(Mis)fortune
: Chapter 7

When I woke, my head ached from too much crying the night before. I hadn’t planned to fall asleep.

Both boys still snuggled beside me, oblivious. Weak light peeked around the window shade. Rain tapped on the roof in a steady rhythm.

Sneaking from bed, I checked the clock in the kitchen. Not that time really mattered. I listlessly sat on one of the stools and dropped my head into my hands. At least in this prison, they allowed us to go outside, I thought.

A soft knock startled me, and I spun around on the stool. I stared at the door, wondering if they’d already called Blake. The bubble of safety I’d once felt no longer existed.

The knock sounded again, making me flinch and forcing me off the stool. I drifted to the door. Fear weighted my stomach as I set my hand on the knob. I wanted to cry again. Instead, I pulled the door open.

Emmitt stood in the hall. Freshly showered, he still didn’t look like he’d slept or shaved. He took in my puffy, red eyes with a quick glance and stepped into the apartment without invitation.

“Michelle,” he breathed. “I’m sorry.” He wrapped me in his unwanted embrace.

I didn’t have a chance to fight his touch as I slipped into another premonition.

I stood in an empty bedroom. A king-sized bed with a white, down comforter monopolized the space. Two towels sat on the bed. Folded into the shape of swans, they faced each other to form a heart with their heads and necks. A black, white, and brown abstract painting hung on the wall above the bed. To the left, long black and brown patterned curtains dominated the wall.

Emmitt strode through the door on my right. In his arms, he cradled a woman dressed only in a robe. They were completely lip-locked. Emotions warred in me, mostly my physical attraction to him against my good common sense.

Then, I realized he carried me and gasped. My fingers tangled in his hair, fisting it to hold him in place. The groaning noise the other me made caused me to blush in embarrassment.

When Emmitt gently laid me on the bed, I tried to look away, but my gaze drifted back. Because of my discomfort, I missed what I said, but heard Emmitt’s reply.

“It hurts to wait.”

I watched in shock as I bit Emmitt hard on the neck.

My heart raced wildly as the vision left me. I’d looked very much in love and happy. He’d been completely ecstatic when I’d bitten him. Definitely not how I’d look if someone bit me.

Emmitt still held me in his arms. I struggled to breathe. Not because he held me tight. No, his gentle hold didn’t hurt in the least. A monster held me. One I would bite. Were these visions really the future, or were they a warning?

“Give me three weeks,” he said, oblivious to what I’d just witnessed. “Stay. Give me a chance. Get to know me. If you can’t accept me after three weeks, I will help you go wherever you want to keep you safe from whatever you’re running from.”

I pulled away at his words, and he let me go. Taking a step back, I put space between us. Did he really not know? He watched me calmly, his expression not revealing his thoughts. I looked down at the floor, my mind working quickly.

Blake’s teeth elongated. So did Emmitt’s. Emmitt had shown me more, though. Could they be different? No. I didn’t believe in that much of a coincidence. How could two people do the same thing and not be the same?

If I didn’t believe in coincidence, then meeting Emmitt at the diner had been a setup. But how could it? I’d driven randomly. Granted, they’d tracked my car, but how could they know where I’d stop. And, Emmitt had been halfway through his meal.

I remembered the way he’d looked at me. He’d frozen in surprise as much as I had. I started thinking of the things he’d done since we’d met. He’d helped us run, found us a place to sleep, offered us a place to stay, bought us toothbrushes, watched movies with me, played with the boys, built a swing set, and made me feel safe. None of that matched with what I knew of Blake and his men. They wouldn’t have done anything remotely nice like Emmitt had. I’d told Frank to stuff himself and ended up pinned to a wall. I’d kicked and elbowed Emmitt, and his only response had been to hold me gently while he begged me to listen.

I peeked up at Emmitt’s solemn face. Perhaps, if there were a lot of them out there, he really didn’t know Blake. Though part of me worried that there might be an untold number of them in existence, I also realized that abundance might work to my advantage. Emmitt could truly be the help I needed. Could I learn something useful from him? Learn what I was up against?

