Savage Desire
Chapter 21

"I want you to make this so good, Jeremy. I want you to savour the bliss that I know you're going to derive from it, and dwell on that when you reach your breaking point. I can't do anything to prevent the t*****e that you're going to endure. I wish I could. But I want this to be so good it will push through all that pain." Ryan stared into Jeremy's eyes with so much hunger and heat. "Let's make our own memories." He finished in the sexiest voice Jeremy had ever heard.

And oh what erotic memories they made!

Jeremy started by kissing every inch of Ryan's body, paying close attention to all his sensitive spots. His taut nipples were tingling from the tongue bath Jeremy gave them. For Ryan, there was nothing sweeter than Jeremy's mouth. But it felt amazing not only for Ryan, but for Jeremy too. The lustful sounds pouring from Ryan was music to Jeremy's ears. He loved the fact that his mate loved his touch.

"So perfect." Jeremy breathed, his voice low and so sexy.

That voice and that compliment sent warm shivers of delight through Ryan. Although a part of him slightly dreaded s*x with Jeremy, he was determined to forget about his fears and simply enjoy his mate's sensuous attentions. He trusted that Jeremy wouldn't hurt him. He wouldn't have asked for it if he'd thought otherwise. Ryan completely let himself go.

"Sweet Lord..." Ryan gasped when Jeremy took his balls into his mouth. "Damn..." It felt so amazing.

Every spot Jeremy touched sent a delicious sizzle through Ryan. He knew exactly what Ryan wanted...knew were to touch and how hard or gentle Ryan wanted that touch to be. They were completely in sync with each other because before Jeremy began, he'd asked Ryan to let down his mind barrier.

"I want to be able to read you." Jeremy had informed Ryan. "I need to know you're okay with whatever I do."

And whatever Jeremy was doing to Ryan's balls that very moment felt so good he couldn't even think. When he felt Jeremy move up to slowly lick across the leaking tips of his c***s, Ryan almost lost it.

"Fuck." Ryan clenched up all over, gasping in shock. The warm wetness over his sensitive slits felt heavenly. Then Jeremy began to suck hard on both leaking cocks, sending Ryan into an instant meltdown. He came completely undone. "Jeremy!" He cried as he erupted into Jeremy's warm mouth, the shock of the orgasm rippling through his body from head to toe. "I'm sorry..." Ryan gasped even as his body writhed. He knew he should have alerted Jeremy that he was about to blow, to enable him get of his cocks. And he would have done exactly that if his orgasm hadn't

taken him by surprise. "I'm so sorry I didn't...oh fuck..." He bucked when he felt Jeremy move down to engulf more of his c***s with his warm mouth. "Jer..."

With determination that surprised himself, Jeremy sucked on Ryan. The taste of Ryan's cum sent his senses reeling. He wanted more. Thanks to his wolf genes, he had the ability to make his tongue even rougher to give Ryan maximum pleasure. Jeremy knew firsthand how mind-blowing it felt to have a rough tongue on ones cock. The ecstatic sounds falling out of Ryan said it all. Ryan was in rough-tongue heaven.

"Christ." Ryan gasped brokenly, his hands moving down to hold Jeremy's head. Now he understood why men loved having mouths on their dicks. Jeremy's mouth on him felt rapturous. "F-feels so amazing." Ryan moaned breathlessly. But suddenly... "Jeremy..." Ryan cried out and jackknifed upward. "What are you doing?" His shocked gasp couldn't mask the pleasure in his voice however.

But Jeremy held him tight, not letting him go. Neither did he stop flicking that wicked wet tongue against Ryan's twitching hole. And when he stipened his tongue and started slowly pushing it into Ryan's puckered rosette, he almost passed out from sensory

overload.

'Oh god, how's he even able to do that?' Ryan asked himself unconsciously, loving the feel of that gloriously soft but surprisingly firm flesh flicking in and out of his hungry hole.

'We're wolves baby.' Jeremy immediately answered through their mind-link even as he kept Ryan happy with shallow thrusts. He could taste the lemon scented soap Ryan had used. He tasted so clean and sweet. 'Our tongues are not like that of humans. You should know that.'

