Betrayed by My Pack – Wolfless Hybrids Escape
Chapter 76 –

Lisa's POV

Monday Morning

I hate Paxton so much. He is so happy these days, and I know something is going on, but I don't know what it is. My brother, Rex, and Beta Clay also play it close to the vest. Paxton will not give me any spending money, not like he did before. He is gung-ho about building these two houses here, and one of them was huge. Yet, no one knows who the houses are being built for. When I ask, they always say, "Ask Alpha Paxton". If I could fucking do that, I wouldn't be out here asking you now, would I?

It is like no one respects me here anymore. Yes, they acknowledge me as their Luna, but I can feel the change in the pack members. They do not respect me or care about me as they had previously. I don't care if Paxton doesn't love me. He chose me. He marked me, and I am his Luna. No matter what he wants, I won't just let him go. He never returned to our room after I confronted him on Saturday.

He has been staying either in his office or in a guest room. Ever since I got him drunk enough to have sex with me, he has completely avoided me. If he sees me coming, he changes direction. He doesn't even care that our pack members see his reactions towards me. It is why I feel everything slipping away. I am no longer getting the respect that I deserve. Besides having Paxton's pup, there is no way out of this for me. I didn't feel this threatened when Cara was living here at Kamaria. I don't like the feeling at all.

I knew he still wanted her, but she was just a worthless hybrid. She wasn't fit to rule by his side, and he knows this. I honestly thought after Cara left, things would be better. I would have no real competition for Paxton's affection. He messes around, but I am OK with that as long as he doesn't have a pup with them. I am glad that no matter how he phrases it, no one is going to accept that bitch as their Luna. He needs to settle down. We're together, and we will be staying together. No matter what the doctor says today.

I will let him have a breeder if there is no other choice. But I happen to believe that we still have choices, a lot of them that I can select from. I will exhaust every choice before I ever admit defeat. It hurts that Paxton is done with me. I already knew that he was, even before he told me that to my face. But I won't just roll over and comply. I fought for my spot at his side. Paxton won't ever be free of me, but I will play nice for now. One day, he will learn that I won't ever allow him to leave me, and I will never reject him.

How is it that he is still hung up on that bitch, Cara? She is gone, never to return. Why now, all of a sudden, is he happy again? He is out there at the building site each and every day. Urging them to press on and offering them bonuses to complete it as quickly as possible. I tried to go out there last night to look around, but he caught me. He was out there with Rex and Clay. They were all talking until they saw me coming towards them. They broke up, and each went in a different direction away from me.

At first, I was hoping that he was building the new house for me. I have always wanted us to live in our own home. But he insisted that we had to live in the packhouse. I tried to make the best of it, but I wanted better. At least better than the Alpha floor, as it is still decorated how the former Luna, Mary Anne, liked it. Paxton won;t let me change any of the decorations. I assumed he was building it for us. I figured out quickly that I was wrong.

It was clear that Paxton was very involved with this build, but he wouldn't tell me anything about it. It was a huge house, easily forty-five hundred square feet. I had been watching them build it and they are working very quickly to get it built. I see some unusual parts to it. Like bars on the inside of all the windows. It is more of a prison than a real house. We already have cells, and it is too nice for prisoners. That is exactly what scares me about this whole thing. In fact, I worried about it all the way to my doctor's office as there is really only one reason for him to be building a house that was designed to keep people trapped inside.

That bastard was building that house for Cara and her sisters. He may not have them now, but it is apparent that he believes that they will be here soon. I don't know how he knows, but that can be the only conclusion that I can come to in this. They are planning on keeping them prisoners inside that home. My heart clenches at the thought of Paxton being so freaking desperate to get Cara back that he is willing to build her a dream home.

I bet that is why they are all working on this together. They were all involved in keeping this a secret from the pack. My brother, Rex, has had a thing for Brenna for a while now, and Clay liked Luna. This makes perfect sense. They are building a home for them to play house in. One that will allow them to keep Cara and her sisters from getting away from them. I didn't realize just how sick the guys were. I know that Cara and her sisters don't want to come back here. I am pretty sure that they never planned to return.