Before I grew too hopeful, the memory of the last premonition swamped me, and my insides twitched as if I’d consumed too much caffeine. If I stayed, would that be my fate? To be with Emmitt?

“What are you?” I asked, afraid of the answer.

He smiled slightly, maybe nervously. “The most common name would be werewolf, but we’re not the ones from legend. Not really.”

Werewolf. I recalled those men as they sat at the dinner table, ate, and eyed me hungrily. The details of my past four years scared me.

Emmitt continued a quiet litany of his characteristics unaware of my train of thought.

“We change when we want to, mostly as a defense, not because of the moon. We eat like everyone else. Pancakes rank as my favorite food in case you haven’t noticed. We’re the same as humans, but enhanced. I hear better, see better, can move faster, am stronger, and heal rapidly. And I’m not an organ donor for obvious reasons.”

I blinked as I remembered I’d noted that fact when I’d looked at his driver’s license. Did he see everything? He watched me closely, now.

I hated not knowing what to do. A premonition about his alliance, or lack thereof, to Blake would have been better than the soap opera I’d witnessed.

Behind me, I heard Aden softly call my name.

“It’s supposed to rain today,” Emmitt said quietly. “I pulled a few more games from the basement if you want me to bring them up.”

I shook my head. I wanted nothing from any of them, not now, maybe not ever. He gave me one last look then left, closing the door softly.

Rubbing my puffy eyes, I contemplated the closed door. Did the premonition change my determination to leave? No. Maybe. The way he acted confused me. I sighed and turned to look at Aden who hovered in the hallway.

“I’m hungry. Can we go by Jim’s?” he asked hopefully.

“Not today, buddy. Let’s eat breakfast up here.” So I can plan a way out for all of us.

Liam stumbled into the kitchen as I poured cereal into two bowls. While they crunched, I dressed and cautiously slipped through the French doors onto the porch.

Rain fell lightly on the roof. Dry under its protection, I leaned over the railing to look for my truck. It sat next to Nana’s car. So tempting, yet not. Emmitt’s secret terrified me, but he didn’t. Why did he have to be one of them? I was either living in the safest place or the second most dangerous. If they truly didn’t know about Blake, who better to help me? Emmitt’s litany of strengths rang in my ears. And if they did know about Blake, or were working with him, this was still better than Richard’s house.

Still looking at the truck, I frowned. Jim should have taken it to work already.

“I wouldn’t have told you,” Jim said softly, walking around the corner of the house.

Startled, I whirled to face him. He wore a sad smile. Seeing him didn’t send a shock of fear through me as it should have. It was hard to fear someone who always teased or laughed.

“I would have waited for the fear in your eyes to leave. I would have given you a chance to know me better.” He leaned on the rail beside me looking out at the yard. “But not telling you felt like a lie to him. And he couldn’t stand lying to you.”

I looked at Jim then glanced at both ends of the porch, wondering who else hid just around the corners.

“It’s just me,” he assured me. He nodded toward the garage below. “He’s in there.”

The door gaped open, but I couldn’t see anything within the shadowed interior. It didn’t matter, though. I knew whom he meant.

“So, are you going to stay?” he asked bluntly.

I thought about asking for the keys. “Why should I?” I said instead.

“Because whoever you’re running from is still out there. Here, you’re safe, whether you believe it now or not. Because we care about you…he cares about you.”

A part of me did a tiny little cheer hearing that. Still, I worried what it meant.

Jim straightened to his full height and looked me in the eye with a stern and serious expression. “Can I have some cereal, too?”

Through the doors, Aden shouted his approval. I slowly nodded, coming to terms with several facts.

First, Blake did still lurk out there somewhere.

