Where We Belong
Chapter 84

Chapter 84

"This really has you scared doesn't it?" He whispered running his hand up and down my good arm.

"Terrified and I don't know how to handle it. I can't always depend on you being here but I always feel safe when you're around".

"Do you mean that?" He asked resting his hand on my stomach.

What was the point in lying to him? After the accident I realised life was to short to waste. There was no need for us to be fighting all the time.

"Yes" I whispered because it was the truth. No matter how many times I tried to block him out or cut him from my life. He was the man that had my heart and I couldn't lie about my feelings anymore. "Then why push me away?" He asked

We're we really going to do this now?

"You already know why Blaze I've screamed it at you plenty of times".

"I know" He sighed

"Then why ask me again? You already know you hurt me in more ways than one but I'm over it now. Life is to short to be angry all the time and I'm sick of being angry Blaze".

"So what happens now?" He asked playing with a strand of my hair.

Good question....

"I don't know Blaze what does happen now?" I asked repeating his question. I didn't know what to do and then there was Nate. Were we still together? Did I still want to be with him? My head was all over the place but when it came down to it Nate wasn't the one that was here, Nate wasn't the one sat by my bed for three weeks. Nate's arms weren't the ones that were currently wrapped around me like a vine. All in all Nate wasn't Blaze.

"It's up to you sweetheart the balls in your court" He whispered

Sinking my teeth into my bottom lip I lifted my head from his chest so I could look at him. "What's wrong you getting sore? You needing some pain relief? Ally"... Placing my finger over his lips I grinned. Nate wasn't the one fussing over me like I was a big deal right now.

"I'm fine" I smiled

"You sure?" He asked his eyebrows dropping into a frown.

"Im sure"

"You double sure?" He grinned causing me to roll my eyes.

"Always fussing over me" I smirked moving so I could try and get comfortable.

"I'll always fuss over you you should know that by now" Slipping his arm over my shoulder he placed my head back onto his chest.

"Mhmm" I mumbled a yawn escaping my mouth.

"So now you're tired?" He chuckled

"Uh huh" I muttered as my eyes started getting heavy. I was suddenly feeling wiped out. Moving my arm so it was wrapped around his torso I fell asleep to the beat of his heart.

"No no no"

"Help me... blaze."

"Ava baby"

"Nooo"

As a scream fell from my lips I jumped forward my hands looking for something to grab.

"Baby hey look at me" Feeling hands grab my face I started to struggle. "Ava it was just a dream".

Breathing deeply I tasted the saltiness of my tears. Looking around the room my eyes landed on Blazes concerned ones.

It was just a dream

I was soaked in sweat and my body wouldn't stop shaking. If it wasn't already bad enough now I was having bloody nightmares.

"Want to talk about it?" He asked placing both hands on my shoulders as if to try and stop me from shaking. Shaking my head no I ran my tongue over my dry lips as he moved so he was leaning his back against the headboard.