Lifestyle
Chapter 2-Chancing this

Alex had done as I asked him, he got down on his knees and had begged me to go home with him.

While I looked down at him, the admiration was clear in his eyes. He looked proud. Proud that I had somehow managed to step completely out of my comfort zone and do something not so normal for myself.

“Good boy.” I blurt.

Shit those words flew out of my mouth quickly, I was in the moment, and had felt powerful. If that makes sense.

“You can stand up and sit back in your chair now.” I tell him

He stands adjusts his pants, and my eyes shoot down instantly, I can see a bulge, and quickly advert my eyes back up.

“Thank you for that.” I say in almost a whisper

“You’re very welcome, but I’m going to head on home.” he says

I get the bartenders attention and pay my tab. I stand and tell Cassie I’ll text her when I get home.

I head outside and was surprised to see him outside waiting.

He was leaning against his motorcycle, and when he saw me exit the door smiling he called my name. I felt a rush go through my body when I demanded something from him. And now seeing him against his bike sent a wave of excitement through me.

“Why did you want me to get on my knees and beg you to come back to my place?” He asked

“My friend said I needed to prove a point to myself that I could be a dominant woman. So I thought about it. And since you was next to me I wanted to see if I could. No harm no foul. Right?” I said.

He stands up straight and closes the gap between us. He looks down, I crane my neck up to him and I shiver at the thought of what he might do.

“You should do it more often. It was kinda hot. If ya ask me.” He says smiling.

Don’t get me wrong, he was as sexy as they come. I was attracted to him. So my next thought was well why not demand he kiss me.

“So Alex... kiss me!” I demand.

My mind raced thinking of what he might do. Would he actually follow the demand.

“Yes ma’am.” He says smiling.

He leans close, places he’s hand on my cheek, bringing me closer to him. Then places a sweet yet demanding kiss on my lips. Something about the demand I offered and the way he said yes ma’am made me think he was happy to be submissive to me. Our lips and tongues moved at the same pace together. Soft and slow. I grabbed his shirt, fisting the material to gain leverage to pull his body closer.

It’s been a while since I’ve actually kissed someone. After my divorce and miscarriage I didn’t date, I didn’t even have sex. I couldn’t. So I worked my ass off to survive. Not wanting another man to put me in a horrible situation again.

I demanded him to kiss me, to see if I could push his buttons. Not knowing the consequences of my own actions and that it may backfire. Of course I was scared of my own demand. Shocked even.

But that kiss... that wonderful demanding kiss.. it had sent a fire to my pussy, one stronger than when I first arrived at the bar, one I haven’t felt in a long ass time. So for him to fulfill my want at that moment.. it was... perfect. In every sense of the way.

After breaking from the kiss he looked down at me. I couldn’t tell ya what I saw in that moment due to my eyes still being closed from the friction of his lips being on mine, but I felt the adoration from him.

“Everything ok, darlin?” Alex ask

I open my eyes and seen the smile. I catch a glimpse of his other hand and his adjusting of his pants again.

“I.. um.. well I honestly was not expecting that type of kiss. Truth be told.” I say

He laughs a hardy laugh and I join in.

“Would you like to grab a bite to eat sometime?” He ask

“Sure. When?” I say

“How bout now? We can go where ever you like.” He says

“Are you asking me out on a date?” I say smiling

“Actually.. I.. um.. yes.” He says nervously, rubbing the back of his neck

“Sure. Let’s go.” I say

He turns around and gets on his bike. Lifts his head to look at me.

“Get on.” He says

“Ok.” I say

I get on his bike and he starts it up, I wrap my arms around him and we take off. Not a lot of places are open at midnight but a few fast food places like McDonald’s or taco bell.

“Hamburgers and fries or tacos?” I ask

He mumbles something, and I swear I thought I heard him say ‘I’d like to lick your taco’ but I wasn’t quit sure.

“Hamburgers.” He says

We stop at McDonald’s going through the drive-thru since the inside was now closed. After getting our food we park.

“So why did you ask me out?” I ask.

“Figured might as well get to know ya, seeing as you demanded a few things from me tonight.” He says

“Ok. So what would you like to know?” I ask.

“How old are you, what do you like to do for fun, what is there around here to do, why your friend yelled ‘positive’ in the bar.” He says in a breath

I start to laugh.

“Well I’m 22 years old, I like to hang out with friends when I’m not working of course, bar, movies, mudding, bonfires, camping, are a few things you can do I guess. Not sure what some like to do but it’s what I like. My friend said positive because I took a quiz survey thing to see where I stood in the kinky lifestyle. Apparently I’m a switch, but she says she sees me being more dominant than submissive. She wanted me to test it out on you, which I did. And I don’t know, I’d have to look into a lot of things when I get home later. What about you? ” I say

“I’m 28, hang out with friends, use to rodeo, now I ride my motorcycle. Not much else I figure. Not till everything comes into play I guess. What quiz survey thing?” He questions.

“Why did you quit rodeoing?” I ask "And a quiz survey to see where I'm at with the BDSM." I continue

“I'm into BDSM and I never took a quiz survey thing. And a bull I rode got me pretty good when I fell off. This was a few years back. Let’s just say when I go into the airport they have to scan me with the metal detector because I set the big detectors off. My leg has a lot of metal in it. The bull shattered my knee all the way down to my ankle.” He says.

I wince at the sound of that.

“Oh I’m sorry to hear that.” I say apologetically.

“Don’t be. Bull didn’t know better.” He says

“Well. Is there anything else you’d like to know about me?” I ask.

“Do you want me to kiss you again?” He ask

He leans in closer placing his hands on my waist. I feel the fire starting to flare up again. I bring my hand up to his neck.

“I think if you start kissing me, you won’t stop. And honestly I wouldn’t want you to.” I say, my breath hitching in my throat, my body trembling.

He leans in closer.

“I’ll stop if you ask me. I’m not that type of guy that don’t take no for an answer. I respect you. And if you say stop I will.” He says as he inches closer to my lips.

With one of my hands still on his neck, my other hand grabs his shirt. I pull him into me and place my lips on his. The moment our lips touch its full force. I gasp in his mouth the minute our bodies touch, I feel his hard cock against my stomach. I pull away from him to get air. Both of us are panting hard. My lips are tingling, feeling bruised, and my body feels electrified.