"Fuck, fuck, fuck...." Ryan moaned as his back arched in wanton bliss. "God, Jeremy..." With a sharp jerk of his body, Ryan moved away from Jeremy and turned around so fast he left Jeremy stunned.

Then Ryan's mouth was on Jeremy's, his tongue plundering in to dual with Jeremy's. They fought for dominance but the alpha won of course. He maneuvered their bodies till he was on top of Ryan, his leaking mammoth c**k thrusting against Ryan's wet hole. "Need you, Jer." Ryan tore his mouth away long enough to gasp. Then he was eating at Jeremy's mouth again, thrusting almost frenziedly against him.

Jeremy ended the kiss and looked down into Ryan's passion-glazed eyes. The alpha knew he wanted this; his hunger for his mate was like an uncontrollable force within him. But he was also scared. Scared he was going to fuck up, scared he was going to hurt him, scared he was going to remind Ryan of the pain he'd unleashed on him weeks earlier. What if Ryan panicked when he finally attempted to penetrate him? What if he was reminded of that pain all over again? If what he was about to do triggered any negative reaction from his mate, Jeremy knew he wouldn't be able to take it. Especially not at that particular moment in his life. He had enough regrets in his life. Every muscle in Jeremy's body was strung so tight, he thought he might snap.

"Jeremy?" Ryan whispered shakily, reading the fear and uncertainty in the alpha's eyes. "I want this, baby." He reached up and caught Jeremy's face between his hands. "It's okay. I'm okay. No negativity, remember?" He gave a tremulous smile. But Jeremy couldn't even return the smile. Ryan saw the struggle his mate was going through and

suddenly felt guilty for pushing him. "Hey, you don't have to if..."

"Yes, I do." Jeremy's breathing had changed, becoming more ragged. "If you crave something, I have to give it to you no matter the cost, Ryan."

"Jer..."

"Shh..." Jeremy reached for the lube, his eyes never once leaving Ryan's. He squeezed a generous amount into his palm and began to slowly slick himself up.

Ryan's eyes dropped to the movement of Jeremy's hand and couldn't suppress the heated moan that tore out of his throat. Damn, the guy was fucking huge. Ryan couldn't take his eyes of the drop of clear fluid that oozed from the slit...almost like a teardrop. Saliva pooled in his mouth. "Fucking awesome." Ryan breathed with wonderment, making Jeremy chuckle despite himself.

The sounds that Jeremy's hand made from the act of coating his hardened flesh was so erotic Ryan unconsciously licked his lips. His arse ached with surprised longing as he watched his mate stroke his thick length. That massive cock, which was darker than the rest of Jeremy, was slick, wet and so hard, huge veins stood out along the length. The man had a beautiful organ, Ryan couldn't help but think as he stared at the huge head with its leaking slit. He didn't think he'd seen anything so blatantly erotic in his entire life. "Fuck..." A whisper. But it conveyed exactly what Ryan felt at that moment. He was awed.

Jeremy moaned low in his throat as he watched Ryan watch him stroke himself. What he saw on that face wasn't fear. It was unadulterated lust. Ryan's eyes were heavy-

lidded with desire, his mouth parted sexily with his breath coming out harshly. To Jeremy, he was like a wet dream. He couldn't resist leaning down to press a kiss against those kiss-swollen lips. And with his lips still locked with Ryan's, Jeremy squeezed more lube and began to slick Ryan up with a finger. He was already wet, thanks to that delicious rimming he'd given him. So Jeremy had no resistance entering that hot channel at all. Soon he had three fingers scissoring in and out of Ryan, stretching him...opening him up for his c**k.

Ryan moaned into the kiss. He couldn't remain still. He rocked his hips against those fingers, loving the feel of them inside him. He opened his legs wider, willing Jeremy to go deeper. Ryan wanted Jeremy to touch that spot again...that spot that caused his insides to melt as if he was butter under the sun. But Jeremy wouldn't.

'Jeremy please... Ryan pleaded on their mind-link, arching upward, needing more...seeking a deeper contact. 'Go deeper, Jer." He drew his knees high and wide and rotated his hips but still couldn't get those fingers where he wanted them. "Jeremy, come on..." He tore his mouth away from Jeremy's to growl.

