Divorced, But Not Broken
Divorced, but Not broken Chapter 70

I was sitting over by the bar, a cola that I was just stirring. things had died down and people where still here but very much involved in soccer on the big screens, not paying attention to the sad looking woman that was just feeling like shit.

How the f**k did I end up alone again? I looked up and I knew that I still had blood on my face. I felt it being dry around my neck and made a sigh, my very expensive dress was ruined to, when small parts of glass had pierced the soft fabric making me want to cry, I just wanted to be with Jonah. no matter what happened, and he just shut me out.

I was just about to give up seeing that I had been waiting almost two hours, yes two f*****g hours when I saw the trench coat and rolled my eyes, great. it was Joseph, at least Tom was funny and not a bitch like this guy was to me.

"You look like shit." He just stood there, hands in pockets and stared at me with slight disgust behind his glasses. I made a scowl back, he wasn't wrong, but he didn't need to call me out like that. rude!

"Well, hello to you...." I got up when he just smirked back at me being pissed at him, not even waiting for me before he turned around and started to walk towards the exit. I followed him quiet, I didn't want to talk, and not with him of all people. He didn't get it, he just saw me as this old woman that for some magical reason had caught Jonah's attention, and he wasn't wrong about that part either.

He had an old car making me look at it surprised, he didn't have a fancy sports car or a big rover like Tom, nope. Just a plain brown four-seater with no tax seeing that it was old, just like mine was.

"Are you getting in or what, I had a f*****g date when Jonah called and I'm getting sick of always having to be some f*****g bellboy when he makes me just take care of his messes." He was sneering when my heart sank and I just nodded, I didn't even have it in me to be a bitch back right now. I just felt sad and that was it.

We didn't speak on the way back and when I got out of the car, he followed making me do a surprised face when he pushed the elevator and just stood there when I was walking toward the stairs, since Jonah wasn't here. I didn't want to risk getting stuck in it. "Get back here Andrea, I promise that if you get stuck in there with me, you can braid my hair." He made a small sarcastic smile when I just stared at his short hair, was he kidding me, that was the nicest thing that he could think off? Me braiding his hair!? idiot. "No thanks." I started to open the door when he made a huff like he tried and just made me stopped and gritted my teeth, he was such a bitch.

"Probably need the exercise anyway...." He was doing a bigger smirk that was making me pissed off for real! Did he just call me fat?!

"FUCK YOU!" I was slamming the door behind me when I started to walk up the stairs and climbed fast. I show him that scheming bastard, I hated him right now, him and everyone else! that included Jonah that didn't want me in his life, he just wanted me to be this cute girlfriend that his mother hated and wasn't allowed to know shit about him.

I was panting so hard when I was upstairs and just leaned on the last wall before opening the door and saw Joseph standing by Jonah's door, smirking and waiting on me. right.... I couldn't even get inside without him. Fuck!

I was marching forward, ready to just slam the door in his face when he stopped me and I looked at him confused when he was taking out his phone, connecting a chord to the plate in the hallway and taking my hand with a slight frown when I was sweating and let it go again.

"Why didn't you just take the fucking elevator? Now we have to wait for you hand to not be drenched, wipe of your thumb for fucks sake!" he was sneering when I just stared at him, wait what did he just say to me?!

"My thumb?" I looked at my hand, like it was something I had never seen before making him sneer even more, like I was the dumbest girl he had ever met.

"Yes, your thumb, Jonah asked me to make sure that you get inside on your own, and its about damn time! me and Tom have our own f*****g lives you know! he just complains a lot less about it because he likes you, and I don't." He was grabbing my hand again when I just snatched it back, what the fuck did he just say to me, he didn't like me?! well I didn't like him either!

"Don't fucking grab me! I'm not some fucking stupid bitch like you date that you can do whatever you want too with! you fucking got that!?" I was sneering back when he just made an amused smile back, like I said something funny and I made a frustrating sound, he was the worst, a f*****g bitch!

"Oh I never date you, and Jonah must be having a stroke from seeing you, we all know that he can do a lot better than this." He was waving his hand all over me making me want to punch him and those stupid glasses right of his face, well he wasn't my fucking type either, I never date a bitch like him!

