Let Me Love You Again
Chapter 20

Maya

“I have to admit, May, you’re one of the toughest women I’ve ever had,” Nate said.

“Considering you didn’t have me, it’s a great lie,” I answered, crossing my arms across my chest and resting my feet on the dashboard.

“Ah no?” Nate asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Oh, stop it”.

“You can’t pretend nothing happened, you can’t do it forever,” Nate said, looking at my profile.

“Don’t tempt me”.

“Why are you acting like this? I thought we clear the things between us” I knelt down in the seat.

“Just because we had s*x doesn’t mean that things are clear between us. Not for me. I’ll tell you what happened is, “I took a deep breath, “it was a huge mistake, we shouldn’t have done it. We were drunk and horny and we get our fun. End of the story, there will be nothing else”.

Nate looked at me surprised and even a little hurt and for a moment I felt guilty because I didn’t want to hurt him, even if he indeed deserved it, I wasn’t the kind of person who loved to hurt others, I wanted to help others, I wanted to become a doctor! But what we want doesn’t always come true.

“So I should just ignore it like you do, Miss Iceberg?” Nate said.

“Iceberg? I’m not that cold!” I complained.

“Ah no? I try to talk, to communicate with you but you’re like a wall, you don’t allow me to approach you. I told you I’m sorry about the whole party thing, you can’t bring up a story from five years ago!” Nate was getting all worked up.

“I don’t care about that story at all! It’s been five years. I’m talking about the present!”

“Me too!” replied Nate, “If you expect me to look the other way, you’re wrong”.

“God, you’re like a child! Capricious and obtuse. Whatever you want!” I said, trying to open the door, “Open the damn car!”.

“So you want to deny the fact that you feel attracted to me? The fact that you want me at least as much as I want you?”

“YES!” I said, slamming my fist into the door, “I can’t afford to be carefree and stupid like before Nate! I have a baby! I must think of my son before anyone else!” I said furiously.

“I’m not asking you to put me first!” he replied.

“And what do you want?!” I looked him in the eye.

Nate passed his hands in his hair, frustrated “f**k it!” he said before taking my face and joining our mouths.

I tried to push him with my hands on his chest, while he held me still, with his hands grabbing my cheeks. When I feel his tongue running through the shape of my lips, I give up.

I parted my lips and immediately his tongue entered my mouth, colliding with mine. He pushed himself with his body towards mine and I also went against him, surrounding his neck with my hands and sticking my fingers in his black hair while our tongues ran after each other and danced together.

I pushed myself on him, straddling his pelvis as he pulled back his seat.

He laid his hands on my back, bending his head back and deepening the k**s, even more, becoming full of passion and desire.

I moved my pelvis over him, feeling his e******n coming out of the fabric of his pants. The clutch filled me with desire. I felt myself explode. Nate put his hands under my coat, his fingers began to caress my skin making me shiver under his touch as I continued to move over him, making him m**n in my mouth.

I pulled away from his lips and pounced on his neck as I reached for his pants, looking for the zip. I licked and bit the skin as he shoved his hands in my pants from behind. He stroked me with a finger in the center, through the fabric of my panties, causing sparks over my whole body.

“f**k, you’re wet,” Nate said in my ear, with his hoarse voice as he put his finger under the fabric and caressed me slowly.

Gripped by an uncontrollable frenzy, I fell back on his lips as I began to undo his pants, Nate continued to make delicate circles on my center and then stuck a finger inside, making me escape a guttural g***n from my throat.

He pulled out his finger quickly and then pushed it back in, adding a second finger, making me g***n even louder every time he came in and out. I left his pants and began to push the pelvis against his fingers, looking for them every time he pulled them out and groaning as I grabbed his hair and bent his head so as to k**s him deeper.

“If I keep this up, I’m gonna get in my pants,” Nate said as he continued to torture me with his fingers.

“Nate,” I said, groaning as he held his fingers back inside, this time harder.

“Tell me you want me and I swear I’m gonna f**k you in this car right now,” he pulled his head back and looked me in the eye as he kept massaging me, this time adding his thumb that start running over my c******s, almost to the apex.

“f**k,” I said without checking.

“Say it,” he ordered, removing his fingers and interrupting the movements, leaving me a burning heap of sensations, very close to the o****m but far away without him.

“Nate” rests my head back and I put my lips to his, not really touching them. Our breaths mingled as we looked into each other’s eyes, “I want you inside me now,” I said.

Immediately Nate joined our mouths as he began to loosen his pants with frenzy and free his c**k that was now swollen and hard.