"Soon baby. Soon." With that Jeremy leaned down and latched onto a taut n****e just as he added a fourth finger. He wanted to make sure that Ryan was opened enough to take him.

"Fuck..." Ryan cried out at the sensation of his nipple being tugged between Jeremy's teeth and that blissfully full feeling in his arse. His eyes fluttered shut against the sensations. He felt only pleasure and nothing else. Then he felt the fingers leave his body. "Please don't stop." He groaned. "Please don't..." But his words were swallowed by Jeremy's mouth when he claimed his lips in another kiss.

Jeremy began to slowly rub the slick wide crest of his cock against Ryan's equally slick hole, but he didn't push in. He simply rubbed, letting Ryan know that he was ready and waiting. When Ryan's lustful whimpers increased, Jeremy released his mouth and looked down at his closed eyes.

"Look at me Ryan." He whispered huskily and waited for Ryan's eyes to open. "All you have to do is say the word and I'll stop." His voice was shaky, and more savage than Ryan had ever heard it.

"I know." Ryan whispered shakily.

And with their gazes locked on each other's, the alpha began to slowly push into his mate. Despite being very slick and well opened, there was a slight resistance. Ryan's breath came out harshly, his eyes dilated. Jeremy groaned as sweat instantly broke out across his forehead. For the very first time in his life, the alpha cursed the size of his cock. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt his mate. He began to pull out but Ryan spread his legs wider and raised his arse, causing Jeremy's engorged crown to slide forward through his resisting ring.

"Ahhh..." Ryan gave a long moan as his head tilted back on the rug, exposing the creamy column of his throat, the act calling to the alpha to sink his teeth into that flesh...claim him.

"Fuck." Jeremy almost flew apart at that sight. His eyes glowed amber. He could feel his wolf right there at the surface. "Ryan..." His breathed huskily.

"Keep going..." Came the breathless response. "I'm okay." His eyes fell closed.

Jeremy wanted to tell Ryan to keep his eyes open but he didn't. He pressed forward with agonizing slowness,

stretching the quivering muscles surrounding his girth. His breath wrenched from his lungs at the exquisite heat that engulfed him as he sank into that sheath. Ryan's arse was f*****g nirvana, Jeremy thought with a look of utter reverence on his face. By the time he pushed all the way in to the hilt, the alpha was shaking so hard.

"Oh God." Jeremy breathed shakily as his own eyes fluttered close despite himself. Every bone in his body had melted. He could barely think beyond the rushing of blood in his ears. Hell, he couldn't even read Ryan. He took deep breaths to calm himself. Ryan was his number one priority. He needed to know his mate was okay. "Talk to me baby." Jeremy almost sounded as if he was praying.

Ryan opened his eyes. He was filled and stretched to the point where he thought he just might explode. But surprisingly, he felt no pain. Rather, the pleasure that was assailing his senses at that particular moment was so overwhelming he just couldn't bring himself to speak. Unfocused green eyes stared up at Jeremy. The look in those eyes said it all but the alpha still needed to know. Jeremy managed a weak smile for Ryan as he tenderly brushed a tendril of hair of his wet forehead. "Are you okay?" The alpha couldn't recognize his own voice. That was how overcome he felt.

Ryan nodded and gave a breathy moan. "I'm more than okay." He whispered, the dreamy softness of his voice exciting Jeremy even more.

Jeremy looked down between them and saw the load of clear liquid that had pooled on Ryan's stomach. Two thin strings of precum linked the slit of each rock hard cock to the precum on his stomach. Jeremy thought it was beautiful.

A low whimper escaped Ryan at the feeling within. There was a buildup within him that was so intense it was almost scary. But he wanted to reach for it. He wanted that explosion he could feel coming. He yearned for it.

"Are you going to start moving anytime soon?" Ryan finally asked softly, instinctively knowing that Jeremy was only giving him time to get used to having him within his depths.

What Ryan didn't know was that not only was Jeremy waiting for him to adjust, but he was also trying to stop himself from completely losing it and embarrassing himself. Hell, he'd gone without for weeks. Everything that had been accumulating inside of him over the past weeks had all converged inside his c**k and was about to explode. He needed to regain some control or everything would end before it actually began. He had to give Ryan another o****m at least, before he finally let go. Jeremy lowered his lips to Ryan's ear, nuzzling the soft, sensitive shell.

