I Shouldn't Love Him
I Shouldn’t Love Him – Chapter 14

Liya’s POV

I energetically rub my eyes against the blinding light of the day and I stretch for a long time, take a look at my alarm which has not gone off, which means that I am late .

I sigh loudly and rush into the bathroom, I do my morning routine, as I don’t have time to eat breakfast, I take an apple which I stuff in my bag It’s after 8am,

I rush to enter my room.

Fortunately for me, the teacher hasn’t come yet, I spot Inaya and join her immediately.

– Hello how are you ?

– I am quite good and you ? You’re probably late today.

I shrug my shoulders in response and take a seat next to him.

— It’s strange that the teacher is still not here, he who is punctual… I remarked.

— Where were you last time? , you forgot that today we have tutorials with another teacher, she said.

I think for a moment,…no I don’t remember that unfortunately.

Inaya catches my attention when she yawns until her jaw drops.

— And you’re not telling me everything, what are these dark circles under your eyes? I asked.

A huge smile appears on her lips, she moves closer to me and looks around.

“Well, how can I put it, yesterday I spent the most magical night of my life,” she whispers, her eyes shining.

— Wait, you and Simon have… I began hesitantly.

— He was just perfect, gentle and wild at the same time, he was insatiable, our bodies in perfect harmony, the bestial sounds he emitted and…

– It’s okay Inaya, I understand, spare me the details… I said to shut her up.

A mischievous smile appears on his lips, I feel like I’m not going to like what happens next.

— And you, Liya, have you never told me about your nocturnal antics? she said, nudging me.

“If I don’t talk to you about these things it’s because I’ve never gone further than a simple k**s with a man,” I whispered.

– You’re a virgin ?! she almost writes to herself.

Great, all eyes are on me, I’m blushing horribly.

Some students give me perverse looks, well done Inaya!

I give her a murderous look and she apologizes miserably.

– Hello everybody .

I sit up in my seat at the sound of our new teacher’s voice, I turn around to see him, and my mouth opens wide.

“He’s Gabriel’s brother,” I whispered.

– Hold on ! What? The guy who pushed me last time is his brother!! In any case, they are both handsome, she says, staring at him without embarrassment, which is also the case with the other students.

Pathetic !

Our teacher, or rather there is, takes off his black jacket and hangs it on his chair, he looks around the whole room but luckily he doesn’t notice me since I’m seated at the back.

— Very well, we are going to begin, so let me introduce myself, I am Professor HENRY and I am in charge of the tutorials as your teacher must have informed you and we will have one session per week.. — But teacher, that is

insufficient You do not think . Jade the little nerd intervenes.

A smirk appears on his lips and he runs a hand over his brown hair.

— Well, your schedule is pretty busy, unless we work at 8 p.m.

The majority protest and throw murderous looks at poor Jade.

— That’s enough now…we’ll start without wasting any more time, he thunders.

Calm now reigns and everyone, especially the girls, focuses on our teacher.

– Alright! We’re going to do some exercises,” he said while taking out a stack of paper from his black bag.

He distributes the exercise sheets to each of us until he arrives at my table, he is in front of me and his perfume, which is too strong, disturbs me somewhat.

He places the sheet on the table and lingers for a moment, I feel his gaze on me but I don’t deign to raise my head, he continues on his way the next second.

Amy nudges me to get my attention.

— Can you tell me why he looked at you like that?” she whispered.

— How? I asked

— Well, he was glaring at you, did something happen?

I arch an eyebrow at the understanding of his words.

— Let’s say we both don’t like each other.

I grimaced.

His mouth opens to retort but fortunately Yanis speaks up.

— You have twenty minutes, so everyone gets to work

. minutes pass slowly, very slowly, there are only ten minutes left and I have only done one exercise, shit!

I stand up and sigh long, I glance in front of me and meet the insistent gaze by Yanis, why is he staring at me like that?

I simply ignore him and try to concentrate on my exercises.

– I’m going to the bathroom, Inaya breathes.

I nod quickly and continue my work.

Out of the corner of my eye , I see our teacher going around the rows, some girls call on him for explanations while giving him doe eyes, which is exasperating.

He approaches me and I pretend to think while chewing on the end of my pencil.

He stops, leans towards me, places one hand behind my chair and the other on my table

.

