Speak To Me
Chapter 146 –

(Rylan)

Holy freaking shit..

How is it possible to feel more like a virgin right at this moment than when I actually was a damn virgin?!

I swear being touched by Tilly, is like I'm being touched for the very first time..not to quote Madonna or anything..but now I get it..I freaking get it.

"Does that feel good?" Tilly whispered, her sweet voice adding to the pleasure as I nodded my head up and down, keeping my eyes glued to where her hand was. "So fucking good."

I swear she knew every damn spot that drove me insane..or maybe I'm just a horndog and anywhere she touched me would make me lose it..but I was already close.

Tilly slid her palm back up, swiping her thumb across my tip as she used the bead of liquid to swirl around my head. Then I felt my balls tighten, the urge to cum already pulsing inside of me as I tried to play it cool.

I felt my eyes roll back, my fingers digging into the pillow as Tilly fisted my shaft once more, rubbing up and down my cock as she explored it eagerly.

"Tilly, I'm already close." I gasped, seeing those big blue/green eyes snap up to mine as her lips parted in the most adorable fucking way.

"Do I just keep doing this?" She asked innocently as I nodded.

"Just like that baby..fuck it feels so damn good." I groaned, flexing my hips as I started to meet each pump of her fist eagerly.

I began to grunt, my breathing growing ragged as I felt more vulnerable than I ever have in my life. Seeing how Tilly watched my every move with such excitement was so damn new to me that I felt my cock swell as I let out a loud groan.

It was almost embarrassing how damn loud I was..and when my cum came shooting out in ribbons, I could see Tilly staring down at it in shock as she continued to milk my cock. Causing me to ride out that pleasure as long as possible.. "Okay..you..you can stop now." I panted, my hand reaching for hers as I suddenly realized it was covered in my cum. I swear my cock twitched again at the sight of her, making another wave of pleasure tremble through me as I pulled her hand away. "Come here, let me clean you up." I whispered, realizing Tilly hadn't said a single thing since I came.

I quickly tucked myself away and pulled up my briefs. I then rose from the couch and led a quiet Tilly to the sink before rinsing off her hand.

Fuck..was that too much for her? I knew I should've said no..

"Are you okay?" I asked softly, causing Tilly's eyes to snap to mine before those beautiful tan cheeks turned a soft shade of pink.

"Mhm." She hummed, seeming shy all of a sudden.

"Was that..too much for you?" I asked, causing Tilly to look away from me before shaking her head no.

"Do you just feel shy now?" I asked, making her nod yes now as I couldn't help but let out a relieved chuckle.

"Come here." I breathed, pulling Tilly into my chest as I towered over her.

"That felt so good..thank you, Angel." I whispered, kissing the top of her head softly as she gripped my shirt tightly before nuzzling into me deeper.

"Can we do that again soon?" She asked me, making my eyes widen as I peered down at her face, trying to see her eyes as she kept them hidden against me.

"If you want to. But maybe next time I can make you feel good instead." I offered, not wanting to come on too strong as she finally pulled back and looked at me excitedly.

"Why wait? I mean, we can do it now." She blurted, causing me to burst into laughter as I couldn't stop these feelings of pure adoration from rushing through me. God..this woman was perfect..in every damn way I swear.

I bent down, giving her a kiss on the lips as she fluttered her eyes closed.

"Why don't we eat first..you are going to need lots of energy if I'm going to be doing that." I mumbled, feeling Tilly's warm breath fan against my lips as she held onto my shirt desperately.

Suddenly she pulled back, her eyes seeming to fill with emotion as she looked up at me intently.

"Rylan...I know this is happening kinda fast and I haven't really done this type of stuff before..but I feel like with you, I want to do all of it. I think I'm already falling for you Rylan." Tilly confessed, her words causing me to be taken aback as I swear I never expected her to say those words first.

I lifted my arms before placing my hands on her cheeks and bent down closer to her face.