"Do you want me to?" His voice sounded strained.

"Oh god." Ryan gasped as a delicious shiver spiraled up his spine. Jeremy's voice in his ear... his tongue...f**k. "You're supposed to, aren't you?" He gasped, trembling beneath the alpha.

"I am..." Jeremy's lips moved down, grazing the sensitive spot on Ryan's neck with his lips. "But I'm waiting for you to tell me when to." He began to suck up a mark, sending a bolt of electricity throughout Ryan's entire body.

"Ahh, fuck Jer..." Ryan moaned brokenly, thrusting up uncontrollably and causing that sweet spot to take a hard hit. He instantly went into a million pieces, screaming Jeremy's name as one c**k erupted, shooting ropes of c*m between them. "Fuck..." Jeremy breathed, looking down at his mate in amazement. What the f**k just happened, he asked himself.

Raw sounds of pleasure vibrated from Ryan's throat as he writhed against Jeremy in blinding ecstasy. His neck arched as his senses overloaded. The sensations slamming inside him seemed to increase with each rapturous spasm. Ryan began to rock rhythmically against Jeremy even before his o****m subsided, ecstatic cries falling unchecked from his lips.

"Ryan..." Jeremy groaned as of its own accord, his hips began to move. He slowly slid out and then back in, his powerful muscles flexing and contracting against Ryan. "Fuck..." His eyes, which had been reduced to slits, stayed on Ryan's, his intent gaze more intimate than even the erotic love dance against Ryan's body.

"Oh my fucking god..." Ryan gasped, his whole body shuddering. The feeling, as Jeremy began to thrust in and out was so exquisite he could do nothing but spread wider and let him go as deep as he could. What blew Ryan's mind was the look of absolute enjoyment on Jeremy's face. "You're f*****g hot." He breathed.

But Ryan couldn't focus on Jeremy for long. Soon his eyes rolled into his head as the cock inside him unfailingly began to nail that hyper-stimulated gland with each thrust from Jeremy. Cries of pleasure fell continuously from his mouth as he clutched at Jeremy's waist almost desperately, his legs moving up to lock around Jeremy's hips as if they had a mind of their own.

"You feel so fucking good baby." Jeremy murmured huskily as he worked that spot back and forth. "So snug, soft and scorching hot." His mouth brushed against Ryan's parted ones as he thrust in a gentle rhythm that completely

went against what he was used to. But the alpha loved the stark pleasure he saw on his mate's face so he maintained that gentle rhythm. If he had to be gently in order to see that orgasmic look on Ryan's face, he would die being gentle. "Absolutely stunning." He whispered, his words and voice tantalizing every inch of Ryan.

Ryan was distantly aware of the helpless sounds spilling from his throat but he couldn't bring himself to stop. Not with that cock unfalteringly and relentlessly massaging that sweet tender spot inside him. He was shocked to feel the beginnings of another o****m so soon after the two powerful unexpected ones he'd had. Hell, his blood had barely stilled from his last climax.

"Christ" Ryan gasped and tightened up reflexively around that massive cock, drawing a growl from the alpha. Ryan had never felt that level of ecstasy in his entire life. His senses were completely lost in Jeremy's scent which not only surround him but also filled him possessively. The way Jeremy's eyes glinted down at him...with so much tenderness and something else he couldn't put him finger on, made Ryan's heart sing with a feeling of joy he'd never experienced. "Jeremy, I'm..." He tightened up even more. "Fuck..." Jeremy growled and threw his head back in pleasure even as he reached down to squeeze the base of Ryan's c***s, holding him at the precipice of his third o****m.

"Oh shit..." Ryan wanted to cry. "Jeremy, what the fuck..."

"Want you on your knees, baby." Jeremy growled, his brightly glittering amber eyes and dropped fangs alerting Ryan to the fact that his mate's wolf was right there with them. The alpha was ready to mark his mate.

Jeremy reached around his hips, unlocked Ryan's legs from around him, and then gently pulled out of him. He groaned when he saw the gaping hole his c**k had left. He had to heal Ryan when he was done, Jeremy thought grimly as he drew Ryan up into his arms and gave him a quick, wet, openmouthed kiss. Then he turned him around and gently pushed him onto his forearms, leaving him completely opened to him. With one hand at the small of Ryan's back, holding him down, Jeremy slowly fed his cock back into the exquisite heat. Neither man could suppress his moan of pleasure.