“Let me see what you’re looking for,” he said in a low voice in his hoarse voice.

I roll my eyes and hide my paper, absolutely not wanting to show him what I did.

He sighs discreetly, suddenly removes my hands and easily retrieves my paper.

I glare at him and a mocking smile appears on his face.

— That’s what I thought, you’re just a kid,” he murmurs, referring to my drawing.

— Look at that, he said out loud, revealing to everyone what I was discreetly doing .

Snickers and mocking glances are aimed at me.

— And is it by behaving like this that you wanted to become future lawyers or judges? ” he thundered severely.

He turns towards me, proud of having humiliated me.

“F**k you,” I said quietly so that he would be the only one to hear me and immediately snatched my paper from his hands.

He doesn’t react to my reaction, he walks towards his desk and holds out a marker in my direction.

— Come and correct the last exercise.

What an a*****e! Didn’t he humiliate me enough?! I smile triumphantly, I hate this guy.

The 2 hours accompanied by Gabriel’s brother were the most unbearable of my entire life.

— What are you going to do this evening?” Inaya asks me while arranging her hair.

— I don’t know yet, probably spending my evening in my room. I say, shrugging my shoulders.

I hurry to put my things away. and rushes towards the exit followed by Inaya.

– He has a grudge against you, that’s for sure, my friend giggles.

I shake my head, absolutely not wanting to discuss him. She understands the message and immediately tells me about her boyfriend , a subject that doesn’t interest me either.

I slow down my steps when I spot Gabriel from a distance

chatting with his friends.

– What’s that smile Liya? ” she said accompanied by a wink.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I said uneasily.

She sighs annoyed and points at me.

— I’m sure there’s something between you two.

— No, no, I assure you that nothing is happening,”

I exclaim.

She gives me a look that means “don’t take me for an idiot.”

— Okay, he wants to go further. with me, I mean he doesn’t see me as just a friend, but I don’t know if I want the same thing. —

But it’s so great, n and relax a little

Liya, Gabriel is wonderful.

He finally notices us and leaves his friends to head towards us. He is wearing light jeans and a white t-shirt that hugs his torso perfectly, yeah he is wonderful and above all a handsome man. — How are you ladies?

” he said, kissing Inaya and then me.

— It can be okay, but I don’t think that’s the case for Liya, our teacher or rather your brother is really unbearable. she says .

– Besides ?! What exactly did he do?” he asks.

– I’m going, ask Liya, she’ll tell you, she says, walking away towards her car.

That’s not true Inaya, she will hear me tomorrow..

— I didn’t know he had class with you, so tell me everything, he insists.

— Really Gabriel, it’s nothing. Inaya is exaggerating, don’t pay attention to her, I said unconvincingly.

He delicately grabs my hand and takes me with him towards his bike.

– Okay, if you say so…otherwise I’m hungry, what would you say to eat Chinese.

— I’m up for it, I replied with a smile on my face.

It’s already 6 p.m., Gabriel is taking me home after we’ve eaten in a nice restaurant.

I get off his motorcycle and hand him his helmet.

— Prepare you, tomorrow I’ll take you to an Italian restaurant, he said with a smile on his lips.

– Hmm, maybe good, I replied.

He pulls me by the wrist, bringing me closer to him.

– I’m not asking your opinion my dear, so you can only accept, he whispers.

He caresses my cheek with his index finger and places a gentle k**s on the corner of my lips, his growing beard then deliberately brushes against my cheek causing pleasant shivers in me.

He steps back but I grab him by his broad shoulders and place my face against his warm neck, he seems somewhat surprised then he immediately wraps his protective arms around my waist.

I rub my nose against his neck and inhale deeply his scent which immediately soothes me, he tightens his grip on my body even more, almost preventing me from breathing.

I finally move away from him, a shy smile on his lips.

— See you tomorrow Gabriel, have a good evening.

— see you tomorrow Liya, you too, he replied.

After he leaves, I return home without further delay.

I go up to my room, take off my shoes, and remove the elastic that has trapped my hair since the morning, I lightly massage my scalp, that feels good!!

I need a nice hot shower, I rush into the bathroom, towel in hand, I turn on the water and regulate the temperature.

My reflection in the mirror is scary to see, I have dark circles under my eyes and my hair is dull, I sigh deeply when I see something through the mirror… or rather someone…. ..