Once Rejected, Thrice Accepted
Chapter 50

Bright light assaulted my eyes. Groaning, I try to roll away from the light but my body is being held in place by two hot bodies their hands wrapped around me and their scents combined with me sending dirty thoughts through my head. "None of that, Baby girl. Moonlight wore our wolves out." Duncan growled from somewhere at the end of the bed.

"What?" I lifted my head slowly, opening my eyes to see my mate and I covered in dirt, twigs, and several bruises. "What the hell happened after I let Moonlight get our revenge?"

Leo's laughter came from behind me. "Who knew how dirty your wolf was."

"And how blood thirsty she could be. Melinda ended up passing out from just the sounds Dennis was making." Lucas pulled my head back down kissing my cheeks and nose. "I loved watching you take full control and showing us who owns our asses."

Tears fell slowly as I finally realized they loved me for me no matter how broken I was and probably would always be. How did I get so fucking lucky? I searched his eyes one last time still having that doubt in the back of my mind, but he wasn't lying. Shoving my face closer to his I kissed his lips hard full of need and wanting while wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Baby girl, don't push it." Duncan must have crawled closer with his voice sounding like he was right over me. "Your body needs rest. Wolf f*****g is so much harder on the body. My pecker is a bit scared of you."

"Same." Lucas said with one last kiss. "How are you feeling?"

Taking a second to think it over and focus on my body I realized there was no way they were getting anything for a couple days. 'Damnit Moonlight. What the hell did you do?'

She laughed as she kept her body still with her breathing still hard. 'Had to show their wolves I was the Alpha in this relationship after they tried to interfere with me taking my time with Dennis. I only got two hours of watching him bleed out with only fear and regret in his eyes. Now they are good little boys!

"My Luna?" Leo kissed my neck over and over. "How do you feel? Do you need something?"

"No one is to touch me in a sexual manner for a few days." I groaned pushing Lucas back and slowly sitting up. "I need a hot shower, food, and then I want to know some of the details. Not all, of course, but this whole blacking out is pushing on my anxiety a bit." "Your right. Maybe hearing a few of the details to piece everything together will help with that." Leo kissed my back and rolled off the bed. "I will get your shower started and the other two can figure out breakfast for all of us. I feel like I could eat a whole cow by myself."

Getting hugs and kisses from the other two took long enough, Leo had to drag me away from them telling me my shower had been ready for a few minutes. Giggling, I followed him in the restroom shouting my request for biscuits and gravy with a pound of bacon. They mentioned something about loving a girl who could keep up with their eating style, but Leo pulled me into a short make-out session before I could hear most of it.

He made sure to help me into the shower, in the shower, and out. No one mentioned that mates were as great as they were even if you weren't putting out every day. He washed my body carefully making sure to get all the dirt and blood off of me. I hadn't even noticed the blood on my arms, neck, and face until the washcloth came away covered in it. I wanted to beg and cry that it was an animal, but I saw the truth in Leo's face before I could. It was Dennis's and it wasn't even half of what I, we, had done to him.

Leo carried me downstairs after picking out some comfortable pajamas the guys had gotten me. I didn't even know they knew my size or knew how much I loved cats doing funny things until he pulled the shirt over my head with a smirk. It was long sleeve and two sizes too big like I liked with a cat dressed as an accountant. I loved how they got me but hated that I never got them anything. Guess it was time to tell Allie I was ready for that mall trip.

The table was covered in food with my mates and some surprise guests eating with us. Britt had made it back from her night at the pack house with her friends along with Draco and Allie looking relaxed with plates full of food. Seeing this many people in a room, especially this many people who loved me and treated me so freaking good, was worthy of more tears, but I fought them back. I didn't need to ruin this with my stupid sappy emotions. "Seems this is the place to be." Draco teased, patting the seat beside him. "Come give me some sibling love!"

"Hey, she is my sister too! Sharing is caring." Britt teased as she fake tried to shove Duncan out of the seat beside her. "Your dumb mates are too big to push around."

"You mean your dumb brothers-in-law." I winked at her. I knew she loved having more family and the guys had really taken her under their wing since the night of the woods attack.

She gave me a big smile before stuffing her face with bacon. I eyeballed everyone's plates as Leo sat me down and noticed the bacon plate in the middle was almost empty. The salty, meaty choice of breakfast meat was almost gone, and I had none on my plate. I must have been pouting because everyone stopped eating and focused on me.

"What's wrong?" Draco asked, glaring at my mates. "Did they hurt you? Did Dennis get a hit in? I'll bring him back to life and kill him again!"

"Stop it, you big brute." Allie slapped him on the back of his head. "Somebody's mates didn't keep her favorite breakfast meat held back for her and she is fighting her instincts to share or not share with Leo."

Duncan gave me a weird look before losing his absolute crap. He laughed so hard he could barely stand and almost fell off his chair in the process. "You...and meat....." He waved his hand at us and laughed his jerk ass back into the kitchen before turning with a plate overloaded with bacon.

My eyes went huge, and slobber started dribbling out of the corner of my mouth. "For me?"

"Yes, you perfectly crazy girl." He did give some to Leo, but I got a huge plateful with Draco filling the rest with the rest of the food options. "Now get full before we talk about what happened."

Not even answering, I dove into my food. It was freaking delicious, filling more than just my stomach. Moonlight was moving around more but she kept mumbling she was done with s*x for at least a week or two. Something about our mates needing to keep their teeth to themselves when it wasn't their turn. I choked on my eggs waving everyone's concerns on. I wasn't about to explain why I choked. Damn horny bitch.

Breakfast was gone with dishes cleaned and put away an hour later. So stuffed I had to waddle to the couch, I covered myself in a blanket and got mentally prepared for horrible details that I would have to come to grips with. Next time I won't be able to hide behind Moonlight. We were a team, and I could feel how lonely and sad she was at having to take on this for both of us, even if she understood. With those feelings eating at me I knew I would never leave her alone again. She had better be ready for me being upfront with her about all things including the fun times she has with our wolves.

Draco and Allie sat on each side of me with small smiles covering their nerves. They had come to hear the details and to make sure I was ok. I gave the nod to the guys to start.

"So once Moonlight shifted and you took yourself out of the equation, she started with his hand." Duncan started leaning back in his chair like we were having a normal conversation and not a retelling of someone's bloody and painful death.

"She ripped it off and watched him freak out as he tried to make the bleeding stop." Leo continued keeping his eyes on my grossed-out face. "Something changed like a switch went off in her head and she went a bit feral. She flung him around like a rag doll by his bleeding arm before using her claws..."

I dropped my head down running the scene through my head. Moonlight was sharing it with me along with her rage and her need for revenge for both of us. She compared her biting his hand off to the pain of when he broke our wrists over and over one weekend. We weren't smart enough to hide her strength yet. She clawed down his legs like he let his mother do with her silver-tipped fake nails while he laughed in the background.

'No more details. I begged her. 'Next time I will be ready, but not now. I know what he did to me. I remember every time I close my eyes, but I can't. I can't even think about someone else being in pain. Give me time and I will be strong enough. Please! She nodded and gave me one last insight of his final breaths. She stalked up his body keeping her eyes on his while she torn his p***s and balls off with one rip before she leapt forward and ripped his throat out.

Arms wrapped around me as I lost it. I didn't know how to feel. I was happy and floating that he couldn't touch me anymore, but I was devastated and grossed out that I had done that to someone. So many more emotions were joining in overwhelming me. Who was I? Who was I becoming? Is there a middle line I could replace?