"Holy shit..." Ryan gasped at the sweet nerve-stimulating sensation of being penetrated, feeling that hard flesh fill him up. "Damn, you're thick." He breathed when he felt Jeremy bottom out inside him. In that position, Jeremy was even deeper than before and that drove Ryan wild. "F**k!"

"Are you okay?" Jeremy husked, his against the mind-numbing pleasure he being that deep inside Ryan.

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"Feels fucking amazing." Ryan moaned. He was going out of his mind with pleasure.

"Well, you don't only feel amazing, you are amazing." Jeremy whispered, folding himself over Ryan's back and dropping tiny kisses on the back of his neck. "Brace yourself." He commanded in a voice harsh with [**t.

And that was when the real mating began.

With that hoarse command to Ryan, Jeremy stated fucking slowly but deeply into his mate, demanding his total submission. Holding Ryan teetering on the edge of his climax, Jeremy rode him hard and deep, stroking over and over and over that sweet spot inside Ryan that made him shake with unadulterated ecstasy. Ryan screamed at the

controlled primal possession, the pleasure so intense his vision blurred. He couldn't believe how good it felt. He never wanted Jeremy to stop.

"Ahhh...god, right there Jer..." Ryan whispered shamelessly. He could always get mortified later but at that particular moment, he expressed exactly how he felt. "This is so fucking good..." He moaned as he rocked backward to meet each thrust, his thighs shaking with the power behind each thrust. He thought he could very well die from the pleasure of it. His dicks were rock hard and stuck against his belly as though that was their permanent position. "So good..."

Jeremy did exactly as his mate demanded. He fucked the shit out of him. Ryan didn't even notice exactly when he leaned forward and rested the side of his face on the rug. Not only was he totally open for Jeremy's deep and hard penetration, he was also in the most submissive of poses, which fired up his dominant alpha like nothing else. All Ryan wanted was to feel Jeremy moving inside him, driving him towards that explosion that hovered just beyond his reach. Nothing else mattered at that moment.

With a knee and a foot planted firmly on the rug, Jeremy fucked into Ryan hard, deep-dicking his mate relentlessly. Damn, being inside Ryan was like no pleasure he'd ever experienced. The sensations running through Jeremy were too intense and too diferent for him to articulate if he'd been asked to. The familiar tingle, when it came, wasn't just along his spine. It was all over his body. It felt as if he was about to fly into pieces. After watching his mate come twice, Jeremy's body was desperate for release. He knew he had to let go before he lost his mind. He'd definitely not expected himself to last that long after all the weeks of deprivation. Jeremy could practically feel his come traveling from his balls up into his cock.

"Oh shit..." Jeremy gasped, willing himself to hold on for a moment. He could feel his balls begin to draw up. Under normal circumstances, he would have really drawn it out. But not now. What he felt was not the usual. He couldn't control it. His wolf was ready to take what was his.

Jeremy straightened, pulling Ryan up with him so that his thighs bracketed Ryan's. He remained deeply inside Ryan, his arms sliding across Ryan's belly as he pulled him back against the length of his hard body. Jeremy's darker skin contrasted so beautifully with Ryan's creamy one it almost looked like a work of art. Ryan was oblivion to how beautiful he looked against his mate though. All he could concentrate on was the pressure that was building everywhere...in his balls, his belly, inside his head... he was flooded with sensations. His head fell back against Jeremy's shoulder as he ground his arse onto Jeremy, working toward the o****m he needed so desperately...driving the alpha out of his mind with bliss in the process.

"Ryan..." The sound that ripped from Jeremy's throat was inhuman and savagely erotic.

"I need to come, Jeremy." He whimpered, hips gyrating frantically in a shameless, sweaty dance. "Gotta come....please..." He begged, seeking that elusive end.

There was something about Ryan begging whilst in the throes of passion that completely blew Jeremy's mind. He planted a tender kiss at the nape of Ryan's neck even as his fingers found and pinched his sensitive, taut nipples hard. His other hand moved down to grip Ryan's cocks and began to stroke him slowly, his slow deep thrusts never stopping for even a second.

