Chapter 10

The following day, there is a knock on my locked door. I ignore

“Astrid, I know you're there. Please unlock the door, Ryker pleads. I don't want to hear his voice, so Ilock myself in the bathroom, run a bath, and stay there for as long as possible.

I put on a pair of jeans and the most oversized hoodie I can replace. It almost touches my knees. I pullthe hood over my head. It makes me feel invisible like I'm able to hide from the world. It's anenormous sense of comfort.

On the twelfth knock on my door, Ryker is livid and enlists Mia's help.

“It's Mia, Astrid,’ she says through the door. As sweet and bubbly as she is, I still want to be leftalone.

“I brought you some lunch. I'll leave it at the door, she explains.

The last thing I want to do is eat food. I feel sick to the stomach thinking about how close I havebecome with Ryker. He wants me, but I don’t understand why. I get that I'm his mate, but he hadalready arranged to be mates with Vanessa. Have I ever meant anything to him? Or has he beenplaying me and lying to me this whole time?

Exiting the bathroom via two gorgeous French doors, I sit on the balcony next to a large pot plant,hoping no one can see me. I keep hearing the odd door-knock for the rest of the day

and continue to ignore it. Sometimes it's Ryker knocking. Sometimes it's other people. It hurts meevery time to hear the pain and the regret in his voice when he speaks. Hayley knocks on the doorwhen it's dinnertime.

“I brought you some dinner, Luna. I see your lunch is still here. Look, I know you're upset, Astrid, andI understand why, but Ryker is so distressed we're struggling to keep him calm. We could use yourhelp to calm him down before he destroys the entire house.

Feeling a little guilty hearing that Ryker is tearing the place apart, I let out a heavy sigh, walked tothe door, and unlocked it. Hayley is holding a plate of food smiles at me.

“Luna. Thank you."

“Thank you, Hayley. I'm not hungry. Can you show me where he is? Hayley nods.

I follow her downstairs, where Ryker is growling and throwing a chair across the living room. Theroom is a complete mess. I stand there with my arms crossed, unimpressed with the absolute messhe has made. Ryker sniffs the air and spins around to see me. He races over to me, relieved. I lookaway, not wanting to look at him.

“Astrid! You've come out,’ he says, kneeling before me, clutching my hands. Everyone is watching us.Ryker has been crying. He looks up at me with big puppy dog eyes, it's

endearing, and I'm struggling to stay mad at him.

“Astrid, I never wanted Vanessa to be my mate or Luna. I'm twenty-two. The elders told me theywould have to choose a mate for me because I hadn't found my fated mate yet,” he explains.

“Why didn’t you tell me that before?’ I ask.

I tried to, but you were upset and locked yourself in your room." He is looking down at the ground. Ikneel on the floor, facing him.

I'm sorry. Had I known, I wouldn't have locked myself in my room. I'm feeling guilty.

“It's okay. You're out now. That's all that matters.’ He smiles, holding my face and patting my cheekswith his thumbs.

“I spoke to Vanessa and told her the agreement was off. I never agreed to any of it. The elders put itall in place, even though I was against it. I know she has always had a crush on me, but I felt nothingfor her, he explains.

“Vanessa will adjust to it in time,’ Hayley reassures me. I nod at Hayley

“How's your head?’ He asks, both of us standing up.

“My head feels fine now, I say.

Join us for dinner,’ Ryker says.

I'm exhausted. I'd rather sleep for the night, I say.

"You haven't eaten all day, though. Eat, and then you can go to bed,’ he says. I nod, and we sit at thetable where Alice has placed assorted platters of food from which we can serve ourselves.

Sitting down at the table, Vanessa walks in, smiling. She sits down at the table and scoops food ontoan empty plate. My fork hasn't even reached my mouth yet. I freeze with her presence, andeveryone feels awkward.

“What is she doing here, eating dinner with us?’ I ask Ryker.

“Don’t you know? I live in this packhouse too, Vanessa says, with a sour look. My fork drops from myhand at her words and clutters noisily down onto my plate.

"You have got to be kidding me,’ I say.

“When the elders arranged for her to be Luna, they expected her to live here, Ryker explains.

I'm here with Ryker now, Vanessa. You don't need to be here anymore,” I say, smiling at her.

Mia smiles at my confidence, and Vanessa glares at her.

I heard along the grapevine that you might not even want to become the Luna or accept AlphaRyker as your mate, she says. Ryker growls and glares at her. If looks could kill, his would.

“That's none of your business.’ I snap at her.

“Well, it is my business because if you don't accept Alpha Ryker within a certain time frame, theelders will still make Alpha Ryker mark me as his mate and initiate me as the Luna of Shadow Crest,’she says happily.

I growl at her words. Did I growl like a wolf again? Everyone turns to stare at me, surprised at myreaction.

“Would they make you do that?" I ask him. Ryker thinks for a moment.

There is a possibility, but I'm sure it won't come to that because you're here now. I don't see whywe would have to rush anything,’ Ryker says. Vanessa giggles.

'I guess we'll see what the elders prefer: your true mate who is weak and hasn't met her wolf yet andknows nothing about our world, or me: someone experienced and strong and willing to bear yourpups straight away, she smirks.

Ryker and I growl in unison at her words. I exhale sharply.

"You're nothing but a scruffy little dog from the woods!" I snap. Mia, Hayley, and Kane burst outlaughing. Seth tries to keep his composure. Vanessa stands.

"How dare you! I came from one of the strongest packs in the world. Shady Crest! We are-'I cut heroff.

“Shady, I say. The entire table is roaring with laughter.

“At least I know what pack I come from,” she snaps.

Everyone goes silent, bracing themselves for my reaction.

'For all we know, you could be from one of the weakest packs: the Rabid Rebels or the Astral pack. Ican assure you when we meet your wolf, we'll know, and if you're from a weaker pack,

the elders will intervene. You won't be allowed to rule as Luna. I'll be chosen in your place instead!"And what if I'm not? What if I'm from one of the strongest packs?’ I snap.

“Well, the strongest pack used to be the Moonstone pack. They have pure white wolves, but theyhad been wiped out around eighteen years ago, so keep dreaming! Shady Crest is the strongestnow, and our wolves are brown, and I have never seen you there. Shadow Crest comes next. Alphasare black, and pack members are grey, Vanessa explains, smirking at me, feeling victorious.

'So, we already know you aren't from a powerful pack. So, until you're the official Luna, I'm still inthe running, she concludes.

“Actually, Vanessa. I think it would be best if you moved out of the packhouse tomorrow. Seth willorganise one of the nearby cabins for you to remain close to your mother.’

"You can't be serious?’ Vanessa yells.

Yes, I'm very serious. You will move out tomorrow."

"You can't kick me out, Ryker. You can't make me move out!"

“If you are not out by lunchtime tomorrow, I will drag you out of this packhouse myself, Rykergrowls.

Standing up from the table, I walk away.

“Astrid, where are you going? You haven't even touched your dinner, Ryker growls.

I lost my appetite. I will not stay here and listen to this scruffy little mutt anymore!’ I storm off to myroom and shut the door, locking it again

If she thinks she can speak to me like that and treat me like that, she has another thing coming!

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