"Just give me the fucking phone and do whatever the hell you need to and fuck off!" my patience was already spent seeing that he made me wait two hours and Jonah left me like he always did when I needed him, motherfuckers all of them!

He didn't say a word, just pushed my thumb onto his phone and waited a couple of seconds when he let go off my hand again not even looking up from his phone.

"There, try now." He was looking at the door when I just followed his orders seeing that I wanted to get inside, and the doors lock clicked open making me do a small shriek of joy that I didn't want him to hear when he smirked at me like he thought it was stupid and he was laughing at it.

"Congratulations to become the first girl ever to get inside Jonah's apartment on your own, it's a miracle." He was still sounding sarcastic, but his words made me happy. I was the first one to ever get inside here, on my own. That was a huge fucking step for Jonah, and I knew it seeing that he had refused me so many times. I wasn't even allowed inside from the beginning, that was a f*****g victory for me.

"Thanks." I actually smiled now when I walked into the door and turned around, closing it on his face making him laugh on the other side like he hadn't except anything else.

I was smirking too, so he was funny, in his own way. He still was a bitch, but he was kind of funny I guess.... I was already regretting it when I opened the door again, seeing Joseph standing over by the elevator and just looking like he was bored when his head turned and saw me standing there, blood still on my face and looking like I was about to not say a word and close the door again.

"You want to eat and watch some stupid show?" I wanted to die when he just smirked back like he thought that was the stupidest thing he had ever heard when I was about to close the door again looking sad to my own shame.

"Sure.... My date is gone anyway... might as well do something, and then Jonah won't be on my fucking case of leaving you alone...." He was walking back when I made a smile against him, so he did like me, or at least a small part did.

I backed away when he walked inside and to my surprise, he took off the trenchcoat making me almost gasp, holy shit he just had a t-shirt underneath and man he was more ripped than I ever had imagined him too be, like he was just hiding all that toned body underneath the coat he always was wearing that was too big in my eyes on him.

"Stop staring Andrea, its too hot and I don't think that we need more sweat in here than what you already have smelling up the place with." He smirked when I was still gawking, why the hell did he hide all that?! he looked so hot and I closed my mouth and he smirked still walking over to the couch, sitting down like he owned the place, just like Jonah would do.

"I'm just going to shower, okay?" I sounded like I was afraid he would leave if I took to long and just scramble towards the bathroom, snatching my sweats and shirt along the way, I didn't want him to see me. It was enough that Tom had seen me naked, I was not going to give Joseph a free show as well.

He just chuckled like he saw me when I closed the door feeling the hard burn of shame on my cheeks getting flushed, he was messing with me and I knew it when I made a complaining sound of realising that I couldn't get out of the dress on my own, fuck! I stood there, struggling trying to get it down myself, cursing some more. fuck, double fuck!

"Joseph?" I sounded so pathetic, not like when I told him to fuck off or being a bitch making him look up from his phone frowning like I was bothering him and I just wanted to turn and just shower with the dress on, but that was just stupid too, just man up Andrea, just tell him and then grit your teeth, you can do this!

"What?" He was still frowning when I made a deep inhale of air and just tried not to look so fucking suffering like I was feeling, being at his mercy it felt like.

"Can you just unzip the dress? I can't reach it on my own...." I sounded sad at the end making him frown even more when I just stood there like the biggest loser ever, I was one. that was for sure.

"Fine." He got up and I turned around, holding my breath just waiting for him to get it down and flee when he was cursing seeming that the zipper was small and hidden, making it harder for him to grab it seemed.

I made a deep inhale when I felt it being down and didn't turn around when he let go and backed off like he didn't want to do this either. well at least we were on some kind of understanding. "Tom wasn't lying, you do have a nice a*s for being fat...." He smirked when I turned around shocked and just scowled, that motherfucker! did they call me fat behind my back, I was going to kill Tom then next time I saw him!

"You shut the fuck up about my ass! I don't need you to fucking like it, you got that!? I don't want anyone else then Jonah and if you so much as look at me wrong, I make sure that he beats the shit out of you!" I didn't give him a chance to answer when I stormed back to the bathroom and slammed the door behind me hard.

I was sick of guys telling me fucking this and that about my body, oh and Jonah's mother had called me a whore with big boobs, so I really wasn't feeling like Joseph of all people had any right of telling me shit that he had nothing to do with that bastard!