Teaching My Bookworm Stepsister
Chapter 33

Kapri's P.O.V.

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I can't stop thinking about what happened earlier this week with Maverick. I sounded like such a desperate wh.ore. Especially when I tried to take his clothes off. Both times.

God, what is wrong with me? Why would I act that way? Where did this desperation come from? And most importantly, why is Maverick so good at pulling it out of me?

It was one thing to jump him after replaceing out about the place he took me to. I felt like Maverick deserved a little treat, and he spent all day building me up. So, really that was his fault.

I did have a lot of fun letting him touch me like that. Having an o****m felt amazing. I see why people like to have se.x.

Everything after though... I couldn't take my eyes off of Maverick. The world looked brighter, and Maverick looked... irresistible. I wanted more, but I didn't know how to ask for it.

That was the only reason I asked him to watch a movie. The moment Maverick started acting like it was a strange request, I wished I hadn't said it. I think that I played it off well though. Maverick did come to my room that night. And I tried to undress him again.

Maverick had to of liked it. He got hard, so that means he was into it, right? I mean, he... masturbated in front of me. Literally in front of me.

I let him c.um all over my face. I practically begged for it. It was so hot. I wanted more once again.

I was going to play it cool. All I had to do was calm myself down. But then Maverick kissed me.

What the hell is it about those damn lips? They just keep drawing me back in. It's like the moment Maverick's lips touch mine, all sense flies out the window.

I groaned, and slammed my head on my desk.

"Rough night last night?" Hayden said from beside me.

I turned my head to him, but my hair fell in my eyes.

"I'm stressed." I whined.

I haven't even had time to really be alone with Maverick since all of that. Brooke has been staying every day this week. Mom is working on getting her a room together so that we can ask her to move in. I don't know if she will, but I hope that Maverick and I can convince her to.

Still, because of that, Maverick and I have really only seen each other in passing. However, he stares at me all lunch period. I always glare or scowl at him like usual, and he just smiles back. I woke up feeling different this morning though. I think I might be horny. All I can think about is how to get Maverick alone. How to make him touch me again without asking.

I even had a s.ex dream about him last night.

Hayden chuckled, and moved the hair out of my eyes. He smiled at me, and I pouted at him.

"There's that cute girl." He said. "Why don't you sit up, and we can work on the homework together. Maybe it'll make you feel less stressed."

I groaned again as I sat up. I turned my head to him, and that's when I noticed Maverick walking past our classroom. I reacted before the logical side of my brain could catch up.

"May I use the restroom please?" I asked the teacher.

"Yeah, make it quick." He replied.

I practically bolted from the room, and went in the direction I saw Maverick in. I walked down to the end of the hall, but didn't see him. Where'd he go?

I was just about to turn a corner, when I heard voices.

"Come on May, I heard you take all the girls to the janitor's closet to do all kinds of naughty things."

Is that Ashley? The cheerleader? Isn't she best friends with Savannah?

"Do I look like some kind of wh.ore to you?" Maverick replied annoyed. "I don't just fu.ck any girl who asks."

Uh, he doesn't?

"It's not like it would be our first time, Mav," Ashley replied.

Oh yeah.. Maverick has slept with.. probably every girl here. Aside from my friend group.

"Is that supposed to make me want you or something?" Maverick asked, annoyed.

I almost giggled out loud at his comment.

"All I'm saying is that I'm really horny. I bet we could even sneak into the locker rooms. I'll s**k you off the way you like.. My moans will echo off the walls.. We can have some real fun in there. Let me blow your mind Mav." Ashley said seductively. Maverick didn't respond right away.

Is he.. going to say yes? Why does that make me feel... sad? Or disappointed? Is that what I'm feeling?

I shouldn't have any emotions at all. Maverick and I aren't together. We're siblings for crying out loud. He can be with whoever he wants. I couldn't care less.

"No." Maverick finally said.

My eyes went wide.

"What?" Ashley asked, echoing the shock I felt.

"I said no." Maverick stated, bored. "Your offer isn't appetizing. You use too much teeth when you give head, your moans sound more like screeches, and I can have fun with someone else." He said. "In fact, I'm already having enough fun with someone. Someone who can actually blow my mind."