"Holy fuck!" Ryan's back arched, his head trashing from side to side on Jeremy's shoulder in blissful abandon. The combination of the pleasure of having his c***s stroked,

the toe-curling stimulation of his prostate by that wicked cock, and the spark of sweet pain from his nipples drove him crazy. Loud cries which would have embarrassed him if he weren't that far gone on pleasure fell out of his lips as Jeremy's talented fingers and cock relentlessly worked their magic. Ryan couldn't resist the onslaught. "I'm gonna come Jer. God I'm gonna..."

But before Ryan could complete his sentence, Jeremy began to suckle at that sensitive spot between his neck and shoulder. His warm tongue licked the area, getting it ready for the bite. An intense wave of pleasure coursed through Ryan making him shudder. F**k! He felt a change come over him...felt the being inside him right there at the surface. His senses magnified, the sensations within becoming even more intense. Ryan tilted his head, baring his neck to his mate. He suddenly needed that bite like he needed air. He felt Jeremy's fingers leave his sensitized nipples and move up into his hair to hold his head motionless, whilst the hand stroking his cocks, speed up. Ryan's brain short-circuited. The feeling inside was indescribable.

"Christ..." A breathless whimper... But that was all the prompting the alpha needed. He struck.

Jeremy's long canines sunk deep into that tender spot in a painless hold that conveyed his dominance, ownership, possessiveness, admiration, respect and...love? Ryan's mind was instantly flooded with all the emotions Jeremy felt for him even as he felt the warmth of his mate's cum flooding him. Ryan was taken a little of guard by the emotion depicting love but he didn't even have the time to dwell on it. He was also oblivious to the fact that his mate's eyes had turned bloody red. He'd mated not only Jeremy and his wolf, but with his Ojah spirit as well. And that naturally meant three times the pleasure.

The raw euphoric rapture that slammed into Ryan was like nothing he'd ever experienced in his entire thirty-one years on earth. The world disappeared. He couldn't cry out, couldn't scream, couldn't make a sound. His mouth opened in a silent scream as for the first time ever, cum shot out from both cocks at the same time. Ryan watched in a trance-like shock as two ropes of cum continued to shoot up in unison. And they wouldn't stop. Surely he was bound to become dehydrated if the cum-works didn't stop soon, Ryan thought. Was it even normal? But then he was a werewolf. What was normal about that? His body jerked spasmodically in agonized rapture as his dicks kept shooting his load onto the white rug. Ryan was completely floored by the intensity of the sensual gratification within. He'd never come so hard in his life. Pleasure consumed him.

Unknown to the alpha and his newly marked mate, every mated werewolf in the pack house felt the urge to have sex with their mates at that very moment. Whilst every unmated werewolf who was of age, got as horny as fuck. Those who were in relationships quickly sought out their partners, and those who were not, hooked up with any available horny person. As for those who couldn't get together with anyone for one reason or the other...let's just say their hands were put to good use. It was a fuckfest!

Back in the alpha's suite, animalistic groans vibrated inside Jeremy's chest as he came violently, spurting scalding-hot cum repeatedly into his mate. The sweet release of tension after weeks of denying himself was almost too much to bear. But although he was completely lost in his own pleasure, Jeremy's eyes were glued to the shots of c*m erupting out of his mate onto his hand and the rug. It was the sexiest f*****g sight he'd ever witnessed in his entire life. And he'd seen some crazy shit. Seeing that only ramped up the erotic sensations within Jeremy, making him come even harder in fiery pulses. The alpha felt drunk on bliss. He waited till Ryan stopped spurting before pulling his fangs free. He licked the wound close with soothing licks of his tongue but the mark remained. Then the alpha latched onto the mark and started sucking softly on it.

The fourth climax hit Ryan in a helpless rush. This time he screamed Jeremy's name as he began to convulse in sheer ecstasy, the pleasure so sharp and unexpected. No c*m came out, but it was just as intense.

