Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 60

"That's f*****g it! I'm sick of you calling me a coward and a f*****g liar! I just said that I would go with you to the f*****g wedding, and you still don't believe me, that I love you!" I was holding my breath, my eyes following his hand when I just waited on him to push me down the bed and pin me down, he was pissed, and I wasn't going to speak back anymore when I felt his lips hard and heated against mine making me lose my breath even more just leaning back my head, giving into his kiss and snaked my arms around his neck, my body heating up again when I closed my eyes just giving into his tongue that was already around mine and felt the heat in my crotch becoming worse, oh shit I really, really wanted him to do something.

I pushed my boobs against him, my whole body trying to get closer making him do a grunting noise, feeling his hard d**k under my a*s, he was the best at this, his hand on my boob, gently stroking my n****e, I was already getting wet, and he knew it. "Jonah.... Please..." my lips swollen from his teeth and sucking, my neck raw from the new bruises and teeth marks, he was really working me over when I looked pleading into his eyes, he knew what I wanted, his d**k that was under my a*s, hard as f**k just waiting to slam inside me.

"No, only good girls get d**k, and you are f*****g pushing me here, I'm so f*****g close to just flip you over and smack your a*s hard for talking like that to me, accusing me of shit that is not true!" I was close to him, our faces still touching when I just stared at him, waiting for him to make a decision, I wasn't going to fight him, in fact I just wanted him to do something to me, anything.

"You know what, I'm going to f**k your a*s, just like I have been wanting to do for a long time now and that's just it, now open your legs and let me feel that p***y you know is mine to have." I got nervous and swallowed at his smirk, oh shit that sounded like it was going to hurt, and he was big, his d**k was filling me out good and I don't know how the hell it was going to not be painful if he did that to my a*s.

"Don't look so nervous, you already promised me baby, and I don't want to hear that you changed your mind, not now when you are right here and ready for me..." his finger trailing down my body and I just made a small sound of pleasure, he was so goddam hot and magical when I felt his fingertips circle my pussy, making me push my hips more against them, wanting him now and not later, like the tease he was.

"Yes, that's it, just spread them for me, look at that, fuck! I love seeing you just do that for me and nobody else, you got that, all this here is fucking mine!" his hand on my pussy stroking me arching back for him to get a better angle, my breath faster and my core already pulsating hard when he just smirked at me wanting him more and he knew it.

"Jonah.... Fuck... just do something more, make me feel something more baby..." I was gripping onto his hoodie, my fingers and toes starting to curl from his fingers just being outside of my parting, not even giving me a inch of his magical fingers or dick that bastard, he was toying with me and I knew it when I pushed my hips against his fingers, trying to get what I wanted, him inside me, only to be mad when he pulled back and kissed me lightly on my neck caressing my thighs hard and smooth, good god just kill me right now instead of just teasing me.

"Don't you fucking call me a coward again..." he was whispering when I just moaned back when his teeth was in my skin, biting me lightly so I was shivering, no word being able to come out from my mouth when I made a hiss from him biting me harder. He right underneath my jaw, that fucker, he was going to make me show the whole world I was his, and I wasn't going to stop him.

"You got that babe, don't you dare say I'm a coward to my face again! a coward doesn't go along and meet your parents, or tell the fucking world that you belong to me, you got that?!" I gasped when he smacked my thigh again making me wake up from the slow sensual haze that I was drowning in when I just nodded, I couldn't answer, not right now, not when I just wanted him to f**k me, and he knew that, torturing me even more.

"You want me to smack your ass, isn't that right? you know I don't like when you don't answer me back and still you just nod, that's f*****g provoking me Andrea..." He trailed off and I made a yelp of surprise when he flipped me forward and before I knew it, I was on my knees, bend over just like last time, him caressing my a*s and p***y, just waiting to make the pain I was going to get.

"Jonah... baby... please...." I don't know what I was begging for at this point when he just kept stroking my bare ass underneath his shirt, giving me small shocks when his fingers came across my pussy, like lightening from a clear sky, just to keep me on my toes. "Please what?" he sounded so amused that I wanted to growl back if I could, he really enjoyed this and I pushed my ass up more, parting my hips, I wanted him and he knew it.