Second, the actions of an individual or even a handful of individuals within a race…er, species…shouldn’t be used to pass judgement on the entire species. That didn’t mean I was willing to risk the safety of my brothers by trusting Emmitt, Jim, and Nana. Yet, I couldn’t ignore the fact that they’d given me no reason not to trust them other than showing me they grow fur, too. Blake, on the other hand, had given me so many reasons not to trust him. And, that was before he had even shown me his fur.

If Blake and the people here were the same, would it be wise to pass up the opportunity to learn about their kind while we were still relatively safe? Between the opportunity to learn more, the potential protection they could offer, and the way we’d been treated so far, the reasons to stay outweighed the reasons to leave. But, not by much.

Lastly, maybe I wanted to stay because I was curious about Emmitt and the vision.

I joined the boys inside and watched them laugh when Jim fished out a mixing bowl as his cereal bowl.

He stayed with us for the rest of the morning, acting as an indoor jungle gym. The boys climbed all over him, used him as a horse, had him hold blankets while they built a fort, fed him, of course, then settled down to watch fuzzy cartoons with him. The rain continued to fall. Without Jim, I would have gone crazy with their energy.

I watched how he interacted and reacted to the boys’ antics. In his eyes, I saw the typical amusement but also concern when Liam accidently rolled into Aden, causing Aden to cry. He acted nothing like Blake. Heck, he acted nothing like David who was human. It helped further ease my concern about my lost determination to leave.

Before lunch, Jim apologized and said he needed to go back downstairs. With sad eyes, we all watched him go. Werewolf or not, I was glad he’d spoken to me, and I was glad he’d stayed.

The afternoon progressed slowly with Aden and Liam requiring all of my time and attention. My annoyance with them bubbled to the surface again, as it had the day before.

They fought, whined, and pouted their way to just before dinnertime when it finally stopped raining. Not caring about wet grass or mud, I nodded when Aden asked to go outside then sat in the middle of the retired warzone. Lunch shrapnel still stuck to the counters. Overturned stools blocked the hallway to the bedrooms. Cushions from the sofa littered the floor.

Jim found me in the same spot fifteen minutes later.

“Rough afternoon?” he asked grinning.

“I think I’m ready to start drinking,” I tiredly joked as I threw a cushion closer to its home.

“I’ll make you a deal. You cook me something, and I’ll watch the kids for you.”

“Deal.” I didn’t care if I just made a deal with the devil. I’d lock Aden in a room myself if I had to spend another ten minutes with him. As soon as I had that thought, I felt horrible.

Jim ducked back into the hall and bellowed downstairs that I would make dinner. Then, he disappeared, leaving me with my guilty thoughts. Outside, I heard faint, childish cheering. I drifted to the porch and watched Jim run out the door and chase Aden and Liam around the swing set. Jim’s low laugh reached me on the third story. It didn’t feel fake. He enjoyed spending time with them. These people seemed so real. Please let them be just as they seem. Please don’t let them turn out to be like Blake. I turned away from their play, an act of trust that filled me with apprehension.

After straightening the apartment back to its original state, I went to the refrigerator to examine the ingredients. Whatever I made, I needed a lot of it. I wondered if Jim’s and Emmitt’s appetites had to do with what they were.

For dinners with Blake, he’d always provided me with a strict menu along with the required quantities, expecting me to cook it all. The largess made more sense now as did his pickiness. I’d learned to hone my cooking skills after he’d criticized my first few attempts. He’d smelled the hint of scorch on a batch of biscuits even though I’d thrown away the burnt ones.

I opened the freezer and pulled out the five-pound package of ground beef to start it defrosting.

“Can I help?” Emmitt asked from the door.

My stomach flipped with joy at the sound of his voice. I glanced at him. He casually leaned against the wall just inside the door, watching me with a wary, yet hopeful, gaze.

My heart hammered, and I frowned. It was easier dealing with Jim because I had no particular reaction to him. Emmitt divided me. He pulled me in too close without even trying and that scared me as much as it thrilled me. Avoiding him would be safer. At least, until I sorted out my reactions to him and gave the vision of us more thought. It hadn’t exactly enforced his claim that he just wanted to be friends.

