The Gamma's Heart
The Gamma’s Heart – Chapter 20

Clara POV

After I showered and ate I sat in his room while the tv was playing something I wasn’t paying no mind to. I ran my fingers through my thick curly hair and leaned forward, my elbows on my knees and face in my hands.

She offered to help me, not hurt me more, I also noticed a scar on my chest above my right breast, I asked Wyatt where it came from but he avoided the question. I even asked my wolf but she ran off and blocked me.

I did notice one thing when I was talking to her, nothing was blocking me from seeing her anymore.

She was absolutely beautiful.

“What’s wrong?” Wyatt asked from the bed, he was giving me space, and I don’t truly know how I felt about it. My whole body screamed to be near him, but I wasn’t ready. “When does Noah come back?”

He sighed “he linked me while you were eating, he wont be back until tomorrow morning, afternoon at the latest.” Maybe I should have let him call Chase over here, but I wasn’t sure if they’d told my family about the incident yet, that was the only reason I told him not to.

“I can feel how tense you are, is it me? I can leave the room!” I shook my head and forced myself not to smile at how sweet he was being.

“It isn’t you, my body wants to be near yours but in my head I don’t want to be next to you at all.” he nodded his head in understanding then looked away from me. “I get it, I really do, but you won’t beable to relax until your body forces you to be next to your mate. And unfortunately I’m the only one here until Noah gets back tommorrow. So please come and sit beside me?” Wyatt urged.

Giving in to the pull I went over and sat next to him, I scotted up and leaned up on the headboard with him. My body immediately relaxed. “Better?” he asked, and I nodded.

“You guys should have told me before things got so bad. I would have told you the truth if you would have given me the chance.” I whispered playimg with my fingers.

“We didn’t want to worry you, yes you had s*x with him but were you fully aware of who he is? He’s a bad guy, he’s been locked up for stalkimg young girls, a few of them told us it started after having s*x with him. Some even said he’d broke into their home and raped them.”

He spoke softly So that I could grasp how serious the situation was. How did nobody know these details. “So I just assumed he had an unhealthy obsession with you, like he did with most pretty girls that age.

“on numerous occasions they both said we were ‘beautiful’ not ‘pretty’,” Clary said as she ran forward, and I couldn’t help the giggle that slipped out, he looked over at me with a confused look on his face. “Sorry, Clary said something funny.”

“What did she say?” he asked softly. “Just that you both made it abundantly clear that I’m more than just ‘pretty’.” I said using air quotations with my fingers over the last word.

“Well… she’s not wrong.” he said with a chuckle. “So I’ve been told.”

“One day if you have me, I can show you how beautiful you are to me.” he murmured. I stole a glance at him, and seen that his cheeks were red. “Are you really blushing at that comment?”

In my defense he and I have done everything but have s*x, and I don’t know why he’s reluctant about it. And if it was up to me he would have been the one I had s*x with first and not Noah.

“You know he had s*x with us to show you how sorry he was,” Clary whispered. “I know” my cheeks then tinted a light pink color just thinking about it. “Maybe he will aswell.” she said rather seductively “Clary are you always so horney” “only for my mates” I shook my head at her.

Damn wolf now has me turned on just thinking about it.

If I could I’d throttle her.

Lookimg back over at Wyatt, he had a smirk on his face. The look on his face told me he smelt my arousal, thanks to my horny wolf. “Stop looking at me like that, Wyatt!”

“Why?” he said with a husky voice. “Because the look you’re giving me, isn’t helping me stay upset with you.” he brushed a curl from my face a tucked it behind my ear. “Well that’s a good thing then.”

“Are you guys gonna be the ones that use s*x as a way to forgive you? Because Noah did, and now you are …attempting, to do this exact same thing.” he laughed at my comment. “Well if it works, then I don’t see the harm in it”

“I’m not having s*x with you.” I folded my arms across my chest. He smirked at me, and moved my hair from my shoulder. “We’ll see about that,” he rubbed his fingers over their mark and I closed my eyes fighting with the way he was making me feel. “I know that you want to”

“not like this, not after what you did.” I whispered trying my hardest not to m**n. “I’m sorry I hurt you,”

I feel the bed dip some, he leaned over and brushed his lips next to my ear. “It won’t happen again.” he said softly and bit down on my earlobe. I tried to fight it but a m**n slipped out.

And what was worse is I was wearing his shirt with nothing under it. Wyatt told me to stay out of my room due to there being glass everywhere, and Noah’s was further down the hall where my other bags were at.

He moved his mouth down to my neck and sucked lightly, his other hand was rubbing my thigh, forcing me to slightly part my legs.

My body hates me, I now know that now.

“Come on love, give into it.” Wyatt taunted. He moved the hand that was on my thigh, and I thanked the Goddess he did, because I was so close to giving in.

I heard movement beside me, and I parted my eyes to see what he was doing. That’s when I seen him throw his boxers off the bed. Did he just- “he did,” Clary said with a heavy breath. “you aren’t helping Clary.”

Wyatt gripped my arms and pulled me on top of him, making me straddle him. “What are you doing?” I kept eye contact with him because I knew if I didn’t I’d look down and be greeted by his hard c**k. It was already brushing up against me.

