Where I Belong
Chapter 89

Grumpy

"Favourite snack?" He asked taking a seat beside me.

"I need to go to a hospital"

"You burning up again?" Jumping from the couch again he placed his hand on my forehead. Knocking it off I shook my head "No dummy my cast is soaking and I'm pretty sure it's doing nothing for my leg". "Right, shit there isn't a hospital around for miles". Scratching the back of his head something he always did when he was thinking he started to pace the room.

"Guess I can wait until tomorrow" I shrugged pulling the towel off me and the jumper down. "I'm not as sore as I have been if you could replace me some painkillers and some tea I'm sure I'll survive". "You don't drink tea" He replied coming to a stop a few inches away from me. Raising my eyebrows at him I held back my smile as he about turned and went to the kitchen area. "Sugar?" He called

"Sweet enough just tea with no milk" I smiled as I tried to make myself comfortable. "How long do you reckon I'll be here?" I asked taking the steaming cup from him.

"As long as it takes, you warm enough?" He asked taking a seat beside me and pulling out his phone.

"Why do you use phones like that? I've noticed you all have one" I said not answering his question. They were definitely outdated.

"Can't track these ones darling and they are easier to use when you do the shit I do" Bringing the phone to his ear I was about to say something when he pressed a finger to my lips.

Rude!

Zoning out I thought about the one person I had been thinking about since I woke up. Nate..

Why didn't he come visit me? Why wasn't he the one that was there when I woke up? I thought we were together did I have it all wrong? I was angry but I was more hurt than anything else. I wanted to know why he wasn't there.

I was happy with Nate. The way he dropped everything for me. How he made me feel like I was the only girl in the world. I missed that, I missed him. I missed the way he made me feel inside I missed the way he would look at me when he thought I didn't notice.

"Ava?"

"Sweets?"

Snapping out of it I cleared my throat "Sorry what were you saying?" I asked putting Nate to the back of my mind.

"What were you thinking?"

"Just zoned out, who was on the phone?"

"Ally and Cage are on there way up she's booked you into the hospital to get your cast replaced. That'll keep you busy for a good few hours tomorrow" he said falling back into the space beside me.

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"Great" I sighed

"You hungry yet?"

"Why didn't he visit me?" I blurted out.

Watching as his eyes fell into slits he sucked in a breath threw his teeth. Was asking Blaze about Nate a good thing? No it wasn't but I wanted to know. Not taking my eyes of him I noticed his fists were clenched and his eyes had closed. "I could make you some grilled cheese? I know how much you loved it the last time" He grinned.

And of course he dodged the question.

"Or I could put a pizza in the oven?"....

"Blaze" I yelled "I don't want anything to eat I want you to tell me why he didn't visit me? Why he didn't call me, hasn't called. Did you do something?".

"And of course you think I had something to do with it" Chuckling he ran both hands through his hair. "Wake up princess, my brother is a bigger asshole than me and the quicker you realise that the better". Pushing himself of the couch he stormed out the cabin the door slamming shut behind him.

"And of course he runs away" I muttered under my breath. I knew deep down inside there was a reason he didn't come. Was thinking Blaze had something to do with why he didn't wrong? No because that's the kind of guy he is. I wasn't angry with Blaze I was frustrated. Nate isn't the kind of guy that goes MIA well at least I thought he wasn't.

Sighing I grabbed the remote of the coffee table and turned the tv on. I needed something to do and god knows when he'll come out of his mood. Getting bored I settled on an episode of sons of anarchy. Kind of ironic how the life they are playing is the life I am living.

"Didn't peg you for the kind of girl that liked sons"

Oh so he had calmed down?

"It's not real and Jax Teller is hot" I smirked just as his ass flashed on the screen.

"Jax Teller isn't real babe" He replied stealing the remote out of my hands and turning the tv off

"Hey" I yelled

Placing the remote on top of the tv he settled into the armchair across from me. "He came to the clubhouse the day you woke up".

What?

"I had left the hospital as there was no change and your mom forced me to go home and get a shower so I did. Walking into the clubhouse and seeing him made me so fucking angry. You had been unconscious for 3 weeks and never once did he show his face. I told him if he came near you I would put him to ground".

And we all knew what that meant. So blaze really did have nothing to do with him not coming to visit me. How could I be so wrong about a person?

"Sorry" I whispered. Secretly I blamed Blaze for Nate not showing his face but with a relationship like there's how could I not?

"What you sorry for sweets?"

"For blaming you" I said

"You didn't blame-..."