"Oh god, please." Ryan gasped as he panted harshly. "Jeremy..." His whole body felt highly sensitized...almost as if he'd been electrocuted. He could feel himself vibrating. "Are you fucking kidding me?" He laughed shakily as he went lax against Jeremy. He felt utterly drained as the last spasm robbed him of all remaining strength. "Oh god, I can't feel my limbs." He gasped, aftershocks still shaking and rattling his wrung-out body. "What are you doing to me, Jeremy Stanton?" Ryan asked breathlessly as he attempted to turn his body to face Jeremy. He wasn't able to manage even that. "Help me, Jer." He groaned. But when Jeremy made to pull him of his c**k, Ryan protested. "I don't want you out just yet." He whimpered.

"That makes two of us." Jeremy said quietly as be moved back to lean against the couch. "I love being inside you, Ryan. I never want this to end." He sounded so sad and regretful Ryan's heart tightened painfully inside his chest.

"Jer... No negativity, remember?" Ryan said quietly as Jeremy managed to turn him around to face him without pulling out of him.

"Sorry." Jeremy muttered with a sad smile.

It was only after Ryan was fully facing him that Jeremy noticed how wet his cheeks were with tears. Knowing that they were tears of pleasure didn't stop the alpha's heart from pounding with worry though. But just as he was about to question Ryan, his blissed out mate closed the distance between them and captured his mouth in a fierce but sweet kiss. And what Jeremy felt from that kiss was so humbling it made his senses reel. Some sentences are incomplete if you are not reading this novel on Ebookex.com. Visit Ebookex.com to read the complete chapters for free. He felt his mate's absolute acceptance of him and his complete surrender to him. The emotion that exploded within the alpha in that instant was so overwhelmingly euphoric he felt lightheaded. With a wolven growl he completely took over the kiss and ravaged Ryan's willing mouth, his tongue thrusting swift and deep. He felt as if he'd been given a precious gift.

When the kiss ended, Ryan's body went limp against Jeremy's. He felt floaty and sated, his mind buzzing from the most amazing high. When he felt Jeremy's arms wrap around him, he sighed with contentment. The alpha buried his face against the mark on his mate and breathed him in deeply. To him, nothing and no one had ever smelt that good.

"You're mine, Ryan." Though the alpha made the claim softly, the emotion and power behind it didn't go unnoticed. "And I promise to do right by you."

"You had better." Ryan purred, drawing a smile from Jeremy. "And yes, I'm so yours."

"I'm yours too." Jeremy said and then finally gave in to the emotions swirling inside him.

Ryan could feel Jeremy shaking against him and could also feel the wetness on his neck but didn't stop Jeremy. The alpha deserved a free pass after what they'd experienced on that rug that evening. F**k, it had been intense. After a while the alpha snied and raised his head to look at his mate. And that look made Ryan gasp with shock. Jeremy looked at him like he was worth the world.

"Thank you." Jeremy croaked. "For accepting me despite all my flaws."

"Hmmm..." Ryan wiped at Jeremy's face. "Tell me, did you cry because it dawned on you that you're mine too? Or you..."

"Fuck you Ryan." Jeremy gave a mock growl, making Ryan burst into laughter.

"You just did." He murmured almost shyly, his heavy-lidded eyes still filled with dreamy satisfaction. If someone had told him just a month earlier that he would be fucked in the arse by Jeremy and actually enjoy it, he would have probably slapped the person. And to make it even more surprising, he was crazy about the guy. To think he'd never even looked twice at another guy before Jeremy. Fuck!

"Was it okay?" The alpha actually sounded nervous.

"Did you seriously just ask me that?" Ryan asked softly, trailing his fingers down Jeremy's cheek, his eyes glinting with amusement in the faint light coming from the TV. "There are no words for what just happened. Maybe the words are yet to be invented. For now, I'll go with phenomenal. That was...fuck!"

Jeremy from his laughed softly, tenderly brushing Ryan's hair damp forehead. Soft blue eyes filled with reverence, looked into Ryan's which were still red from shedding so much tears that day. Then his eyes dropped down to Ryan's mouth, which was plump and red from all the kissing. Jeremy didn't think he'd seen a more beautiful creature.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it." Jeremy murmured. "I never thought that level of feeling and ecstasy even existed. Thanks for showing me it does."

