not his first mate now
chapter 13

It's been three weeks since I ran to this small town to hide from my exmate. I found a little two bedroom house with a wooden fence aroundit. it was cute and old style, perfect for my baby boy. My wolf had beenstrange these last few days, telling me something was different. I couldfeel my body changing but took no notice of it.

I woke up with my phone ringing, I grab it and answer it.

"Hello" I try to rub the sleep from my eyes as I speak.

"Hey Lilliana, how was your night?" My mother's cheery voice comesthrough the phone making me smile.

"Good ma, I just have a head ache at the moment, how is Xaiden?" Imissed my baby boy so much, sadness hit my suddenly and tears rundown my face.

"He's doing really well.” I sniff at her words, my body was being stupid."Are you ok Lilly?" she ask in a worried voice, this for some strangereason made me cry harder.

"I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment ma, I'm crying forno reason at everything and my damn head hurts.” I complain with agroan and lay back on my bed.

"Owe goddess Lilly no." she started to cry on the other end which mademe cry more. if I was thinking straight I'd say it was fucking humiliating."What's wrong with me ma?" I ask once the tears had settled down."Lilly sweetheart, it sounds like your pregnant again."and I'mcompletely fucked now, was it possible? did our goddess hate me thatmuch? what the hell do I do now.

"I can't be.” it come out in a whisper as I stare at my roof with horrorwritten all over my face.

"You did have unprotected sex with the king when you marked him mydear.” Thank you mother for reminding me of what I did a few weeksback. I growl in frustration at my own stupidness.

"What do I do mother?" I was at a loss, I felt like a child who couldn'tthink without help from there parents.

"You have two choices Liliana, you either stay where you are and hopeyou can live through this pregnancy without your mate or you can goback to him and make a bargain.” I new deep down she was worried Iwouldn't survive this pregnancy. when I feel pregnant with Xaiden I hadto be closely monitored as I got sick a lot and when I went into labour Ialmost died. if he wasn't for a friend having Dontae's blood close bythen yes I would have died.

Your mates blood can help you heal and it's what helped me survive.Could I really do that again? could I leave my son to defend for himselfwithout me? No I will not do that to my baby boy, he is my world andwill make an excellent big brother.

I sigh as I know what it is I have to do.

"Thank you mum, I'll call you back later okay, give my baby boy a kissfor me. I Love You all.” I heard her say love you before hanging up onme. with a deep breath in I stand up and walk to my cupboardgrabbing my jeans and a singlet top, I quickly get changed. I put myhair up and head towards the kitchen to make a cup of train the hopesto calm my racing heart. I sit at my bench with a cup in one hand andmy phone in the other.

"man up and make the call.” I tell myself, finally I get the courage tomake the call

Ring, my heart beats faster.

Ring, my hands start to sweat.

Ring, my brain starts to race.

Ring, there not going to answer.

Ring, I'm over reacting.

"Hello, this is beta Anthony, how can I help you?" and my heart Calmadown at the voice of the beta.

"So formal with your words my dear beta.” I say sarcastically, I hear aslight grow! from him.

"Lilly is that you?" he questions in a stunned voice, I laugh softly at him."the one and only my dear." I reply.

"Damn it women where have you been? your mate has half thekingdom out looking for you. And I'm getting no sleep.” he whined likea baby.

"Where is he?" I demand a little harshly.

"he just stepped out, but will be back soon."came the beats quick reply,I sigh and them make my next move.

"Tell him to call me back as it's important or else I will be the one tohunt him down and cut off his balls.” I hear him gulp loudly over thephone.

"yes my Queen, I'll tell him."his words are soft as he speaks.

"And Anthony, thank you."before he could reply I hung up and head tothe bathroom to brush my teeth and then back to my room where Istart to pack my few little things that I did manage to buy over thethree weeks of being here.