My cheeks flamed.

Is he.. talking about me? No way.. We haven't even done anything. He must be sleeping with someone else.

"Now if you're done.. Do not ever come up to me again, and treat me like I'm some kind of jigglo here for your pleasure. Petition someone else." Maverick said dangerously.

I heard Ashley scoff, and Maverick's retreating footsteps. Retreating for Ashley, but they're coming right for me.

I turned on my heel, and booked it down the hall.

"Kapri?" Maverick said.

I pretended not to hear him, and ducked into my class room. I rushed to my seat, and sat down. My heart is beating so fast.

Why did I run away like that?

"Feel better?" Hayden asked.

"Huh?" I asked him.

Hayden raised a brow at me, and laughed.

"What's with you today?" He asked.

I cleared my throat.

"I told you, stress." I said. "Now let's finish this homework."

******

"Should we have a party this weekend?" Megan asked.

We're all seated having lunch now.

"For what?" I asked.

Megan laughed.

"Just because," She said.

"A reason to drink," Molly added.

"Oh." I said.

"Soooo?" Megan asked.

"I'm in," Molly said.

"Yeah, it's not like I have anything better to do. We can do it at my house like usual," Brooke said.

They all looked at me.

"I can't." I said.

"Why not?" Molly asked.

"Jasmyn has a violin recital Saturday night. I promised her I would go. Mom said we're going out to celebrate after," I said.

"What about today then? It's Friday," Megan said.

I flinched.

"What?" Molly asked me.

"Uhm, I have a date after school." I mumbled.

Silence.

"Uhm, I'm sorry, what?" Molly said.

"With who?" Megan asked.

I picked at the food on my plate as I answered.

"Josh." I said.

"Josh Harrington? You're going on a date with Josh?" Megan asked,

"When did this happen?" Molly asked.

"Does Maverick know?" Brooke asked.

"Okay," I said, putting my hands up to stop the questions. "Yes, that Josh. He asked me out on Monday. And no, Maverick doesn't know. Why would I tell my stepbrother about a date?" I replied. Megan and Brooke shared a look. I frowned at them, but then Molly started to squeal. She bounced in her seat, and I shook my head.

When I looked away, my eyes ended up replaceing Maverick's. He looks like he's been staring at me. This time I decided to offer him a small smile. Until he refused to smile back. What a jerk.

"Have you guys ever slept with Maverick?" I asked them.

Molly snorted, Megan choked on her water, and Brooke gave me a bored look.

"I'm gay." Brooke said.

"Okay, well, not you." I said.

"I haven't," Megan said. "He's like a brother to me."

Well, he is my brother, and I've still let him touch me.

"Maverick isn't really my type," Molly said. "I don't like that whole bad boy, womanizer type. Besides, he's been bullying my best friend for years."

I gave her a smile.

"You're too sweet," I said.

"Okay, can we talk about his date?" Megan asked.

Megan and Molly started to gush over me. I tuned them out as my eyes flickered back to Maverick. I wonder if he was referring to me when he was talking to Ashley earlier. I doubt it though. I mean, we haven't been doing that much together.. I just need to get a grip.

"Hey, can I ask you guys something weird?" I asked my friends.

"Sure," Megan replied instantly.

"Uh, have you guys ever... uhm, masturbated?" I whispered out the last word.

All three of them blinked at me. My face started to grow hot the longer they stared at me. Then Megan and Molly burst out in laughter. Even Brooke laughed, just not as loud.

"Of course we have," Megan said.

"Yeah, you know what they say. If you don't want to fu.ck yourself, who else would want to fu.ck you?" Molly chimed in.

"People really say that?" I asked.

"Yeah, they do." Brooke told me.

"Look, it's totally okay to explore yourself, girl," Megan said.

"Yeah, you should try it. It'll help you figure out what you like too." Molly added.

"Will it help me.. feel less.. pent up?" I asked.

Brooke snorted.

"Oh yeah, you'll feel way better after." She told me.

Guess I'm going to try masturbating.