not his first mate now
chapter 15

I climb out of the shower and wrap a towel around my body, sincebeing in my ex mates presence my body has been less tired and sickly. Idry my hair and then put it in a side braid, once I was done I made myway to my room. Just as I make it to the cupboard door my towelcomes flying off my body, I spin around to see a shirtless Dontaestanding there holding my towel to one side. He tossed it away, I justroll my eyes at him and walk in to the closet and lock the door behindme. Grabbing a halter neck block top along with a long black skirt andblack underwear and then get dressed.

Black suites my mood and the situation that I am now in, I turn andwalk out of the closet, a power from my side slams me into the wall andgrabs my hands to pin them above my head.

"Donny let go now.” I demand as I glare into his pail blue eyes.

"Why? You have always loved it against the wall like this." My facebetrays me by blushing deep red at his words.

"We need to talk about a few things.” I remind him, but no to my horrorhe starts to kiss his way from my jaw down to my should where he bitesme softly.

"So talk little mate.” He growls before he picks a spot on my neck thensucks on it harshly. Fuck the things he was doing to my neck made itharder to think straight.

"l..Came...You... Need...shit.” And my words couldn't come out right as Itry to speak.

"Damn it Dontae.” I growl in anger and annoyance.

"Lilly you talk,while I please o my wolf takes over and fucks you untilyou can't walk no more for a week." he speaks the truth as I seen it inhis eyes when he spoke. his wolf was ready to take over.

"No you need to be paying attention when I tell you a few things." I tellhim harshly, this seems to get his attention as he pulls away and staresat me like a scared child who's about to run off screaming.

"Okay, I'm listening.” Donny takes a seat on the bed, I start to pacearound the room

"Now I need you to promise me that what happens with me you willnever drag your mate into my business.” I growl as I say his mate, hefrowns at me.

"She is mine..." I cut him off as pain slams into my chest.

"Don't you dare say it Dontae, for once let my wishes come first. whatever you do with her is your own fucking business so what ever I doneeds to be between me and no one else.” I watch him close his eyesand take a few deep breaths, he opens them and nods at me.

"Fine, 1 will not tell Chrissy what it is you and I do.” his mischief lookcrosses his face, I throw a cushion at his head but he laughs at me.

"Do you remember the day you found her?" I suddenly ask him, mywords make him smile softly and then nod towards me.

"That day I found out some great news, I was planning to tell you thatnight after dinner. But as you should remember you where busymarking and mating your other. For a few weeks I tried to get you onyour own to talk but I couldn't, you where to busy mating another.” Hegrowls in anger at the way I talk about his queen, I growl back inwarning.

"So what did you want to tell me so badly that I was meant to to stopgetting to know my mate to deal with you?" his anger gets the better ofhim as he stands up and starts pacing my room growling to himself.

I was to hurt to speak as his words hit me harder then they should have."Do you want to know why I was in hospital?" he stops dead then turnshis head to look at me, I turn away but took his silence as a yes.

"after you broke our bond you also broke your bond with our unbornchild, we both became sick and without the bond or my mate beingclose by I lost the baby and in the progress nearly lost my life. I spentso long in the hospital that not even my mate could give a damn aboutus. I new then that I had to leave or loose my life."l had tears runningdown my face as I remembered my baby and what he had done to usbecause of his whore.

"Why didn't anyone tell me?" he sounded confused with the news I justshared.

"Because they where faithful to there queen, when I told them to nottell you anything they had no choice but to obey by my wishes.” I admittruthfully to him, my people felt bad with the way there king hadtreated his first queen. if I asked them to hide me they would in a heartbeat.

"So why didn't you tell me any of this before you left me? we wheretogether that night after all.” I laugh at him and shake my head

"If we weren't arguing, then we were having sex, not once did you stopto actually talk to me like a true mate.” I walk towards the glass doorthat leads to the patio. Roses littered the yard with beautiful coloursand a long arch way that leads to a big tree that has a built in water fall.it was magical and one of my favourite things in the kingdom to visit."How far along where you at the time?" I turn to face him and notice hewas sitting on my bed with his head in his hands.

"about twelve weeks along.” I sigh as images of my angel flow into myhead. being the mate of an Alpha king meant I would only be pregnantfor twenty weeks in total. so at the time I was half way through mypregnancy with a slight belly showing.

"fuck it." I hear him say and watch as he stands up quickly and thenfaces me.

"What was it?" I glare at him, can't he say baby or is he that heartless."It was a fucking baby Dontae and it was a boy." I growl darkly at him,both my wolf an I are now pissed off with his reference towards ourangel pup. I new my wolf was now showing, she kept growling at him.we both watch as his wolf come to the front and growls loudly at us toback down.

"Back down Liliana." he demands, this made me laugh at him.

"You know that doesn't work on me Donny, what to ashamed to admitthat your the one who murdered our son or is it guilt that's hit you forbeing a shitty mate.?" his eyes changed to a darker blue, yeah well thetruth hurts doesn't it dick? I thought

"I did not kill that child, if you had of told me we could have workedthings out!" owe so it was easier for him to put the blame on me, notgoing to happen this time.