Anna POV

"Hello, Anna." I heard his voice after 6 months.

My body again started to tremble and my hands were shaking. I have to tighten my grip on the phone so that it won't fall.

"Hello, Anna. Are you alright? What happened?" He asked me

But I was silent. I sighed then with trembling lips replied "Hello"

I heard him sigh in relief. I can feel myself panic. Gosh, I can't have a panic attack now.

I pressed the phone to my ear by my shoulder and opened the drawer of the table.

After founding the tablet which she had prescribed me for a panic attack. I popped it inside my mouth then washed it with some water.

"Anna I missed you and our babies. Did you missed me too?" He asked me and I could hear the hope in his voice.

"I don't know." I just gave him a simple answer.

"Oh!" I can hear the hurt in his voice.

"I missed my babies so I am going to video call you. Accept it okay." He said softly.

"Okay," I said after a few minutes.

"Great," he said and cut the call.

I sighed in relief when he finishes the call. I only agree with this because he deserves to talk to his children.

They are his children too and he never hurt them. He loves them very much so I just couldn't snatch his right to be a father to our babies from him.

I know how much it hurts when the person whom you knew from the childhood that he is your father and that person ignored you.

I didn't want that for my children. They are innocent and most of all they aren't unlucky and unlovable like me.

I looked down and thought about changing the clothes as I was wearing clothes that I had worn to the college.

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But decided against it and sat quietly on the bed while waiting for his call.

After a few minutes, his phone rang. I swiped the button toward the right and hold up the screen in front of me.

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I gasped when I saw his face after 6 months. He is looking handsome as always in a black shirt and shades.

He was in a yacht or something as I can a lot of water in the background.

"Wow. You are looking beautiful Anna." He said with a soft smile.

I turned my gaze down and for the first time in my life, I have blushed after getting the compliment from him.

"Thank you" I replied softly to him.

"How are you, Anna. I heard that you are going to college." He asked me with a raised eyebrow.

I gulped hard while thinking maybe he is angry that I am continuing my study.

"Yeah," I said with trembling lips.

"It's good. You should continue it." He said with a smile.

I looked at him with shocked eyes and said: "I'll bring the babies."

I put the phone on the bed upside down and got out of the bed. I walked toward the cribs and saw that they are still sleeping.

I sighed but picked them up in my arms and laid them down on my lap.

I picked up the phone and said: "They are sleeping."

I turned the camera toward my lap and saw how his face fell. I felt bad for him because I know he must be missing them.

"It's okay. Let them sleep." As soon as he said those words, my babies started to stir.

I looked at them stunned. They opened their eyes and looked at their left and saw Jack.

Their face lit up and they wriggled in my lap. I understood what they wanted and made them sit on my lap.

I placed two pillows on the bed in front of me then put my phone on it. Mia again wriggled in lap and I left her.

She crawled a little toward the phone and touch the phone where we can see Jack face.

"My God. Look at you, my princess is looking so pretty." He said and Mia giggled and tried again to touch the phone.

Thank God I had locked it otherwise she would have cut the call.

"Mia baby, don't touch it," I told her softly and grabbed her hand gently.

She looked at me than Jack and started to cry. Oh, God. What is she doing?

"Dont scold my Princess, Anna." He told me gently.

I cooed Mia and somehow she stopped crying. I sighed in relief and saw that my Matthew's lips were formed into a pout.

He is looking grumpy to me. Maybe he wanted attention. I placed Matthew beside Mia and he too started to look at Jack with a smile.

"My boy. Hope you are not being naughty." Jack asked him with a soft voice.

Matthew pouted his lips and looked at me. I leaned down to kiss his pout and heard him giggle.

Jack talked to the babies for sometimes and after that babies crawled into my lap.

Mia placed her head on my chest and Matthew placed his head on Mia's shoulder.

I patted their back gently and looked toward the phone and saw that Jack was looking at me in Awe.

"I can't come home right now Anna. They told me that they have extended my stay here for some more month." He told me with a sigh.

I was happy that he isn't coming back here right now. But still, a little part of me was disappointed.

I wanted to talk to him about our relationship. I wanted to know what is going to happen in it.

Laura told me to talk to him and ask him about his past but with patience. She has told me that we can't trigger him.

But trigger about what. I don't want to live in fear. I wanted to be myself. I wanted to be me.

"What is your problem? You didn't tell me about it." I asked him finally with courage.

He froze and didn't say anything for some time. I didn't pressurize him as Laura told me to never do that.

After 5 minutes, he finally broked his silence and said: "I can't tell you about this."

I looked down and sighed. I massaged my temples and while looking into his eyes asked: "what do you want from this relationship?"

He didn't waste a minute and quickly said "I want you. I want your love. Your understanding. Your trust. Everything."

I shook my head and said "How can I trust you when I don't know anything about you. All you have done is abused me, rape me and torture me. How can you ask me that you wanted my belief?"

I wanted this matter to be clear. I don't want to be abused or raped by him again.

He turned his gaze downward-looking ashamed. He should be after all the things he had done with me.

"I will give you all the answer Anna. But after coming back. But promise me one thing that you will listen to me" he asked me with hope.

"I will" I answered him

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