As I took a breath to politely decline, he held up a bottle that he’d held half-hidden behind his leg.

“I also brought up wine. Jim said you needed it.”

“One glass,” Nana called loudly up the stairs.

Emmitt grinned at me and winked. His boyish smile and dimple disarmed me, and I found myself nodding. He didn’t hesitate. He left the door open and joined me in the kitchen. Darn it! Why had I nodded?

He found the biggest glass in the cupboard and filled it to the top with wine.

“You don’t have to drink any,” he said when he caught my look.

I picked up the glass and took a large swallow. It wasn’t my first glass of wine. Blake had insisted on wine at the table and me drinking it. I didn’t mind the taste or the mellow feeling that followed after a few sips. But I knew better than to drink the whole thing. I couldn’t afford the resulting dull senses.

The microwave beeped. I turned the meat, removed the thawed pieces, and put them into a large bowl. Then, I washed my hands and tossed Emmitt an onion with a request to chop it.

We worked together to assemble meatloaf. Eggs, oats, spices, ketchup, onion, and brown sugar crowded in the bowl along with a growing pile of meat. Emmitt mixed while I dug out a pan.

Each time I came back to the counter, I took another sip. The wine did its job, and I began to relax. I realized just how much when I opened my mouth to ask for pepper and said something else entirely.

“He locked them in their room when he got tired of them.” I froze and stared at my hands. I couldn’t believe what I’d just said. Obviously, I still felt guilty about my own thoughts in regard to locking Aden in a room.

The water ran behind me briefly. Then he touched my shoulder, turning me toward him. Standing a foot apart, I tilted my head a bit to meet his eyes. He didn’t look at me with pity or any other emotion I could name. But something in his face, understanding maybe, caused a dam to break.

“My mom died just after Aden was born. My stepfather, their dad, died two days before I saw you at that diner. I’m all my brothers have. I won’t let them be locked in a room again.”

He didn’t touch me, just stood close, listening.

“David will never get the chance,” he promised. Determination laced his voice, and his eyes took on a steely glint.

Huh? David? As I frowned at him, I realized I’d never spoken about Blake, and a spark of hope that he really had nothing to do with Blake surfaced again. I studied him and tried to read the truth from his face. I couldn’t see truth or lie, but I saw a flash of something else as his eyes met mine. Tenderness.

“I’m not afraid of David.” I turned away, poured the rest of my wine into the sink, then put the meatloaf in the oven.

Emmitt said nothing.

I dug out a bag of potatoes and started peeling. He stayed by my side and worked through the pile with me. It hurt to be so close to him. My stomach wouldn’t settle down. But I didn’t move away.

I washed dishes in the silence of the apartment and exhaled a sigh. Outside, the boys cried encouragement to Jim and Emmitt.

With a hot dishrag, I began to wash the counter after I lifted the wine bottle out of the way. Downstairs, Aden erupted in a fit of giggles. Playing with a werewolf. No, werewolves. My brothers were playing with werewolves. I grimaced at the thought and continued to wash the counter, wiping away the remains of a dinner that had gone well. Jim had brought the boys upstairs, and they’d served themselves as Nana joined us. Everyone had been nice. It felt like a family. The thought turned my stomach to ice because I knew what I was doing. I was deciding to stay—to live—with three werewolves. What exactly did that mean?

I threw the dishrag into the sink and shook my head in frustration. I needed to settle this in my head, settle what it meant for us. I needed to start asking questions. I needed to talk to Emmitt. But the thought of seeing Emmitt change again made my insides turn to Jell-O.

My eyes fell on the wine bottle he’d forgotten. More than half remained, enough to give me courage to ask hard questions and to stay and listen to scary answers. I pulled the cork back out with a pop and slugged down the remains. Lowering the bottle, I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand then washed the stove.

