The beast and the blessed novel by Ashley Breanne
Chapter 49

Forty-Nine: Natalie

Natalie's P.O.V.

I was killing time, completely restless. I had already planned a celebration dinner to be ready forwhen Heath and Nolan were released. It was important to me that the pack see that they are aliveand well. But since they were going to still be restrained for the next few days and then underpersonal guard, I figured it would be best to wait until they were fully back among the people intwo weeks.

They were a symbol that we would persevere. Those blood suckers would not take us down withouta fight.

Reading had held my interest for a very short while until I came to the conclusion that I hadabsolutely no retention of the information and that I would have to reread it all again later. My mindwas trapped, stuck on one thing and one thing only. My mate.

For a moment, I had considered destroying our bedroom just so I would have something to clean tokeep my mind and body occupied. Our staff did an incredible job though, and I would have feltguilty for messing it up when they worked so hard day after day to keep every room neat andorganized.

I had showered, shaved my legs, and trimmed the already short hairs on my pussy. I applied lotionto every part of my body that I could reach. Then, I pulled on my best black lace panties and bra.The lack of padding told me that whoever picked this out when they went clothes shopping for meupon my arrival, had not intended it to be for regular day wear.

Not with the fact that the anticipation of what was to come had my nipples hard and tight, visiblypoking out of the fabric. It would be wildly inappropriate for me to wear it when being among thepeople and letting them all get a good look at my nipples through my shirt. Any time I was aroundKillian, I seemed to react instantly. So there was no doubt in my mind that everyone would get aneyeful of me.

No, this was lingerie at its finest, and I was positive it cost a few hundred dollars at the least. Theexpensive fabric wasn't rough like the cheap pair of lace I had as a teenager. This was delicate andsoft. It felt like I was pulling on silk, silk that could rip at the slightest amount of resistance.

It was see-through as well, something that I paused in front of the mirror to enjoy. My body hadbecome more toned as I continued my training. When I looked at myself, for the first time, I wasn'tembarrassed and tearing myself down by picking out my flaws.

I was enjoying myself as I scanned over the woman standing in the mirror and made an effort toreplace features that I thought Killian would like.

I knew he would love the panties. Being able to see through them was erotic. He loved beingbetween my legs, whether it was his cock, his face, or his hand. On multiple occasions, I felt ready tocum just by the look in his eyes when he moved between my legs and took in a deep breath, lickinghis lips when he saw my wetness coating my pussy, on the verge of dripping down my thighs.

But it was the dainty way my waist pulled in and my newly toned thighs that I imagined himspending time on. His large and rough hands would grab and rub the areas, gripping me tightly ashe pulled me closer to him or nibbled and licked as he made his way down my body.

My breasts were tight and round as goosebumps from my arousal had them perking up, ready forhim to take one in his hot mouth and suck and bite on them until I was wiggling beneath himbegging for release, begging for him to fuck me. Then again, he had made it clear in the office thatmorning. We wouldn't be fucking at all. He would be making love to me.

But he wasn't here, so I resisted the urge to cup my own breasts and pinch my nipples. I resistedsliding my hand down between my legs, even though I knew just how to work myself to cum withinseconds. There was no doubt that if I reached down, I would replace myself slick and wet. It would beso easy to get myself off instantly with how worked up I was just thinking about him.

No, the only person who would be bringing me to orgasm tonight would be my mate. Then hewould mark me, and I would be his.

At first, I was leaning against the closed balcony doors while I waited. I had bent one leg with myheel against the wall, and my hands gently resting on my body with my fingers flat against my warmskin. One was on my hip, and the other was on my collarbone with my pinky gently pulling at thelace bra

When I felt utterly ridiculous after a few minutes, I gave up on that and turned the armchair thatlooked out over the balcony until it was fully facing the entrance to our room. I sat on it with mylegs spread, up on the balls of my feet as I had seen in magazines. Although, those women weren'twearing such little clothing. My arms were holding the edge of the seat between my legs, and mychest was pushed forward as I tried to gaze seductively at the door, waiting for his entrance.Unfortunately, I only held the position for about fifteen minutes before I felt absolutely embarrassedand changed my mind again.

My eyes flickered up to the clock on the wall, and I let out a sigh when I realized it was way past thenormal time for Killian to be home.

He could be here any moment, and my attempts at seducing him were already failing. It was theexcitement and anticipation that was driving me wild. I knew that as soon as he walked in, he wouldbe able to smell my desire.

The giddy feeling that flooded my chest and stomach, had my body responding accordingly, and Iwas thoroughly wet for him before he even got here.

It was incredible how much power the man had over me.

As a last-ditch effort, and getting tired of waiting as the clock ticked on and the moon rose higher, Istretched out across the middle of the bed horizontally. My feet hung over the edge, and I heldmyself up on my elbows so my chest would be pronounced and visible when he found me.

My fingers moved up to my neck, and I smiled as I pictured what it would feel like in a few shorthours to have his mark on me. Would he be able to feel it when I touched him?

Joselin had said that I would be able to feel it if he were being unfaithful, and that opened up aworld of possibilities. What exactly would I feel?

What would he feel?

If he got in the shower and grabbed his cock, would I know? Would it act as a beacon, calling me tohim? Would I get to enjoy the pleasure that he was experiencing?

The idea of walking into the bathroom while he was under the warm spray of the water, watching ashis large calloused hand slid up and down his shaft, had me feeling even hotter and more bothered.I would love to see if he made the same expressions when he was alone as he did when he wasinside me. Would his head drop back and his eyes close?

I wondered if he would just pump himself or if he would rock his hips forward into his hand too likehe did when it was my mouth around him. Did the same gruff and guttural moans leave his perfectlips?

I let my arms fall, folded under my head as I closed my eyes and pictured it. My body burned evenhotter as I continued to daydream about the man that had ruined even masturbation for me. Noone would be able to get me off the way Killian did, not even me. My self-reached orgasms seemedso pathetic compared to the way he would make me scream his name as black dots lined my vision.If I hadn't known any better, I would think that it was time for my next heat, but that was still severaldays away. Several days before we had a marathon of fucking and driving each other wild.

I was excited... more than excited.

Oh, the shower was a wonderful place, and I smiled to myself as I lay stretched out in bed. The nexttime he was in the shower, preferably in the morning before he went to work, I was going to walk in.I would strip myself of all my clothes while he watched me through the fogged-up glass. Then Iwould join him, dropping to my knees and taking him as deep into my mouth as I could.

My legs moved as I clenched my thighs together, crossing and then uncrossing my ankles as I triedto get some relief without giving in and sliding my hand between my legs.

Fuck! I needed him, but if he didn't show up soon, I would be taking care of myself.