Ursanthropy
32. Release (part one)

A/n: Enjoy! 😉

Doreen

He came closer as I could hear his feet taking step after step. Finally he was so close that the water from the shower, underneath his feet, splashed a little. His chest wasn’t even touching my back, but I already felt my skin tingle from his presence.

The hot water of the shower, had me relaxed for a moment, but ever since he came in the room I was tensed up with excitement. I know I’m new to this, but I’m not totally blue about sex. I have read books about romance and erotic stories, and I have explored my own body as well. But his intimidating height, strength, looks, and total composure is something else entirely!

While I was still facing the wall, he did touch my back now and I could feel his cock brush up against my butt. He put his hands on the wall in front of me and blocked the stream of water with his own head. Splashing himself wet with the hot water and growling softly in pleasure.

My breathing became heavier the more seconds passed and together with the smell of his sweat and his raw primal aroma I was getting really wet between the legs!

“Are you sure, you are ready for this?” He whispered in my ear and my skin tingled from hearing his raspy voice. If it would have been possible I’d have an orgasm due to his voice alone!

“Well...” I could barely say any word as my mind was in a hurry to get to the most exciting part of this night. “I am ready, but you have to guide me safely through it.” I whispered.

I saw his right hand leaving the wall and then he gently touched my hand and went up from there. My wrist, my lower arm, elbow and upper arm, it all tingled with sparks as together with the flowing hot water that went downwards it created a buzzing sensation.

When he reached my shoulder and then my neck, he lifted away my wet hair and brushed my earlobe with his lips. “Don’t worry love, you will only experience pleasure tonight.” He whispered.

He realised I was already trembling from anticipation, so he put his arm around my waist and held me tight against his body. “Just breath, love. I’m not going to hurt you.” He gently said.

I took a big breath as he said I should, but then I turned around and looked him straight in the eyes without even glancing towards his raging member! Not that I needed to see how big it was, as I could feel it twitching against my belly now.

“I’m not afraid, not of you and not of your...” Shit, now I did look down! “Okay, maybe a little...” I whispered as I looked at the full standing size now and he chuckled.

“Shush, love. I’ll take care of you.” He said, while lifting my chin and giving me a kiss.

He then put his hands underneath my ass and as a reflex I put my arms around his neck and jumped up a little. He handily caught me and pushed my waist against his stomach. Our kisses became fiercer and our tongues entwined each other. I moaned into his mouth, as he squeezed my butt cheeks.

A sudden cold feeling pushed the air out of my chest as he pushed my back against the cold tiled wall. The shower next to us was still running, so the steam from the hot water kept the room warm.

“Have you been working out?” He suddenly asked me, as he looked down my body.

His fingers traced my skin, from the collarbone down, between my breasts, down to my stomach and my belly button. It was barely visible yet, but I know that my muscles have been increasing really fast due to the training Vic gave me.

“Yes, I have only been wearing the necklace around you. But other than that, I have been training with Vic.” I nodded proudly.

“Is that so?” He asked me with a grin on his face.

“Yes, I’m getting stronger by the day and I hope I’m strong enough to embrace you.” I whispered.

Jack

Man, she is gorgeous! And all mine! I could tell that she enjoyed the fact that I was taking control in this situation but I have to be gentle, for now. “Come, let me take you to the bed.” I said, and her happy grin was gone, the second I said that.

A sudden fear appeared onto her face, as her heartbeat sped up and her eyes grew wide. It wasn’t the fear of knowing what would happen next, as that was something she was totally aware of. I mean, she had been teasing me with all these things and she isn’t dumb enough to think that sex wasn’t a part of this night now. So, of what is she afraid then?

She lowered her head, embarrassed to say something.

“Love, what’s wrong?” I asked her.

“I don’t want to go to the bed, I want to stay here.” She whispered.

“You want your first time to be in the shower?” I raised a brow as I asked her that and then I placed her on the bathroom counter.

“Yes, I don’t want anything to be reminding me of what had happened in the motel.” She said now and I growled at that. I know that she had been near rape but has he done anything else to her, that makes her this reluctant? What is she keeping from me?