After a few minutes, I grew warm and the tension eased from my shoulders. Not all of it, but enough. I wished I had more wine but headed to the stairs, anyway. I wasn’t trying to use alcohol to hide from the answers, just to make the answers less terrifying.

At the top of the stairs, I hesitated. Part of me—the part that was still listing off reasons alcohol use, when discovering the existence of werewolves, was completely reasonable—wanted to march right back into the apartment and go to sleep. The other part of me agreed. I turned to go back into the apartment and stopped myself. No. I needed answers. Better now, not later. I made a face, turned back to the staircase, and marched toward the unknown knowledge I really didn’t want to face, yet.

Emmitt was on his hands and knees being kicked in the sides by Liam with an order to giddy-up because Jim and Aden were in the lead. They raced around the porch. I didn’t envy Jim’s or Emmitt’s knees, but they didn’t seem to mind. The boys didn’t look the least bit tired.

I slipped on the sandals I kept by the front door and joined the fun on the porch. Nana sat in her chair, acting as a judge to keep the race fair.

“Ready for them to come up to bed?” Nana asked.

Aden protested loudly before he and Jim disappeared around the corner.

“Not yet.” My stomach dropped a little knowing what I needed to do. “Could you watch them a little longer? I was hoping Emmitt and I could go for a ride.”

She turned and considered me. “You smell like wine. Are you sure that’s a good idea?”

“It’s the only one I have,” I whispered miserably.

She gave me a sympathetic look. “Of course, I’ll watch them. I’ll put them to bed for you, too.”

I nodded and waited for the racers to approach again. Before I could say anything, Emmitt stopped in front of Nana, and with great disappointment, Liam dismounted. Emmitt ruffled Liam’s hair.

“This doesn’t mean they won. We’ll just need to race them again tomorrow. K, bud?”

Liam perked up at Emmitt’s promise to race again and nodded in agreement.

Emmitt turned toward me and extended his hand. Swallowing the fear the wine hadn’t killed, I touched my fingers to his.

“Nana will watch you, Liam,” I said as Emmitt wrapped his hand around mine. Liam nodded again, and Emmitt gave me a gentle, playful tug.

My heart thumped heavily as we walked to the garage. This time, I used him as a brace to mount because I was just a little unsteady. I settled on the seat, placed my feet, and reached for the bar behind me.

“No holding the bar this time,” he said, starting the bike. “Hands around me so I know you’re still with me.”

I nodded and tentatively wrapped my arms around his waist. After hesitating for a moment, I laid my hands flat on his shirt over his stomach. I could feel the hard muscle beneath, and the heat of him warmed me more than the wine had. My stomach went into freak-out mode, twisting and tumbling in a thrilling way.

He slowly pulled out of the garage, and I waved to our audience on the porch while I tried to calm my racing heart. It was hard to do when his muscles twitched under my fingers with each slight movement.

He turned left and drove for a bit. I began to relax, loving the ride.

When the bar we’d passed on the way to his house that first day came into view, I tapped his stomach and motioned for him to pull in. One more drink, and I could do this. I could ask him to show me what he meant by “werewolf” and see what Blake really was so I could start asking questions.

He pulled over to the graveled parking lot. The rather small building’s dark wood siding blended a little too well with the trees pressed up against the back of it. With a faded sign above the entrance and a flickering neon light in a window, it didn’t look like much from the outside.

“I can’t take you in there.”

“Yes, you can.” I knew I looked old enough. If they carded, we’d leave. But I really didn’t think they’d card in the sticks. I climbed off the bike.

“Nana will kill me.”

“I think you can take her,” I said sarcastically.

“You have no idea,” he muttered as he got off the bike.

He led me into the bar. Dressed in cutoffs and a tank top, I blended in well with the few patrons inside. Emmitt walked up to the bar and ordered himself a beer and two shots for me. My eyebrows rose.

“Isn’t that what you wanted? Alcohol?” He looked slightly annoyed with me as he handed me the first one.

