The Rebel
Chapter 19

From Vera’s point of view:

“Reject me, Vera. Reject me as your companion and free yourself from a lifetime of suffering. »

His eyes, I felt hurt when I saw them. His words hurt me even more.

Reject it? But rejecting means pain, suffering, self-hatred.

Would he be able to handle it?

“But…”

“You don’t expect me to sit around waiting for you?” This is it ? If so, you are wrong, Vera. Yes, you mean a lot to me right now, but if you leave… I’m sorry, I won’t be able to love you in the future. »

My heart was beating faster in my chest, was my freedom worth it?

I’ve never felt love in my life, but now that I have a chance to have it, should I let it go?

No Vera! You can’t be like mom. Being a companion doesn’t do you anything.

Just pain and suffering.

“I will replace you in the future, Vera if I have to. And then…”

He came closer, put his hand on my waist and pulled me towards him.

His eyes closed as he smelled my perfume.

“Then you will be able to see me, but not touch me. Feeling me, but…. I won’t be yours to love, Vera. I will belong to someone else. »

I looked down when he rested his forehead against mine, begging me to give up on the idea.

“Help me, Moon Goddess, I am making the biggest decision of my life.

I just hope it’s the right one.

Forgive me, Logan. But I have to do it. »

He didn’t say anything. He kept his eyes closed.

“You can do it, Vera, come on. It’s for his own good.

He deserves a loving companion, not someone like you. »

“Stop it!” You are cruel! Do not do that ! I’m going to hate you! I will hurt you if you hurt him! Do not do that !

Please ! »

I had just blocked my wolf by muttering a pardon. He waited for me to say the words while my eyes were fixed on his lips.

Will I never be able to touch him, feel the tingles that explode inside me when we touch.

As I crushed my lips on him, I couldn’t control myself.

My own tears were ready to leave my eyes as I enjoyed our last k**s.

He stopped for a second, then joined me. Taking it from a gentle k**s to a much deeper rough k**s.

We were both breathing heavily when we finished, my words sealing a broken promise forever.

“I, Vera Red,

I couldn’t finish. He slammed me against the wall behind. He placed his hand over my mouth.

My eyes widened and what I saw struck fear within me.

His eyes were burning.

And his grip was no longer soothing. There was a certain roughness and it scared me.

The aura transformed into something I had never felt before.

“I trusted you, Vera. I brought you here, took care of you, and made you my princess. But what did you do? »

I felt fear invade my insides. What did he mean by that?

I struggled, but his grip was iron.

Moving his face to the crook of my neck, he placed light k****s that turned rough and left hickeys.

I tried to struggle, but it was useless, he was holding me in a bind.

“Did you really think you could reject me?” Can you escape me after what you’ve done? When did I tell you that I would kill you before you rejected me? »

He leaned down and my heart started beating faster in my chest.

“No…. This can’t happen.

Why can’t I fight this? Why does my body feel so weak? My wolf… She can’t resist that.

“And even if you wanted to, you should have used your real name. ” »

And that was it, my struggling stopped and I just stared at him. His eyes were full of hatred as he looked at me.

Does he know… But…

“Princess Zara Saravera Chevalier. »

He lowered his hand and I couldn’t say anything. His eyes stopped at my lips to look at me again, a devilish smile on his lips.

“What… What are you saying?” I stuttered, making him narrow his eyes at me. He was angry, more than angry, and his silence for a few seconds was frightening.

“Are you lying again, Princess Zara? I was looking for the traitor in my pack who helped the Prince and guess what? he said, moving closer to me and whispering close to my ear, causing a shiver to run down my spine.

“She was my own partner. The one to whom I entrusted everything I had. »

“Vera… Saravera… Am I not right? »

I tried to push him away, but instead he held my wrists in his strong grip and slammed them above my head.

My breathing stopped for a second as I felt the pain penetrate my skull and I swallowed.

This wasn’t the Logan I knew.