I pulled away from him and threw myself in the other seat while he grabbed his wallet and pulled out a condom. I took off my pants with my panties while Nate tore the paper and unrolled the latex on his hard, erect d**k.

I threw myself back at him, this time with my back on his chest, one hand on the window and the other on the console on the dashboard while he surrounded my waist with one arm and held me still, positioning himself at my entrance.

I went down on him, taking him in inch by inch, slowly and painfully as he filled me completely and my walls adapted to his greatness.

He was f*****g big.

The last piece I took down violently we both screamed when finally it was all inside and we stood still for a moment.

Nate put his forehead on my back and breathed deeply as I held on to the steering wheel with one hand.

“f**k,” I said, groaning and waving my pelvis.

Bursts of desire radiated throughout my body as I took it even deeper.

“Oh, my God,” Nate said, grabbing my h**s.

I began to move on him, guided by his hands that led me to make quick and hard movements, going up and down on him as we both g*****d without any restraint, impaling myself on his c**k that was milking with my juice.

Nate held a hand on my neck and he moved my hair to the side, placing his fingers on the skin that was now hot and sweaty.

I continued to move on him at an exhausting pace, the windows of the car had now fogged with our hot breath.

Nate pushed me a little forward until my forehead touched the steering wheel, and he met me with a powerful push as I came down on him again, making us both scream.

“God I’m on fire,” Nate heard saying behind me.

He took his hands off my body and I put one on the door, the other on the handbrake, and pushed me up and down on him while Nate behind me took off his shirt and remained shirtless.

I felt the coat sticking to my body now sweaty and hot so I grabbed the hem and took it off, throwing it on the next seat and remaining alone with the black bra.

Nate drew me to his chest, with one hand he surrounded my neck, with the other he grabbed my breast, and with his teeth he took my earlobe, biting and pulling. His warm breath made me shiver while I increased the speed. Now uncontrollable as the m***s that escaped from my lips.

Nate grabbed my chin and turned my head towards him, moving the hair that had stuck on my sweaty face, and joining our lips in a ravenous k**s.

We blocked our movements, savoring that k**s that took our breath away, we detached and Nate lifted me from my h**s, coming completely out of me. I turned around and straddled him as Nate grabbed his d**k and drove back inside me impaling me again.

I put one hand in his hair and with the other one I grabbed the seat as I began to move again, quickly and he came towards me with every push. He joined our mouths as a g***n came out of my lips.

I felt the tension growing in my lower abdomen, my body began to be shaken by spasms and I began to go even faster until we could hear only the sound of our bodies slamming against each other.

I felt my inner walls stiffen as I reached the apex and let myself go with an ecstatic cry, my body stiffened as I grabbed Nate’s hair and came so violently to see the stars.

Nate grabbed my h**s and moved me over him two more times, then three times, before I felt him stiff beneath me and come with a deep, guttural g***n.

We stood still for what seemed like an eternity. Nate with his forehead resting on my chest, me with my hands in his hair and my eyes closed, while our breaths calmed down, as well as our bodies.

When I was completely relaxed, I pulled myself away from Nate and lifted myself, slipping him out of me, before I threw myself on the seat and put on my panties and pants while Nate remained with his eyes closed, his hair stuck to his sweaty forehead, red cheeks and lips full and red because of my k****s, his c**k still out. God, he was hot.

“Jess doesn’t have to know,” I said grabbing my shirt and putting it on, “If you want this to go on, Jess doesn’t have to know,” I continued taking my shoes and putting them on.

Nate took a deep breath and opened his eyes. He took off his condom and pulled up his pants, fastening them.

“You think I’m telling my s*x life to my sister?” he asked, buttoning his pants.

“I’m serious, Nate. I don’t want to ruin my relationship with her for anyone,” I said tying my other shoe.

“All right, all right, but just out of curiosity, what should I keep from her?” he asked, putting on his sweatshirt.

I turned to look at him as his face disappeared inside the fabric and immediately appeared, his hair completely twisted, I felt like brushing my fingers through it. I wanted to be between his armies and get cuddled by him.

I shocked my head and looked him in the eyes.

“Just s*x Nate,” I said seriously “Just s*x” I stretched out and kissed him, catching him by surprise.

Then I opened the door and got out of the car, returning to the hospital without giving him any chance to answer.

As soon as I set foot in the hospital, the cell phone in my pocket vibrated.

Just amazing s*x.

A smile came over my lips and I put my phone in my pocket, tied my hair, and went back to do my job.