"You have no idea how thrilled I am that you got to experience that with me and not any of your..." Ryan trailed of when Jeremy leaned in to claim his mouth again, electively shutting him up. "Okay, that shut me up alright." He gasped when his mouth was released. "I think you're magnificent." He murmured.

"No need to flatter me." Jeremy leaned forward to lick at Ryan's kiss-swollen lips. He just couldn't get enough of those lips. "You've already gotten inside my pants." He said with a twinkle in him eyes.

Ryan laughed. "We need to go take a shower." He murmured, shivering at the feel of Jeremy's tongue on his lips.

"I wish we didn't have to." Jeremy growled against his mate's swollen, moist lips. "I prefer how you smell."

"You mean how I smell of you." Ryan drawled, rolling his eyes.

"Yes." Jeremy grinned. "I want it to remain as such."

"Jeremy, you know very well that no matter how hard I scrub myself, I can never get rid of your scent now so why can't we take that shower?" He kissed Jeremy again. "We're covered in c*m and sweat." Hell, he could feel Jeremy's c*m leaking out of him onto Jeremy. "You have a point." Jeremy groaned. "Okay let's go take a shower. But I need to heal you after we're done bathing."

"Heal me..." Ryan looked confused.

"You'll understand when I pull out of you." Jeremy said, rolling Ryan onto his back.

"Oh..." Hot colour rose in Ryan's cheeks. "Are you going to do that now?" At Jeremy's amused nod, Ryan's eyes widened. "I'll leak onto the rug, Jer. Maybe we should do that in the bathroom."

"Just say you want me to carry you into the bathroom." Jeremy chuckled as he nuzzled his nose against Ryan's mark.

"Oh fuck..." Ryan let out a loud moan and shivered violently. Was it always going to be like that, he wondered. He didn't miss Jeremy's satisfied grin at his telling reaction. "You're an a*****e Jer." He laughed breathlessly. "Seriously Jeremy... feels like I have gallons of your c*m inside me. The rug..."

"Fuck the rug." Jeremy growled softly, dropping tiny kisses all over Ryan's face. "Besides, you've already christened it with that fountain you sprayed earlier. That was hot by the way."

"Oh my god..." Ryan groaned in mortification, making Jeremy laugh. "That has never happened before."

"Really?"

"Yes, really." Ryan murmured. "That was intense."

"Tell me about it." Jeremy looked into Ryan's soft and dreamy eyes and felt pride. He'd put that look there...Sweet! "I'm gonna pull out now." He whispered. "Don't wanna do it standing up in some bathroom. That might hurt you." His eyes dropped down to lock on Ryan's luscious kiss-swollen mouth. "Fuck, you're beautiful." Jeremy sounded drunk. "If you're so concerned about the rug, just clench up when I pull out. Okay?" Ryan nodded. "Okay."

Jeremy gently pulled out with a deep growl. Ryan couldn't help the loud moan that tore out of his throat either. The friction of Jeremy's cock moving against his nerve-rich tissues was so pleasurable.

"Damn." Jeremy groaned. "Are you okay?" He husked, dropping tiny kissed along Ryan's jaw.

"You're still hard." Ryan gasped, drawing laughter from Jeremy.

"I'm virtually never completely soft around you Ryan." He chuckled, getting to his feet with Ryan in his arms. "You need to pay attention, mate."

"You're so fucking perverted." Ryan laughed, putting his head on Jeremy's shoulder.

"Yeah, well blame my mate. 'Cause when it comes to him, my entire body just goes crazy." Jeremy murmured as he entered the bathroom.

Ryan laughed softly. "Same here Jer. Same here."

And after taking a very long shower amidst languid kisses, the alpha and his mate went directly to their comfortable massive bed. At Jeremy's insistence, Ryan allowed him to lick all over his sore hole and perineum...that small stretch of flesh between Ryan's ravaged hole and his balls which was rich in nerve endings. A wolf's tongue was known to have healing properties. An alpha's even more so. But although Jeremy's ministration was meant to heal and soothe Ryan, it only ended up arousing both of them unbearably. Before long, helpless whimpers were falling out of Ryan. Neither man could fight the l**t. They ended up f*****g again and again till the early hours of the morning. Both lost count of the number of o*****s they had. The alpha and his mate were definitely on cloud nine. And till it become very necessary, neither one was ready to descend.