“Please… Logan, just listen… I’m not…”

And before I could continue, he grabbed my shoulder roughly and then a voice ripping through the fabric was heard then that he was tearing it off.

I froze as the tears I was trying to control finally left my eyes.

He was going to hate me now. I knew it.

He stared at the royal mark on my shoulder and I saw his eyes change color. His grip on my wrist tightened, making my back hurt even more as he stretched my shoulders.

“Logan…”

And before I could say anything, he attacked my neck again, leaving rough k****s.

“Did you think you and your dad were going to make fun of me and I’d let you do it?” The b***d that runs through your veins has taken everything from me, Vera, and I promise you… that when I’m done, there will be nothing left of you. »

So much hatred? What did dad do to him to make him hate him so much.

So much so that he’s ready to take revenge on me too?

The link made my legs gelatinous,

And then he stopped for a second and I closed my eyes.

“Please stop Logan… Please…”

He didn’t listen.

Instead, he pierced his canines into my neck and excruciating pain entered my body.

I let out a bloodcurdling scream and my body began to shake.

“No… This can’t be happening…”

He didn’t stop, he dug his teeth, drawing b***d and I felt tears leave my eyes.

I’ve never felt like this before, so much pain, so much suffering.

What was he doing ?

My eyes stayed fixed on a light behind him as he continued, marking me in the worst way I’ve ever heard.

I could feel my b***d running down my shirt, but he didn’t care.

He made sure to mark me in the deepest way a companion has ever marked before.

I felt weak. The pain numbed my mind and I knew he could turn it into pleasure.

But he did not do it.

He let me feel the pain.

A sob left my lips, my cries accompanied it, so that he placed his palm on my mouth again.

Which would shut me up.

And then it happened, the pain, the screams… Everything transformed into a new feeling, which released all the weight on me.

My body felt weaker if possible and then I leaned on him.

My legs gave in to the heaviness.

He didn’t stop. Instead, turning me around, he threw my body onto the bed behind.

He towered over me in an instant.

I didn’t even have a second to breathe as he attacked my neck again.

“Did you want freedom, Zara? Is not it ? Well, you will only get imprisonment now. I’d like to see you try to leave me after this…”

He started to k**s my mark again, but I couldn’t resist.

My wolf wanted this and I was too numb to move.

I was so wrong… I know I was wrong… But this? Nobody deserves this.

He talked about placing a double claim on me, and the second he said his next words, I was sure of it.

“You are mine, Zara. And you will have to die to separate yourself from me. »

No! It was the most painful event! Mates don’t do this…unless they want to claim someone forever, where separation means death for the female.

The moment his canines pierced my skin again, the pain that followed was nothing I had felt before.

The tears left my eyes and my body shook violently.

My wolf cried with happiness while I cried with pain.

The pleasure that followed caused a m**n to escape my lips.

” Let yourself go. Love your companion! It’s up to you to mark it,” said my wolf and I wanted to laugh.

Love? He took away the only hope I had left in life, the only hope that I would fall in love with him.

“After last night, I don’t think I’ll be able to forgive you, Logan.

You may have won my wolf, but you lost me.

Forever. »

My body tensed as I gave up the fight, lying on the bed without resistance, for him to finish the mark until he was satisfied.

Minutes passed, but he still didn’t stop.

Without worrying about showing pity.

But, I had finished. I was done with everything, the mark on my neck took everything away from me.

Like the last tear that falls to wet the pillow below.

I closed my eyes, accepting the darkness my own companion led me to.

What an idiot I was. Thinking he was different and that I could replace love in this life.

Love died for me from that moment on and I promised that no matter what, I would never stay here.

Even if it meant losing my wolf, I would free myself from there.

I promised it.

The incarnation of female emancipation would not suffer the fate from which she saved others.

She would be a rebel, until the last day of her life.

She would rebel against her companion, she would rebel against her father.

She would rebel against the whole world if she had to.

But, she would never open her heart to anyone, ever again.