Love Or Lust?
Chapter 5 Locan

“Well, it’s like this, I was working with Elijah and then god show me Aries”

“Who the fuck is Aries?” He asks “You’re kissed Elijah haven’t you god pissed at you again”

“I did a lot more than just kiss Elijah” I say “But that not all I’ve been…”

“You mean Aries and you have been playing around behind Elijah back who is he?”

“It’s not like that” I say “Aries is a half breed who has blind sited me for years” I look at him “Nemesis made him”

“How is that possible?” He looks at me “You made them cunts have no dicks”

“I know that” I say “That’s not the problem, I can’t think straight”

“Fuck, you mean with Aries, I have an idea just fuck him and you might be able to think again, or we could just kill Aries”

“Killing Aries is not an option” I say “I don’t know what to do anymore”

“I’ll come with you to earth, and we’ll work out what the fuck is going on”

“Thank you but we will have to go now” I look at Locan “As I left Aries and Elijah fighting on a roof”

“You should have started by telling me that first” He says laughing at me “Let’s go sort these two naughty boys out”

We fly out of hell to replace the place I left Aries and Elijah fighting. We get there and the two of them are going to end killing each other. Locan sit down and watches them fighting as if he was watching a film. I look at Locan he see that I’m not happy with this.

“Right, what’s going on here?” Locan shouts which shakes this place down. “Don’t tell me you both want Apha”

“Locan”

“Don’t speak Elijah” Locan looks straight at him “Apha is my sister and she has already told me about you two”

“Wait a minute”

“Aries Apha told me about you too” Locan turns and looks at him “Now you two can kill each other for all I care but I’m here cuz I should have been from the beginning” He looks at me “I never know what you see in these two an angel and a daphire”

“Don’t start Locan, you’re here to help me”

“As if you can’t see Apha” He says “You’re in love with a half breed you were never in love with an angel, you just like playing games with him”

“Locan it…”

“Don’t give me that your demon born but the human side will always win”

“I need to replace Nemesis”

“When you can’t think” Locan knows me better then I know myself “Talk sense he’ll kill you when you’re like this”

“I said I was going to sort this so that’s what I’m going to do” I say I look at Locan “keep them two from killing each other” I fly off. Just, to get my head screw on. I end up back on the bridge looking out at the sea. God was right I did brake Elijah not intentionally. I sit down the tears falling from my eyes. I turn and I see Aries “Your support to be with Locan”

“Shh goddesses shouldn’t cry” He says pulling me close into his chest. Holding me tight he’s full of bruises all because I can’t get my head into gear. If only he knew what he is doing to me. Does he know? He kisses me on my head I don’t want him to let me go. He cups my face and kisses my lips. “I know” Know what? “Locan told me everything, why couldn’t you tell me?” I can’t speak I just want to stay in this moment for a little longer. How can I tell him? I don’t even know the words myself “I want you to want me the way I want you.” I pull away.

“You are making me go crazy”

“I’m making you crazy” He looks at me “Tell me you don’t feel nothing for me”

“I can’t do that” I wish I could maybe then I would be able to think straight “I want you in many ways, but I can’t think straight with you here”

“Really you think this is easy for me” He says, “I didn’t even know you until now, yet I feel like this when I’m near you” I look at him “I’m a monster because of you, you get bord and decide to make creatures like Nemesis what were you thinking then?” He looks at me. I know he is right I shouldn’t have made them. But who the fuck does he think he is? Talking to me like that? Does he know I could hurt him? I go to leave I’m not listening to this. “Go on just leave then” I turn and look at him.

“I could hurt you” I snap back at him “I could even kill you”

“Then do it” He shouts back “Apha I’m dangerous I could cause some real damage”

“I don’t care”

“I think you do and that’s why you can’t face me” He says walking towards me “come with me”

“Where?” I say I look into those eyes, and I know I want to go with him. But I know I need time to think. Just then I see where he wants to take me. I walk toward him and he looking into my eyes, and I can see perfectly. “You scare”

“No”

“Then prove it” He’s straight in front of me his hands on my face and he kisses me so sweetly with so much passion I can barely breath. I know this is real. But why now? I get distracted by how deep this is. But how can I be in love I don’t even know him. Maybe God was right I’m my mother daughter nothing more than a demon.

“Don’t think” He say “Just be here with me live in this moment and we’ve got entirety to do everything” He’s on point I have to say this boy is sending me mad is it lust or is this real love? “Apha” I look in his eyes and just get lost in them. I know this perfect moment won’t last. He kiss me I wrap myself around him, I don’t want to let him go “Keep tight hold” He jumps off the bridge with me wrap round him, “Do you trust me?”

“Yes” I replace myself saying. I know he could just let go of me at any time, yet I’m put my whole trust in him. It’s like I have forgetting what he is, daphire and just like me he has a human side to him. But I know I would die for him; he is my king and mine alone. Why do I feel anything for him? “Now my king what were we going to play”

With a smile he looks at me “Shh wait and replace out we’re not even at the right place to play games” ith that I look up at him and smile.