grabbed my n*****s.

I lowered his pants slightly, his boxer was wet and his d**k was visible and hard again. I freed him and began to massage him up and down, then I passed the thumb tip on the tip and collected the drop of s***m that had come out, I removed the hand and replaced it with the other while I carried my thumb to my mouth and licked the drop of his c*m.

I looked up and I met Nate’s blue eyes, darkened by desire, looking at my thumb in my mouth. I felt him quiver against my hand as he pulled himself up, kneeling between my legs. I let go of his c**k and watched him bend his head.

I opened pants, the c**k outside while Nate was taking off his shirt with frenzy. He took his wallet out of his pants pocket and grabbed a condom before throwing his wallet on the floor. I laughed and took off my shirt, throwing it to the ground while Nate took off his pants and boxers in one movement.

He remained between my legs, in all his wonderful nakedness, while I took off my pants and panties, throwing them on the ground together with his clothes.

Nate smiled mischievously and grabbed his d**k with his hand, slowly pumping. I followed the movement of his hand, with ravenous eyes as I licked my lips. He kept massaging himself slowly as he leaned towards me, placing a hand next to my head to keep his balance as he held his d**k close to my center and rubbed it against me and made me g***n.

Slowly and relentlessly he began to rub his c**k against my p***y, also rubbing it against my c******s as we both g*****d relentlessly. I put my hands on his shoulders and threw my head back, feeling the o****m coming back up again. I closed my eyes and bit my lips to avoid screaming at the top of my throat as Nate increased his movements and bent down to grab a n****e between my lips.

My body tensed and I squeezed my legs around Nate’s h**s as the o****m swept over me again, I held my hand in front of my mouth and bit my index finger as I opened my eyes and looked down, watching as Nate’s d**k moved against me until he too got stiff and came, spraying everything on my belly and accompanying it with a g***n.

Only that vision almost made me come again, as Nate emptied himself on me and closed his eyes, groaning relentlessly. I put my hands back on his shoulders and pulled him to me, kissing him again as he g*****d and trembled against my body.

“Nate,” I said between k****s, “Inside. Now,” I ordered.

He pulled himself up and tore the condom before putting it on and coming back to me. He joined our lips while with a strong thrust, he pushed inside of me, completely and up to the hilt. I almost got away with a little cry, but he covered it with his mouth.

Without wasting time he began to move in and out, while I surrounded his waist with my legs tightening him as much as I could. His rhythm was relentless, every push was out. He’d come out almost completely, and then he’d come back in hard, slamming his pelvis against mine as our tongues raged.

Suddenly, he came out completely and flipped me over on the sofa, making me end up on my hands and knees before grabbing my h**s and pushing back into me, going deeper from that angle. I bit my lips, avoiding screaming as he stuck his hand in my hair and kept pushing inside me. I met him with every push, slamming my butt against his pelvis, while the sound of our bodies uniting filled the room and covered the sound of our choked-up m***s.

He put a hand around my neck and pulled me up, slamming my back against his sweaty chest, while with the other hand he wandered along my body grabbing a breast and holding it.

He passed his thumb over my lower l*p as his chest slammed against my back with every furious push. I turned my head to the side and caught his lips with mine, sticking my tongue in his mouth as he dropped his hand down my abdomen and then went to caress my c******s, while the pleasure stretched out all over my flushed and sweaty body.

Nate took his hand off my neck and moved my hair to the side as I closed my eyes savoring his fingers rubbing against my c******s and the feeling of him entering and exiting from my body.

My body began to stiffen, as Nate g*****d in my ear lascivious words, bringing me higher and higher, until the o****m overwhelmed me for the third time, so intense that I could see the stars as my body trembled inexorably, impossible to stop.

Nate pushed even more fiercely inside me, riding my o****m, before sinking completely with a guttural sound and emptying inside me, the body attached to mine, the wheezing breath.

I grabbed to the back of the sofa with one hand, while the other I placed on Nate’s between my legs, trying to recover my breath, while he rested his forehead on my shoulder and breathed anxiously.

Neither of us was talking, all around us was silence and the sound of our breaths.

Nate slipped out of me as I threw myself on the couch, turning around on my back. I watched Nate as he took off the used condom and rolled it up, throwing it to the ground, before lying on me, standing between my legs and resting my forehead in the recess of my neck, breathing my smell mixed with his. I surrounded his neck with his arms and began to pass my hands over the sweaty, sensitive skin of his back.

We stayed so still. Without any words. With the sound of our heartbeats speaking for us.