not his first mate now
chapter 20

"Well that was interesting.” I hear Louisa say, I turn to look at her andsee her grinding at me. Next thing I know all three of us are laughing.Ant puts the kettle back on and then sits down, Louisa makes the drinkswhile I take a seat.

"You know he is so possessive when it comes to you, it's funny he's notlike that with her.” I smile at Anthony's words as they make my heartswell with happiness.

"I don’t think she really is his second mate." Louisa hands us our drinksand then sits back down beside me.

"Why's that?" I ask as I take a sip of my drink.

"Because his wolf hasn't marked her as his, they only mated." her wordsmake me frown as I stare at her with a questioning look on my face"how can he give her his mated mark but not his true mark? that's whatbinds you both together.” I knew I still had HIS mark but I though healso claimed her as his an not just give her the mate mark.

I was beyond confused at this moment.

"The mate mark is what makes her our queen, but because she doesn'thave his own claim upon her skin then that means she is not truly hisnor does she have the power to make everyone now to her." I slowlynod as I try to comprehend the information I was just given.

"So where does that leave me?” I finally managed to ask.

"As you are his first mate he marked you as his and gave you the matedmark am I correct?” I blush and not at the same time. it was a littleweird to talk to my ex's mother about this kind of stuff.

"Then as he gave away the mated mark, you lost the title of Queen, butas he hasn't marked her as his, then you should still have yours andfrom what I'm told he renewed his bond with you and you gave himyour mark.” She starts to laugh like a crazy women.

"That was an accident.” I mumble softly and make the both laugh outlouder

"His wolf is probably waiting for you to mark him as your own" Anthonypops in and they start there laughing fits again. I drop my head on thetable in embarrassment as my cheeks tint a bright pink

"Anyway, I came to see if you needed anything?" Louisa asked sweetly."Yes acutely, I need some chips, a block of cherry ripe chocolate andcooked chicken.” food was all I could think of at this very moment.

"I'l go tell the cook your order."With that Anthony left the room.

"I had a weird craving when I had Dontae, Karleen and Megan. My matethought it would be funny to hide food from me. I showed him it wasn'tgood to piss off a pregnant women when it comes to food." laugh atthe thought of her beating her mate for his stunt.

"I remember when I was pregnant with Xaiden, my mum cooked Dadaup a pie, I gave him the puppy fac and he caves in and gav me thewhole pie."we both giggle as we tell our pregnancy stories.

I loved hearing about how she was so excited but also scared so shecried all day. I was amazed that she had opened up about everythingafter all that had happened in the past.

Not long later dinner arrived and we both are together still chattingaway.

"Well I guess I better be off" we stand and head to the door.

"Call me if you need anything okay my dear.” with that she pulls meinto her arms.

"Help him." Louisa whispers in my ear and then leaves out the door. sheis a beautiful women with long black hair half way down her back andpiercing blue eyes that looked as though they could see straightthrough you.

I shake my head and head back to the kitchen where I clean the dishesand then put them away. Moving into the lounge room I dial my mum'snumber and sit down, within seconds she answers.

"How are you my dear?" Her worried voice comes through the phone."I'm fine mum how is my baby boy?" I question in the hopes to changethe subject off me.

"He's doing really well, your dad thinks he might be able to go homesoon.” she sounded so happy until the end, but I was so lookingforward to holding my baby.

"Is he close by?" I asked excitedly.

"Yes he is, I'll just get him for you" with that the phone went dead, Istared at the TV that was playing captain America.

"Hi mummy, I miss you." Damn his little voice brought tears to my eyes"Hi baby, I miss you too, how is your training going?" I snuggl up intothe chair as I talk.

"It's really good, my Wolfy is starting to come out. Grandpa says byThursday I might have shifted and the old king says my Wolfy is verystrong.” he was so excited about finally being able to shift and both mywolf and I couldn't be more prouder of our young pup.

"That's so cool sweetheart, I'm so proud of you."l tell him as a softlysmile hits my lips, I hear his little laugh come through the phonemaking me laugh softly as well.

"Nana says it's time for my shower now mummy, will you call metomorrow?" he ask in an innocent voice that makes me wanna hold himtight.

"Of course I will call you tomorrow, I love you Baby boy." a tear starts torun down my cheek.

"I love you to mummy...bye." with that he hangs up on me, I sigh andthen put my phone down. Over four weeks without my baby wasstarting to drive me crazy. I was missing him badly, by the time he getshome I won't be able to let him leave my side or even a second.

I cried my self to sleep on the sofa, my head rested on the sofacushions

I feel my body being risen and without thinking I snuggle up to thewarmness that was moving carefully throughout the place. Very gently Ifeel my body being lowered to the soft bed. The warmness starts to pullaway from my body and I start to crave it. Without thinking I grab itand pull it closer to me.

"Stay with me."l mumble in a sleepy voice, I hear a soft purr that sendsa chill down my spine. A few seconds later the bed dips and then I'mpulled into a warm naked chest, bi wrap my self around the body andcling tight.

"please don't leave me little one.” I hear a whisper in my ear whilefingers gently ran through my hair in a soothing rhythm. I didn't reply Ijust snuggled closer to the chest and enjoyed. the hand running downmy back. it didn't take me long to fall back to sleep in all honesty it wasthe best sleep I have had in a very long time. I knew I would probablypay for it in the morning but right now it was what I needed.