Doreen

I wanted this more than anything, but memories were still haunting me and I hoped that Jack wouldn’t ask me about anything that happened there. But, I guess that wish was a little too stupid to ask for. Of course, he would ask me what could be wrong as soon as he wanted me to take me to the bed.

I looked him in the face, and had decided to be straight with him about this. If we were ever going to be able to do this, I have to be honest to both him and myself, otherwise I can’t ever enjoy it.

I sighed deeply. “He had my arms and legs tied up with ropes, spread wide, so that I couldn’t go anywhere. And he hasn’t raped me, but he did manage to put...” I couldn’t say it, but I had to. “To put his fingers inside me.” I finished my sentence and saw how Jack’s face tightened up as he became angry, a lot!

It took him a few deep breaths before he managed to get back to an almost normal composure again. He lifted me off the counter and took me back to the shower that was still running. We were standing underneath it now and I was wondering what he was going to do next. I had to get these awful thoughts out of my system, but I didn’t know how.

I got tensed up from saying these things. Shouldn’t I have said them to him? Should I have just gone with whatever Jack was offering to do to me? I suddenly got ashamed of myself and what had happened to me. If only I was stronger… I could have avoided all of it…

Jack

She has felt very fragile with him, probably damaged and dirty as well. So, I have to be the one to change that bad experience into something that is good and pleasurable.

I turned her around and made her look up to me. “Breath love, we are getting through this.” I said determined, and she nodded. “You are beautiful, you are strong, and you are never going to be in such a situation ever again. You hear me?” I said to her sternly and she nodded again.

Water was running over our bodies and it made her skin glisten in the shady light of the bathroom. I haven’t lied a thing when I said that she was beautiful, because I couldn’t get over the fact that underneath the clothes she wore, she looked like a goddess! And her being strong is something that doesn’t only refer to her training, but also to the fact that she chose to stay with me right after she had faced such terrible things.

I lifted her up again, bringing her in the same position we were, before I thought to bring her to the bed. We started kissing, as I wanted her to relax again, to relieve some of the stress she had managed to grow within the last two minutes.

One of my hands was under her ass and the other was touching her head, pulling her closer to me to enforce my endeavours on her lips. And when she took control over the kissing and grabbed my hair and neck, I could lower my hand to touch the side of her body.

I slowly felt the side of her breast and gently slid my thumb underneath the soft cushion to softly squeeze it. She moaned into my mouth and I was smiling to know that I could get her to make that sound, only by touching her with this little action.

My thumb rubbed over the little erect nub, that was on top of that cushion and I could feel the tension from her torso relax, as she was now focusing on the pleasure and not on any bad thoughts.

Her lower body however, tensed up and her thighs pushed itself tight against my waist. But this time the tension wasn’t due to fear, but due to the fact that her honey was now dripping from its pot. It smelled delicious and I wanted to taste it.

With the hand I had under her ass, I moved her a little away from my waist, to create a little gap in between us.

Doreen

I kept kissing him until he started to move his free hand in between my legs. His thumb was rubbing my sensible clit and I became both excited and frightened. “It’s only me and you, sweetheart, no one else.” He whispered and continued to kiss me.

He then moved his fingers downwards and I gasped and closed my eyes. “Look at me, focus on the bond between us and on the tingling sensation you get when you touch my skin.” He whispered again.

I looked into his deep brown eyes and focused on how his body felt underneath my fingertips.

His hair, when I touched the back of his head; His wet skin, that I slid over as I had lowered my fingers down his neck and towards his shoulders. Then, I felt how his tongue tickled my lips and worked itself inside my mouth.

I was completely entranced by his touches and in total bliss when he kept distracting me with his own moans and soft growls.

The sensation was building up, as I kept looking into his hungry eyes. My body was in ecstasy as I slowly felt his fingers brush between my outer folds. Words were no longer spoken as it wasn’t necessary to comfort me anymore. He knew how I felt, and he knew I was ready now. Like he said, it was only him and me, no one else.

And that moment when his fingers entered me, there was only beauty, only pleasure.