"I feel the exact same way.." I admitted, and the smile this girl gave me...fucking hell, it pretty much shook my whole damn world.

"You do?" She asked excitedly, making me nod my head yes as she suddenly leaped into my arms and began kissing my lips and cheeks rapidly.

"Since the moment I laid eyes on you..I knew I was a goner." I added playfully, making a burst of giggles explode from her.

Suddenly, like freaking clockwork..I heard my phone go off, and I couldn't help but groan.

"Let's just ignore it and keep kissing." I grumbled, kissing Tilly's lips now as she nodded her head in agreement. But of course, the phone rang not once..not twice but four damn times..making me realize it had to be some type of emergency.

"I better get it. It could be something about Nolan." I whispered, making Tilly nod in agreement as she was about to slide down me.

"What? I didn't say you needed to get off of me..wrap those legs around me baby." I instructed her, seeing her laugh as I placed my hands on her hips, holding onto her firmly.

Then I went to my phone and realized it was a number I didn't recognize and quickly answered. I hoped to god it wasn't about Nolan..he was supposed to get out in a few weeks. "Hello?"

"Is this Rylan Walters?" A woman rushed out.

"Yes, this is him speaking." I confirmed.

"It's Paula Martinez..I need to speak with my daughter, this is urgent." The woman snapped, making me freeze as I glanced at Tilly, clearly seeing she had heard it.

"Tilly isn't ready to speak with you yet..she explained that in the text.."

"It's her father, well my husband..he..he is in the hospital." Paula rushed out.

Before I could even react, Tilly yanked the phone from my hand and began speaking Spanish rapidly. I wasn't fluent but I picked up a few words..and I'm pretty sure it was bad.. "We will be there in a little." And then she handed me back the phone and I quickly hung it up.

"Is everything okay?" I asked her, seeing tears welling up in Tilly's eyes.

"It's my papa..he..he had a heart attack." She choked out, and I pulled her firmly to my chest, holding onto Tilly as she sobbed against me. Fuck, this isn't good..

"Come on, let's go. We are only a few minutes away." I whispered, seeing her head nod up and down as I began carrying her to her room.

After changing into some warmer clothes and heading downstairs, I had the car pulled out front for us and was driving Tilly to the hospital.

"Do you think this is my fault?" She suddenly blurted, making my eyes snap to hers. I quickly grabbed her hand, holding it tightly as I shook my head no.

"Tilly..no. You told me yourself that he had been suffering from health issues a lot more lately." I reminded her, making Tilly nod her head.

"I just..maybe if I reached out.." She cried, and I felt my heart shatter for her.

"Stop, things like this just happen sometimes. Yeah, he could've been under a lot of stress..but it doesn't mean you had to sacrifice your feelings because of that." I said firmly, believing it wholeheartedly.

"I just hope he will be okay." She whispered sadly as I pulled her hand up to my mouth before kissing it gently.

"I'm sure he will be.." I tried to stay positive, hoping to god it was the case because I knew this would destroy Tilly if something happened to him like this.

Once we pulled up to the hospital, I parked the car and we both made our way inside. I felt Tilly practically clinging to my arm as her small frame began to tremble.

"We are almost there..it will be okay." I said, rubbing her arms and trying to warm her up.

After speaking with the front desk and learning what floor and room he was in, that's when we stepped into the elevator and made our way up to the third floor.

But once those doors opened..that's when Tilly froze..and I swear it was almost like looking in a mirror.

The woman standing before us had long dark hair and tan skin just like Tilly. She was a little curvier and definitely seemed older, but their faces were almost uncanny..other than the eyes. Those were brown instead of Tilly's rare green/blue color. "Tilly..you came." The woman said as a man took his place beside her.

"Shaina, your mom said a nurse was coming to handle it." The man stated and then looked towards us now. "Oh, your sister is here."

Shaina..so this was Tilly's actual birth mom..fuck..this might not go well..