I was dealing with the surreal weirdness of my life as best I could and didn’t much care for his attitude. Narrowing my eyes at him, I drank the tiny drink. It burned a trail down to my stomach.

“That was awful,” I said making a face. I definitely preferred wine.

The annoyance left his gaze, and his lips twitched. He nodded in agreement and handed me the second one.

“Isn’t there something better than that?”

“There is, but that will do the trick.”

I swallowed the second one quickly and waved the bartender back over to ask for a glass of water. We sat there as he nursed his beer and the fire spread through my veins.

“I think I’m ready,” I said unsteadily.

“For what, exactly?” he asked, taking a sip while he watched me.

“To get to know you.”

His eyebrows rose comically, and I realized how what I said sounded. A giggle escaped me, and my IQ dropped. The downside of liquid courage.

“Not that,” I assured him. “Like you asked.”

A fleeting sadness filled his eyes, but then he shook his head and stood, offering me a hand. I needed it.

Night had fallen when he led me back outside to his motorcycle. The ride home was dangerous and exciting. He went slow, and I held on tight. Maybe my hands wandered over his chest a bit. I wasn’t quite sure how much, though, because I couldn’t feel my fingers.

When we parked, I asked my first question. “What was in that little cup?” Darn mouth wasn’t saying what I wanted it to. Shot; I knew it was a shot.

“Tequila.”

“It didn’t taste good,” I said as I struggled to get off the bike.

He twisted and lifted me off as he stood. It was so effortless that I blinked at him in awe as he got off the bike and stood before me.

“What now?” he asked.

No lights glowed in the windows of the house. The yard light’s weak illumination just reached the garage. Enough to see, anyway.

“Show me?” I asked. My world tilted a little, and I reached out a hand to steady myself. When the world righted, I absently petted the bicep under my fingers. Lovely muscle.

“What exactly?” Emmitt’s voice rumbled quietly in front of me.

“You said you’re a werewolf. Show me what that means exactly.” I slowly blinked at him, watching the shadows the yard light cast on his face.

He studied me for a moment then reached up and gently ran his fingers down my cheek. “If I show you, will you answer some questions for me?”

I nodded gamely.

“Turn around for a second.”

I spun on my heel and almost tipped over. Giggling, I pin-wheeled my arms for a few seconds and struggled to regain my balance. When I found it, I spread my arms wide like a tightrope walker. My fingers touched fur, and I gasped and looked at my hand.

Beside me stood a huge dog. The light from the house barely glinted off the beast’s dark eyes as it watched me.

“Hi, there!” I petted its head. Then, wondering where the dog had come from, I peered around the garage looking for Emmitt.

“Did you see where he went?”

At the dog’s feet, I noticed a neat pile of clothes. Wait, weren’t those Emmitt’s clothes? I imagined a naked Emmitt running around and grinned.

I bent, picked up Emmitt’s neatly folded shirt, and held it to my face. It was still warm. I inhaled deeply and closed my eyes. He smelled so good. The dog nudged me, and I realized I’d almost drifted off to sleep.

“Good boy,” I said, patting its head again.

It harrumphed and used its teeth to try to pluck the shirt from my grasp.

“Bad!” I scolded, tapping the dog on the nose. Its head came to my chest so it wasn’t a hard reach.

Suddenly, the dog began to change, comically distorting in lurching phases. Fur disappeared, showing smooth skin. A naked expanse of man-chest.

“Oh!” I said, finally understanding. I spun on my heel, still clutching the t-shirt. The ground lurched under my feet then held steady.

The rasp of his zipper had me closing my eyes in humiliation.

“Is it too late to ask for another shot?” I whispered in mortification.

“Yep,” he confirmed from behind me, a second before he scooped me into his arms.

The world spun in slow motion, and I leaned my head against his chest. Being carried was kind of nice.

“Now, you promised to answer a few questions,” he said in soft amusement.