No one will stick their neck out for them. No one will help them get free. They may not want to be with any of the guys. I am also sure that none of the men care about their opinions on this at all. They will keep them under wraps and only introduce them back in after they have gotten them all pregnant. Once that happens, they will all be warmly welcomed back into our pack. I wanted to hurt Paxton as much as he was hurting me, but that was impossible.

His thoughtless actions feel like he has ripped my heart out of my chest and thrown it on the ground, crushing it with his booted foot. I always thought that we would grow old together after having two or three pups. I would be his perfect Luna, standing by his side, looking ravishing. I would provide unconditional support for him. I just knew that we would live a charmed life. I never imagined that he would be visibly disgusted by me, and it hurt.

I sat in the room, waiting to speak to the doctor. Consumed with the fear that if I couldn't bear a child for Paxton, it was all over. My mind was desperately trying to replace a way out of this for me. I wanted to kill that doctor who did the operation on me. He messed everything up, and now I am paying the price for it. It wasn't fair. I may not have wanted that child, but I had wanted children. If things don't go well for me today. I swear I will hunt that first doctor down and end his life. It is only fair, as he has single-handedly taken mine away from me. I already knew by how my wolf spoke to me she already knew the results. I felt the tears running down my face, but I made no move to wipe them off. My heart was broken, even before the doctor came in. There is nothing that he can do for me. Paxton is going to have a valid reason to cut me loose. He will have an even easier time of getting rid of me now because of my inability to produce his heir. The whole pack will back him getting rid of me. It is in the pack's bylaws that he can either use a breeder or replace another mate. I don't even have to think about what option he will choose.

I had time, so I looked into the doctor who did my surgery over the weekend. He had to close his practice six months after my surgery. He had several lawsuits against him, even when he operated on me. I wished I had looked into him or done any kind of research. It would have shown me that he was a bad choice. But I didn't look into him or anyone else. I just called around until I could replace someone who could get me in quickly. Too late, I see that his being available to do it so quickly was really not a good thing at all. I kept crying and thinking about how I was going to kill that doctor. I can't let him off the hook for this. My wolf had actually perked up at my thoughts. She has wanted to kill him for a while now for taking her pup. I was happy she was interested in this, as I would need for her to do the actual killing herself. She was pissed at me too, but she couldn't hurt me, not without hurting herself. We were on the same page for the first time in a long time. I was glad I had someone on my side. I was never going to involve any of my so-called friends. I knew that I couldn't trust Tanya and Bridget. I was already paying Bridget to keep her damn mouth shut already. She had gone with me the first time and knew that I wouldn't have aborted Paxton's child. It would have forced him to accept me even sooner than he had if it was his child. I have been paying her two thousand dollars monthly to keep it to herself for the last several years. I guess I'm about to save some money now. I couldn't stop the hysterical laugh that suddenly erupted from me. I heard the door open a few minutes later. I could tell by the look on my doctor's face as he entered that my prognosis was as bad as I thought it was. I am used to making plans and overcoming what I need to, but I don't think I can with this.

"Lisa, I am sorry to have to be the one who has to bring you such bad news. Along with the scarring with the fibroids and polyps that we expected. There were more issues that we didn't expect. The doctor damaged one of your ovaries while he was doing your surgery. Your other ovary is not producing viable eggs. So, there is no point in trying to do IVF anymore. I want you to consider adoption seriously. This is not the end of the world for you. It is a great option since your husband is so insistent on having a child. It doesn't have to be your biological child for you to love and nurture a baby," he told me.

Just like that, my last hope is gone. All I know is that if my life was completely destroyed, the least I can do is pass it on to the man who caused this to happen. I will kill the doctor who made me sterile. Then I am going to kill Cara, too. That way, both Paxton and I can be in complete misery together.