"Fuck me, just f**k me baby!" I was whining like we hadn't done that just the other day, but he was my f*****g addiction, his smell, his touch and his d**k, I kept telling myself that he was magical, and I loved him.

"Fine, but its going to be your ass, I'm sick of waiting on that and you are going to like it babe, just you wait." He smacked me hard on my ass making me jerk back from the searing pain and I made a small wining when he pulled me up and kissed me before he got up, leaving me in the bed, with his shirt and just stared at the bedroom door that was open, oh god that needed to get closed, I was not willing to have Tom see me being f****d by Jonah in the a*s, I had f*****g limits too.

He got back and locked the door making me more calm when he had the paper bag along and I just stared at it nervously. Shit I bet it was some weird sextoy that he had gotten that I had never seen or used, making me even more nervous, my eyes big and scared when he opened it, looking at me like he didn't get why I was scared shitless pulling out the tube that had lube in it and I exhale, oh thank god, I really was scared there for a few minutes.

"Andrea, why do you look like you are about to tell me that you are a virgin, because I know you are not, well unless I count your ass because I know that boring fucker you were married to never ever would even do that, boring fucking missionary style...." He snickered when I frowned, that was not a bad thing, everyone didn't like doing what he did, he just got lucky, he would have been so screwed if I just wanted to do the normal vanilla sex.

"Jonah... don't talk about him right now, yeah, he and I just did the fucking missionary, but I liked that too, I didn't hate him all my life you know..." I regretted telling him that because he got pissed again, he didn't get it, we were together for so long, there was things Jonah was never going to get that Ryan did, and even if we weren't on good terms now, we had been friends first and then lovers, we had something or at least that's what I thought before he left me.

"is that so? You like it like that, then just lie on your back and I will climb you, fuck you until I'm done and leave, because that sounds so f*****g romantic." His voice dripping in sarcasm when I just shook my head, it wasn't like that, not at all.

"Just forget it..." I didn't want to talk about that shit anymore, I just wanted him and me to be happy, was that too much to ask, we didn't need to fight over the past, not right now when I really, really wanted him to fuck me too.

"Fine, forgotten. Get up on all fours and give me that ass, right now." he sounded so cold all the sudden from me talking about Ryan and that we didn't hate each other all our lives, I didn't hate Jonah when he f****d girls, right in front of me.

"You know what, no. I'm not doing this, you are not f*****g getting my a*s today, and not my p***y either." I was already out of the bed, replaceing my pants and pulling them on me, I didn't care that I was covered in c*m on my stomach, it was dry, and I could shower later when I snatched my bra from the floor and my phone, fuck I was late and Jonah had just been distracting me, was he trying to get me fucking fired or what?!

"I'm fucking late, did you know that?!" I was holding my phone to his face when he just smirked, he f*****g knew, that self-righteous bastard, f**k him!

"so what, you and James are whatever the hell you want to call it and he is old enough for you to be okay for him to pay shit, not like me!" he was yelling after me when I just scoffed getting the bra on fast, realizing that he had ruined my blouse, fucker again! "Oh f**k you, so me and James are friends!

You know that you still fucked a girl in front of my eyes, and don't tell me that shit about us not dating!. We have been fucking dating a long time, you are just a coward that didn't want to admit that, and you ruined my blouse yesterday, what the fuck am I supposed to wear for work!?" I yelled back when he came out of the bedroom looking arrogant at me, not having anything to wear and I clenched my jaw, I hated him right now, he was just toying with me all the damn time, and here I thought that we were going somewhere, he told me what he felt and then acted like a jerk! So f*****g immature!

"Well why don't you just ask James since he is going to do anything to get you on your back fucking you missionary style." He was smirking even more when I just made a loud sound of being pissed off and took his shirt and pulled it back on, it was too big and you could clearly see that it wasn't mine, people were going to look at me, even if I was in the back.

"HE DOSENT WANT TO FUCK ME, YOU GOT THAT JONAH!?" I was already out the door and slammed it behind me, heart rushing when I walked fast towards the elevator, I was done, that was it, Jonah was the biggest hypocrite, telling me that James was the problem, he wasn't, he was, him and that f*****g slut he had been f*****g when I walked into the bedroom, breaking my heart for what seemed to be the hundred time.

F**k him!