“Making your choice for you. I know that you want to but you won’t admit it. So I will help speed the process along.” he said in a stern voice “And you can hate me for it, that’s fine, because I hear hate s*x is better anyway.” he smirked lifting the shirt I had on so that his c**k was now rubbing against my skin, making tingles flood my body.

“Besides I’ve got to loose my vCard eventually. Why not now?” he shrugged his shoulders. “We can make it a quickie if that helps.”

“I hate how you are making me feel right now.” I said narrowing my eyes at him.

“A quickie on top of hate s*x? That’s so sexy..” he teased. “I’m serious-” “so am I” Wyatt then pulled me towards him and kissed me roughly, and I hate to say it but it turned me on by the dominant version of him I was seeing. Wyatt bit down on my bottom l*p, I swear if he bit any harder I’d begin to taste b***d.

I m****d out loudly when he wrapped my hair in his hand and pulled me back from him. His dark eyes glancing down then back up at me. “I want your hair in a ponytail.” he all but demanded.

And against my better judgement I quickly put my hair up, in my haste a few curls fell in my face but I was too aroused to care. Wyatt then nodded in approval then gripped my hands and had me place them on his shoulders.

I have to say, this side of him was extremely sexy. He’s always so sweet and loving, never rough and dominant.

He reached down and tapped my thigh lightly. “Lift up” he demanded. When I did he grabbed his c**k and rubbed it against my throbbing clit. I tilted my head back, gripping his shoulders.

“Damn you’re so sexy.” He mumbled, I let out a m**n when his tip entered me. I adjusted my position for him to get a better angle, and when I did his hands that were gripping my waist tightened and then slammed me down on him fully.

It wasn’t until then pain washed over me, he was thicker than Noah, painfully so. “I’m sorry. I didn’t realize how tight you’d be.” he whispered in my ear as I sat there not able to move. To help he reached between us and began to gently rub my clit. At first it wasn’t helping but when he kissed my mark I rolled my h**s some.

He then put his hands back on my h**s, and started moving me. “I suppose you aren’t gonna let me do anything here are you?” I asked with a m**n slipping out as he picked up the pace.

“Nope! Let me take care of you.” I nodded my head, has he continues to move me up and down on his c**k. I rolled my h**s trying to give my body something to do, to help the friction I felt between my legs.

As he moved us faster my nails dug into his shoulders, and I felt tingles wash over my body, making me repeatedly clamp down on his c**k.

I moved his hands and he raised an eyebrow at me. I placed both my hands behind me on his thighs, trying to chase after his motions. As I moved up and down on him I felt my entire body shudder and heat up.

When he reached down and pinched my clit I gave in to it and came.

My legs shook as I slowed down. Wyatt then proceeded to grab my waist and force me back forward. “Grip the headboard,” he told me and I grabbed it, wondering why he was making me hold onto it.

“Tell me if I hurt you okay,” I nodded tooking him in the eyes, he held eye contact with me and he lifted me up slowly, I thought he was pulling himself out, but when he slammed me back onto him I swear I saw stars. I m****d out loudly as he lifted me up again then repeating the previous movement.

I heard the windows behind the bed begin to rattle but I couldn’t focus on that to much as Wyatt kept pickimg me up and slamming me down onto him, the feeling was euphoric and I felt myself close to another release.

I m****d everytime he slammed me onto him, my nails digging into the wood of the headboard. The windows continued to shake and vibrate everytime he brought me down. I swear if I break these windows too, the packhouse will kick us out.

When Wyatt began moving me faster I knew he was close. His head was leaned back against the wood. I felt his c**k jerk inside me, and then he stilled his movements. When his seed shot into me he let out a m**n, I took it upon myself to move slowly on him so that I could replace the release I was so close to.

I guess reading my mind he leaned forward as I increased my movements.

He kissed me roughly, forcing his tongue in my mouth, I tried to fight the battle in our mouth but he quickly won the fight.

His hand gripped my ponytail and pulled me back breaking the k**s. “You’re so fuckimg sexy right now.” he rasped.

He exposed my neck and he began kissing, sucking and nipping at the skin.

My movements began to get sloppy as I got closer, Wyatt noticed this and gripped my waist again.

He then made me stop moving my h**s.

But when he began spearing himself in and out of me in quick motions, I m****d loudly, my hands quickly moved to his shoulders and I dug my nails into him.

I felt my canines elongate, I turned his head slightly and bit down on his mark.

I exploded from the o****m that washed over me. Wyatt then stilled our movements when I felt him come again.

My body was covered in persperation and the shirt I was wearing was sticking to my body from the exertion.

After I licked his mark I felt him twitch inside me again. Pulling back he had his eyes closed, so I took advantage and kissed his lips gently.

“I think I love you Clara Baker.” I giggled against his lips. “Think?” I questioned.. “No… I know I love you.”

I pulled back with a huge grin on my face. “Well in that case, I love you too.” I said.

His smile got even bigger, he then leaned forward and kissed me deeply, he moved me slightly causing me to m**n into the k**s.

He then pulled away with a smirk on his face, he thrusted his h**s upwards causing another m**n to slip out. “I guess we’re going for round 2?!” he chuckled wrapping a arm around my back and rolling us to where he was hovering above me on the bed.